Reply to sakiinah.

Assalamualaikum,

Ive been really buzy today,
technically with beautifying myself. Can you call that buzy?

Went to facial, medi-pedi in the same day, i felt really tired.
Seriously.

And i went back home, noticing my bff wrote a post - specially for me, 

with my name, as the tittle. Oh my!

Im truly touched. Indeed. Sakiinah may not be the best friend you might ever have.
But she certainly the honest one. Probably the one you ever need.

She's totally irritating. Annoying.

But those bad stuff is the one that make friendship last.

Im not gonna lie by telling how angelic she is.

I mean, people can always be fake, smiling on your face.

But none (or very less) can scream of your face and call you bitch.

Thats rare. If you had a friend who do so, please stick with that person.

Yes, its a pain in the ass. But for sure, they are real.

Not a barbie friend.

And for that, i thank Sakiinah, for accepting me the way i am.

I am truly grateful for having you in my life. and im typing this, from the bottom of my heart.

In reply to her post, she did tell stuff bout myself, i quote 

"she was all chirpy and spoilt" (para: 4, line: 3).. and
"she may look like a spoilt rich girl" (para: 5, line: 3)..

She mention me as potential "spoilt" girl.. which im not. duh.
Do read more for explaination. HERE.

Again, many thanks.
I do love you.

SimSimi chat. Too much words to describe.

Salam,

 Have you ever chat with SimSimi?
Hahah.

Fara try chat dengan SimSimi atas perasaan ingin tahu yang membuak2, 

dek kerana pengaruh dari kanak/ remaja di dalam rumah fara. 

Alhamaklum, anak sulung. 

Yang kebanyakkan masa hanya berkawan dengan adik-adik semata.

Maka, di suatu hari yang tenang, (sambil tunggu giliran nak mandi), 

fara pun chat ngan SimSimi.

 Untuk membuktikan fara xde tipu, ini prinscreen perbualan fara ngan SimSimi.
Mulanya memang rasa fun! Seronok yang banyak.
Sebab SimSimi bermulut manes, banyak pujiannya.

Tapi SimSimi in Bahasa Melayu, banyak cakap kotor.
Tak baik korang ajar SimSimi cakap tak senonoh!
Shame on you.

Tapi bila lama sikit chat dengan SimSimi, rasa awkward.
Kesian kat orang yang selalu chat ngan SimSimi ni.
Tak de kawan?

Tak de orang dah nak bercakap?
Indeed, SimSimi bukan hidupan pun.
Serius mmg #ForeverAlone orang yang cakap ngan SimSimi dan berasa seronok, 

tanpa sikit pun rasa bersalah.

Hmm.. utk mereka yang memang selalu chat dengan SimSimi, you better stop.
Lebih baik anda guna masa utk bercakap dengan mereka yang betul2 ambil tahu tentang anda.
 

Utamakan keluarga, juga rakan, (dan hidupan).. cari lah masa.
Kalau chat dengan SimSimi boleh, xkan borak dengan hiduan tak buleh.

Kan?

Owh~ that GREEN pants!

***
Shawl, Pashmina, Inner: butikpinkku

Pants: Times Square

Shirt & Handbag: Downtown Cheras

Shoes: flats by Vinci

***

I was once madly in love with colorful pants. I had;

RED

GREEN

HOTPINK

really MUSTARD

pants! 

Mostly all i bought @ times square for 10-15rm ..And its worth every cent!

 As i am wearing this GREEN pants, i can't help but to remember those memories.

"Green Generation?"

Yep. Back then in USM, everything was great. I was reckless. I do things that i do not need to think. I just do it. I turn my hair to gold color! Paint my nails to purple! I even wear top to toe in lime green.

Hideous!

With this GREEN pants, (when i really used to wear this pants) i was once madly in love with him. And still does. I just don't have a gut to wear these pants when im with him. I'd totally look like a clown

He, and the pants does have similarities. Yep.

