Wednesday, May 4, 2011

its just hard to switch bf at this age.

*grrr*

don't blame me.It's true. I'm not that old. But mature enough to choose what's good for myself.

well, if you watch love and other drug (apsal tbe2 kelua tajok cite 18sx nih?).. if i must say, love is just addictive. I does makes me 'fly'.

Really.

Back to the title above. As some you us may know, me & him being together for quite sometime already. I do have similar age of relationship earlier, but total different feelings. As i grow older, more and more things (regarding future) came across my mind.

Those things scare me. indeed. Truly, im not such an independent woman/ girl as he always see me as. I'm just not.

Whatever strength do come from several sources. God (for sure). Family, friends and him. Without he realizing it.

So, why is it so hard to switch bf?

#1 too much stuff related to him. my lappy name, password, password, passwords (lots of password).

#2 we are too attached. It's most of the time makes me sad when he's not around. Well, that's just normal for most of us.

#3 im not just in love with him. but, it seems what a great loss if i lost him. I do like his sisters & other family members. They're friendly. Nice people. I do enjoy being friends with his friends. Really. (much actually).

#4 i love keeping those medals. what a memory!

#5 there just too much reminding me of him. It's to hard to get away.

#6 i would like to watch more rugby games (with him). can i?

well, 6 reasons should be enough. btw, 6 is one of my lucky number. and he is my lucky person.

sorry if this post annoyed you.

**off to bed**

ps: sweet dream.



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*grrr*

don't blame me.It's true. I'm not that old. But mature enough to choose what's good for myself.

well, if you watch love and other drug (apsal tbe2 kelua tajok cite 18sx nih?).. if i must say, love is just addictive. I does makes me 'fly'.

Really.

Back to the title above. As some you us may know, me & him being together for quite sometime already. I do have similar age of relationship earlier, but total different feelings. As i grow older, more and more things (regarding future) came across my mind.

Those things scare me. indeed. Truly, im not such an independent woman/ girl as he always see me as. I'm just not.

Whatever strength do come from several sources. God (for sure). Family, friends and him. Without he realizing it.

So, why is it so hard to switch bf?

#1 too much stuff related to him. my lappy name, password, password, passwords (lots of password).

#2 we are too attached. It's most of the time makes me sad when he's not around. Well, that's just normal for most of us.

#3 im not just in love with him. but, it seems what a great loss if i lost him. I do like his sisters & other family members. They're friendly. Nice people. I do enjoy being friends with his friends. Really. (much actually).

#4 i love keeping those medals. what a memory!

#5 there just too much reminding me of him. It's to hard to get away.

#6 i would like to watch more rugby games (with him). can i?

well, 6 reasons should be enough. btw, 6 is one of my lucky number. and he is my lucky person.

sorry if this post annoyed you.

**off to bed**

ps: sweet dream.



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