Both are un-expect-able. 

un- deniable.

totally irresistable.

And i love them both. 

(Just that he don't fade like the pants. I hope he does no fade at all.) 

If he does, we probable call him grey instead of black.

15 days to 3rd year anniversary.

omaiiii...I guess im old.

Yes. Im 24. Not that old thou. Age are just numbers. As i sit here watching bunch of my auntie's friends singing kareoke, i feel awkward.

Honestly, kareoke is one of my fav past time. And im not a good singer. Nop, not a good singer at all. But i love to sing. Indeed. I just looove to sing other's people song. Poor my gff. Sorry girls! (i do love u all)

Again, i guess im old. I don't enjoy singing as much as i do before.

As the other were singing, i keep thinking about work n butikpinkku. Makngah, im sorry. I can't continue singing, pretending that im enjoying myself, which im not. (whoa.. Too much of ing..)

Work, butikpinkku always been my priority, im madly in love with it. Poor rj. Huh.. If butikpinkku is a human being, it sure will be hard for me to choose.

Rj; too charming to be true.

Bpk; satisfaction & passion

Owhh!!

If butikpinkku is a girl, we gonna be like sisters! Hahahaa..

Ps: sorry, i merepek too much.

untitled post.

Salam,

As time pass by, i tend to look back. those things i shared with others.. special bond were made.
special person we called family and friend.

alhamdulillah.

thank Allah for the greatest gift.

Tentang dia..

*xmampu nak nyanyi sendri, copy paste je dpt*

~tentang dia~

dia
baik (hati)
manis (kecuali kalo lepas besukan cm masam)
xhensem tapi kacak adelah
kiut jugak
sabar
kalo glabah mmg pelik
lembut hati
caring (banyak)
keas kepala sangat
degil
ade senyuman menawan
spontaneous

Banyak tentang dia, banyaaak...
semua baek2 (ade jugak yang tak kureng baek)..
tapi kite share yg best2 je la.. xkan nak kutuk org kesayangan sendiri..

In 2years + nih, banyak sunggoh terjadi.. especially this year.
Life was really easy in the 1st year, every was romantic, full with colors.
(Not that im saying its not, now)..

But its just different.

As we spend more time knowing each other, we started to realize each other's true colors.
Yes, it is true that we love each other. And we tend to hide our true colors to portray to best.

etc:
'i look good all the time'
'im not controlling'
'i care much'
'ill spend all my time for you'

Which in reality, those are not happening (just happen in a very limited period).
And we just wait, and wait.

And we wait for our partner to change to the person used to be.
And it's not happening. =.='
Nop. Not at all.

Duh~ 'to change ppl, u must change urself' : have u heard?

and we think.. i've changed. Why can't he/ she?

Indeed he/ she might changed. You did not notice. Did you?

my ex getting married today.. yeay?

**just image. he looks nothing like this**

Salam,

(another confession to make)

My (one of) ex-bf is getting married today. His name is 'A'. And i actually feeling awkward. It's not the 1st time of 'my ex-getting married news' i received.

But, the other ex (who is now divorced with a kid.. let call him 'B') did not tell me about his wedding date etc. Plus, we lost connection from the last day we met.

So, any news of him..i sorta don't care.

But this 'A' .. we sorta remain friends after the split. It was a huge fight. I didn't remember how we finally forgive each other. Duh~

So, this A, we have a chat last night.. and suddenly.. he said: 'wish me luck 4 tomorrow'

me: y?

A: im getteing married tomorrow

me: really? like,, for real?

A: yup

Duh~ for real? i thought no one is stupid enough to date him. But, to marry him? Gosh.

Like, seriously.. i feel really weird. Not that i have any feelings for him. It's just weird.

I seriously think that i'll be married before him.

Which i sure does if i accept the proposal (which i don't, because it's not from rj).

#sorry for my bad english writing.

hmmm... goodluck for him, for his future bride..on their wedding date.

***

..i still feel awkward after writing this..

ape yang anda perlu bila tahap motivasi makin kurang?

Owh~ bajet nak tulis cam pakar motivasi..padahal diri sndri kurang motivasi kan?

Bekerja sendiri.. cam saya..perlukan anda (diri sendiri) untuk memotivasi kan diri utk terus survive. Laen la kalo tyme makan gaji..

Motivasi (bukan motivasi la sgt~).. lebih pada takmo boss mara... takat cmtu je.. naek gaji xsmpai seratos.. motivasi ke hape?

So, ape nak buat? (kalo motivasi rendah)

1) make sure anda dah makan

2) make sure anda cukop tidur..

DAH?

kalo dah..

3) pastikan ape yang anda tahu ape yg anda nak & camne nak capai?

Contoh:

Butikpinkku teringin nak tripple kan sale dlm masa 2 bulan..

So, kenalpasti cara2..

a. banyakkan item

b. banyakkan tutorial

c. rajen2 la blogwalking

d.. papae je la kan..

FINE.

Tapi, kalo dah tau cara2, tapi still malas gak.. ape fara buat???

Contoh, pi makan tmpat mahai sket, or, belanja org, or..

CAT BILIK?

-kaler pink-

ps: sebenanye butikpinkku dok dapat bilek baru.. tuan rumah/ tailor/ emak setuju share bilik..soo.. blik butikpinkku coming soon. YES!

Di samping fara yang super penat..

Meh nak khabaq mai..

Dulu masa butikpinkku mula2 wujud di alam yang fana ini, nak jual 20 shawl dlm masa 2 bulan pown seksa taw!

Pastu, bile online base da establish sket..Dapat la 15 parcel seminggu..

Pastu..slalu buat sale... rmai la siket org tau... bila weekend je..ade dlm 10 order.. tu pon dah happy giler!!

bile buat sale, dlm seribu tu, dpt la... buleh baya hutang...

pastu, after fara brenti keje.. makin lama makin ok..

max, dpt la dlm 40parcel / day.. xhebat pon.. compare ngan yg dasat2..itu pown skali skala la ade banyak2 kan.. kalo x, 10parcel per day pon, da syukor da..

alhamdulillah~

So, bile sale nih.. tiap2 hari parcel banyak puluh... so, fara cm terkezut sket... susa la nak adapt.. seyes susa... takot pon ade..

takot langet x sentiasa cerah kan.. T__T

seyes takot..

tapi pape pown, fara terima kasih banyak2 kat mak fara.. seyes fara sayang mak banyak2!!!

dah.

complicated mode

Hmm...

20mei smpai 20 jun ade butikpinkku giveaway! tapi 20mei tu besday buah hati yg dlm complicated mode. huh~ xtau la amacam.

Family always comes 1st for me.

As butikpinkku and him. not sure. Tapi giveaway ni sebulan. birthday die, setaon sekali. so, still xtau. dake ade text, tapi beliaw takde reply. so, im in a sad mode.

juga, hadiah xtau nk bg ape. xkan nk bg tudung? buleh x?

itu hari ade usha tie mamat rugby nih~ cun gak.. currency obersea.. cmnye xsempat mau smpai.. tapi bukan yg ni a.. ade tang laen, stripe2..

Ade lagik 1, limited edition pny key-chain bentok bola lonjong, world cup pny.. rse cm penoh memory la kowt~buleh tahan gak cun nye. Same la currency obersea..

Tapi sebenarnye ingt mau pi genting... lame dah plan... dpt 1 siang pon ok gak.. sbb tiap2 kali dating kt kl ni, dua2 buat muke tapai. tak tau dah mane nak pegi. padahal bnyk je tmpat xtau...

Daku teringin sgt nk pi sky park. tp tu daku la kan. bukan dia.

Dulu zaman bertenaga banyak (zaman muda siket), laju je jalan kaki, sane sini.. hoho.. semangat alam. dok pusing 3, 4 kali.. no hal a..

so, skrng ni xtau lg cmne.. kalo on, mebi nk spend time kt genting la kot. takmo lupe bwak kamera. nak pi jalan, kamera plak takde. aiyoo~

buat gila pi melaka pon ok gak kan.. muahahaa..takde jao sgt pon..buleh pi tgk buaya ngan umah antu yg xtakut tuh.. haha..

hmmm~ harapnye sume elok. dok tnggu dan tunggu. penat.

Camne orang buleh dudok senang lenang, makan tanggung.. b*r*k cangkung (kalo nak dudok pon buleh gak)..

Salam,

Dek kerana umo da sebegini (bajet cm tua la sangat).. tua ke? tiba2 teringat zaman muda mudi.. Cuti skola, cuti sem..

Ak start keje seawal usia 15 (kerja yang ade upah la kan).. dulu zaman kecik2 dok tolong mak menjual.. meniaga goreng pisang sejak darjah 2. Bawak pulak nasik lemak (amek order kat member2).. jenuh oi~

Badan da la keding, dok bawak nasik lemak bungkus + mihun kiri kanan (masuk kt paper bag). Skola plak jao (bukan skola blakang rumah key..), ade la kot 1km lebeh jalan kaki..

Keje mula2, cuci pinggan. dapat upah 5ringget sehari. akibatnye, smpai sekarang xmuleh cuci pinggan. saya adalah alergik yg amat dengan detergen (bahan cuci-cucian). Seyes nih, bukan dibuat2 sebab pemalas cuci pinggan. Ade la pemalas sket.. tp jari jemari memang sensetip.

Tiap2 kali cuti skola, musti keje.. biasenye, amek upah jaet baju. Dapat rm3.50 selai.. sembat2 jek, ngan jaet leher baju kurung.. Guna duet ni la dapat beli my 1st henpon. Hebak..

Pastu, keje2.. cashier, baby sitter, promoter kdai kasot. Tapi sepanjang cuti sem kt usm, memang xpernah keje. Biasenye akan tolong mak buat tempahan kueh. fuh~ gile banyak tah hingat..

Oleh kerana mak dah biasekan ak kerja, susah2 untuk carik duaet walau seposen dua, so.. dah biase dah.. kalo ade masa, better lah kerja. Duduk umah, ape dapat kan?

Rilek2 pon, badan penat.. Baeklah buat kerja, penat jugak. Hasil ade, puas.

Kebetulan, memang rezeki Allah bagi. Daku luck mmg bagus kot. 2 minggu after abes exam final, dapat la keje gomen (sambilan je pon).. Keje je la kan.. gaji pon ok gak.. 3 bulan pas sambilan tu, dapat naek sket, tuka bahagian laen.. Alhamdulillah..

Dlm setaon kje gomen, dapat pla kje non-gomen. masyuk sket. Konon nye nak melancong, pi indon. Haram jadah. Xde pown.. kat itu daku blaja online bizz nih..

End lah story keje daku.

Kesimpulannye, cmne orang bleh dok lepak. bangkit lambat, bila lapa, makan. Bile kenyang, tido. Dah tu, solatnye dah la tidak. Bantu keje laen pon malas.

Tak ke rasa diri xberguna? tak rase ke?

Kalau malu, cuba la yg terbaik. Jangan sekadar cakap je.. 'dah try la nih'.. 'tengah cuba ni'.. tapi, bangun petang jugak, solatnye tidak. Ke laot langsung.

Nih, ade hadith (jumpa tadi)..

Hadith :
Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, maksudnya:“Meraka yang mencari harta dunia (kekayaan) dengan jalan yang halal dan menahan dirinya dari meminta-minta (tidak menjadi pengemis) dan berusaha mencari nafkah untuk keluarganya serta belas kasihan, kasih sayang terhadap jiran tetangganya, nescaya di hari kiamat kelak ia akan berjumpa dengan Allah dengan mukanya berseri-seri seperti bulan purnama pada waktu malam.”
Riwayat At-Tabrani

..renungan bersama... aish, buleh ke idop makan orang nak tanggung sampai mati? nauzubillah.

ps: buat adik2, kalo cuti, kerja lah... kalo xmo kerja.. rajin2 la tolong mak ayah. Kalo yang terasa rezekinya berat.. muhasabah la diri.. jangan lupa mintak ampun dengan mak ayah.. Kita xtahu kalau kita buat salah.. mungkin kadang2 tak sedar..

mode: muhasabah diri.

Malunye, yuyu kate ak mude...

*ni post ekspress*

hahahhaahahahahahahhahaha :D saje nak gelak banyak2... baru pas calling2 ngan yuyu zulaikha, blogger choomel, kiut miut..

katenye parcel dah sampai.. gile lambat, post hari kames, hari ahad br sampai. Lupe plak yang langkawi area kedah.. (Jumaat ngan sabtu cuti).

Camni citenye.. butikpinkku kan ade sponsor giveaway kupukupukecil (blog yuyu).. maka, ade 20 shawl cun2 untuk yuyu & readers nya.. lagi pown fara ade mintak yuyu buatkan advertorial.. (tapi belom publish..) nantikan~

kebetulan ktorang same2 masuk WWWOW.. buleh undi yuyu kat sni.. pastu undi butikpinkku plak kat sini... ok? yuyu currently kat no 3 di belakang anwarhadi bibiaq seksi ngan taiko abg ben.. kirenye, aweks no 1 a.. hebat x?

Well, borak punye borak.. tibe2 yuyu tanye umor.. aish.. lemah nak jawab..

yuyu: fara, umor bape eh?

fara: umor fara 24 lah... (nada pelan jek)..

yuyu: (hi-note) haaa.. ye ke... cm budak skolah...

fara: erkkk...

ko xtau orang ingat fara ni anak 1.. try tgk kalo muke tensyen hari senin..konfirm muke tua..!! tak pon, muka yang lebih tua time kompius/ panas2 angkat parcel jaoh2 sebab xde parking.. (seyes xnampak muda)..

kalo time posing kat butikpinkku, confirm muka muda.. haha..mekap2, pastu hati gumbira.. kalo senyum, hati senang, muka pon lawa.. ^.^

btw: fara rekemen kawan2 yang nak buat ads ngan yuyu.. senang nak berurusan... yuyu ni ramah je.. xsombong... tapi jangan tekezut denga sore yuyu.. seyes kiut!

dah la.. kesimpulannye.. malu la org kate muda.. hukhuk..

When your ex ask u to marry him.. what do you do?

Well, this is not so complicated stuff.

This happen to me. I had a chat with one of my ex. Duh! I do make friend with most of my ex. It does seems awkward, at first. Really. Later then, when they moved on with life, we're just a friend who know the other side of each other.

So, this guy ask me, will i marry him.

Are you guys, just randomly ask people to marry you?

Well, my answer is certainly no. I won't marry him. I'm waiting for someone. 'Status: In relationship' does means something, ok? The guy im with (referring to rj).. he's special.

He's not as handsome as Prince Artur in Merlin, not as cute as Ashton Kutcher. But he's a good man. Indeed. He's kind, sweet, i adore him. A lot.

Please don't puke.

He's just.. more than words.

So, i totally say no to my ex. I actually saying no for (other) marriage proposal since 2 years back? I think.. Just that the other 2 proposal is actually from parents.

Instead of the person itself.

Do people just proposed others to get married? Realy? I wait for the special one to proposed. And you people just pop the question. It's just that easy? Huh?

I'm confused. Well, i don't.

Message to rj: thanks for being there for me. I do appreciate it (a lot). I've change a lot throughout the years.. Story start when we're in matriculation..

2005 - we studied @ the same institution.. He claim to noticed me... Ak xperasan beliaw langsong! Uhuk!!

2006 - USM.. 1st year... owh, xde contact langsung.. xtau ape jadik.. beliau kate ade buat2 misskol n salah mesej.. hahhaa.. ngeng!

2007 - 2nd year.. ade lah contact.. dan sy kenal dah beliau.. ktorang ade jumpe sesekali as friends la kan.. sy save name beliaw kat phone .. kmns-x.. buleh plak?

2008 - he's sorta my bff.. i shared most of the stuff with him. He's sweet n such a good listener. I think that's the best quality he have.

2009 - it's a surprise visit for new year. I'm just overjoyed. Really. So, we are 'officially' attached to each other on 1st January 2009..

It's been 2 years, officially the longest period i've been attached to someone. I thank Allah for him. I hope this will last till death keep us apart. Amin.

ps 2: don't just simple ask others to marry you. Marriage means something, and made to last long. Not just simply. It's about sharing your life with somebody you love. You think you know him, but you are actually not. It's about accepting your partner for what he/ she is. Not just by knowing what color he/ she likes. It's just beyond.

Are you ready (like really ready), to make it last?

Side note: i do thinks of marriage quite often. The more i think of it, the scarier it be.

Super excited : newborn!!

Subhanallah~

Indahnya ciptaan Allah (selalunya ak cakap cmni time tengok cermin n lihat diri sendiri).. Tapi, bila tengok newborn, memang super excited. Always.

Suke sangat tengok baby. Rasa macam relief. Cam tenang je. Maybe sebab baby xde dosa lagi.. Pure. That's why hati sangat lah tenang melihat mereka.. Seronoknya ade baby~~~ (bila mereka xnanges,, memang calm sangat)..

Well, actually zaman dulu (dalam 5 years back), i tot i'd be having a baby by now. or at least pregnant. but, not yet. at least, not for now. Im not even married. yet.

Maybe, just postpone the schedule a bit. I've seen my mom having kids when her age was 46. Having kids are just tiring. So, ive decided to start a family earlier. That's not gonna happen. It seems.

Im hoping to have a baby girl for my 1st child. Seriously. Baby girl will be sweet. Gosh. Lot's of stuff to buy! She'll be really cute in pink, with gown and pony tail.. Just sweet!

LOL~ am i even capable of being a mother? I can even take care of myself well!

*thinking*

Would it be nicer if i had twins?

Couple of everything. Double of anything! Sounds scary. But looks sweet. can u imagine?

Maybe: the only think that i can't image is that im going to be fat after giving birth. Gosh. How am i gonna survive with fat all over me? That's just gross.

I've been underweight most of my life.. How's its like to be fat? I don't want to know.

But i want kids. For sure.

(face) imagine me holding my baby.. (@_@)

workaholic me.

Salam,

As i tried not to blog about rj too much. I finally got something to blog. Yes, it's about butikpinkku again.

This is how my schedule work for me everyday. I woke up @ 6.30am and perform my Subuh prayer. I have a light breakfast (milo will do). I will start opening my black (the lappie's name).. and continue working until 12am.

In the period, i'll go out to post the parcel @ 12pm, grab a bite in front blacky, have lunch normally @ 4pm. I skip tea break. I'll be offline during maghrib period. 30 mins break. Continue working @ 8pm until 12am.

I normally go out and pick stocks after posting the parcels. The process will normally take 2-3 hours. I'll be really tired when i arrived home. Really tired. But the schedule will continue as usual.

fyi: i received lots of compliments for butikpinkku. Thank you so much. It's all worth the hard work. But seriously, butikpinkku does not have as much customers as well known blogshops.

Our peak time is normally @ the end of month/ early. Last monday, we reached 40 parcels to ship, on the day itself. The other day we normally ship around 10 parcel per day. It's actually triple the volume we ship last 2 month.

But, that's not actually what im trying to say. I just do not understand, how people are trying to compare my life as a proud blogshop owner, with themselves.

I came across lots of people saying "eee.. bestnye.. keje kat rumah je, goyang kaki tapi masyuuk.."

*there is no such thing as easy as that!*

If you work 9-5 every 5 days in a week, and feeling tired.. think again.

I work 7-12 (or more), 7 days a week. And im feeling great!

Key point:

try to enjoy yourself. do stuff with your heart. just love what you do. ok?

I just admired how some of the blogshops owner actually having 2 jobs. Well, i actually does.

Mine is a bit twisted.

Blogshop: FULL TIME

Office work: PART TIME

But, for those who are having office work as full time, and a blogshop owner as part time. It's just tiring. I've tried. Result: MC most of the week.

I encourage my friend to open up their own blogshop. Seriously, it's worth. Just do it with your heart. Full of effort.

As for me, i must make it work. It's means a lot to me. Really.

MOTTO: Must make it work. MUST!

Mom

Salam,

Though i blog mostly about rj,, my mom always been no 1 in my heart. All she does is a miracle for me. She's one person that i know i can really rely on.

Sometime, i love myself lesser that she love me. really. seriously. We tend to do stupid, silly stuff that we just can't forgive oursefl (like falling in love with a silly guy, or just keeping plastic wrap as a hobby -- its just super idiot!).. but mom will just accept us for what we are.

*im half crying*

Mom. They are one remarkable creation of God. I don't even understand how a mom can give such love (scarifying themselves for another human being). Isn't it sound stupid?

*totally crying*

btw, i just watched Juno (regarding unplanned pregnancy).. it's just.. wow..

ehem. most of girls, rely most on their husband (so called, their man). but, as a realist, men not gonna stay forever. relationship have it's ups & down. No doubt. We all do cry because of guys. Did we? ( i know i do).. but how often your mom break your heart?

Mostly like... NEVER. Seriously.. mom are just miracle, God's gift. I thank Allah for giving me such a supermom.

She do everything for me. Really. Most everything.

(I know my mom wont read this. But if anyone ever read this.. please appreciate your mom. Even if she's not a pageant queen.)

Note: i did not have any fight with rj. I'm just being a realist. Things happen. and my mom gonna be the first and the best for me. Ever.

-- feels annoyed to those who ignored their mom / doing bad stuff to their mom. Heartless!

What happen if any of my fren try to steal my rj?

*post ini adalah sebagai peringatan*

juga, sebagai tindak balas pengaruh tv yang berlebihan.

soalan: What happen if any of my fren try to steal my rj?

answer: i don't know. yet. but it surely will be horrifying. seriously.

fact: none of my fren ever fall in love with my x-bf. b'coz they (my ex) suck.

that's why we are not together.

but, its a different thing with rj. he's cute. spontaneous. calm. matured. i love when he's mad. really. he's rarely mad/ loose control. i love seeing him losing control sometimes.

it makes me adore him. especially when he get confused with road/ signboard.

love the way he cover malu. act macho. funny!

in fact, i just missed him so much. he's been working hard and tired. sorry, can't do anything about that. we all have to work hard. chaiyok2 han!

yeah.. i might strangled whoever trying to get on my way

(especially if u r my fren), i might do worst!. takut x?

can't u see im in love with him? but if anyone ever fall in love with him, i just can't blame you. he's just adorable! too irresistible!

i know.

miss the old time. we should go travel sometime. really miss those place. it's been more than 2 years, we're doing great. frankly, im impressed! im easily bored kinda person.

but he hardly makes me feel bored.

there is always new stuff to explore. thanks han.

ps: i love you.

ps2: don't ever mess with me (scary face)

Nak bitching sket pasal bf sendri

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Dear diary (sila anggap anda berfungsi sebagai diary),

Ak xtau la.. apsal kalo ujong bulan je.. beliau musti begini.. seyes xtau.. cepat gile emo.. atau, adakah ak yang emo? dan perasan yang die emo,, sedangkan ak xperasan yang ak yang sebenanye emo?

*kompius*

Frankly speaking (writing), bf ak ni xde la teruk sangat pon (indeed beliau adalah serang yang baik hati, lemah lembut, penyayang, caring, xberkira time ade duet, juga xkesah dengar ak berleter panjang2 dan tak pernah cuba untuk tidur time ak beleter).. seyes nih!

Namun begitu, oleh kerana ak ni manusia. manusia yang perasan bagus, dan ingat orang len cam xde kerja nak buat, selain dari melayan perasaan ak.. ak rase kadang2 bf ak tuh buat derk je lah kan.. aish.. tang tu memang hangin 1 badan btol la..

memang dari dulu perangai camni.. tak leh nak ubah..adakah sebab beliau seorang yang carefree? adakah? =.= (tapi dulu lagi trok sket, at least skrang lg ok)

ade kemungkinan di situ yea~

ak rase tiap2 ujung bulan, memang bf ak begini.. adekah sebab pms? eh.. lelaki pown ade pms a tau! namenye ims.. korang try tgk kat sni.. (CLICK HERE).. so, untuk mengubat hati ak yang bengang ni, ak mengandaikan yang bf ak ni ims kot.. mungkin beliau perlukan ketenangan, dan xmo diganggu.. T__T

well, ak ni gangguan ke? (ade kemungkinan, dengan mengandaikan ak sendiri xsanggop dengar suara ak yang annoying).. oh, tidak!

aish.. sampai la hati awk ni kan.. or, mungkin jugak sebab gaji lambat klua.. so, beliau stress, nak baya utang kan.. biase a tuh.. (ak pon same)..

tapi xpe la.. dikebanyakkan mase, awal bulan, beliau adalah sangat happy.. rilek je.. yang paling ku suke.. beliau suke ber surprise.. so, xde la membosankan.. ^.^ yang laen tu, ok ler,, xyah a nak cite sume kat sni kan..

cukop la ak membitching pasal beliau.. jangan salah sangka.. ak bukan nak cakpa xbaik psal bakal hubby sendri.. tapi, dari ak mengadu domba kat lelaki mane tah, baik ler, ak tulis kat sni.. bukan ade sesape yg bace pown.. bf ak bace ler.. dgn harapan, beliau paham, ape yang ak nak,, dan kenapa ak tulis..

em.. awk xmo marah2 eh? xmo la emo.. nnti saye nanges kuat2 baru tau! (burk benau ler kalo bwat cmtu)..

so, buat asa ni, ak melayan rase seorang diri.. gile sadis.. T__T

End.

Baby,, babies.. oh~

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Hmm... tanpa sebarang rase hipokritnye.. ak ingin menyatakan bahawa baby/ babies adalah sangat annoying..

Kalau lapa, nangis. Bgn tdo, nangis. Nak tido nangis. Shi-shi, nangis. Poo-poo, nanges..

wahh~ sume bende pon diorang nak nanges..

Ak ingat dengan baik.. mase mak lahirkan adek yang last.. (time tu umo dah 17/18 tahun).. gile annoyed! Dah la kene *kuning*.. tiap2 pagi kne jemur beliau.. kasi vitamin,, nanti dah xkuning dah.. penat kot.. buat cm lion king tu k tengah panas.. pagi smpai pkol 10..

ish! nseb bek a time tu da ade pampers.. xde la trok sgt nak tuka lampin..

budak laki da a kwat shi-shi. Huh! Gile, hari2 yang memenatkan..

Mase die lahir, semua kne demam campak.. agak teruk jugak a.. luckily baby n mak xde pape..

oh~ mak, thanks sebab jage fara.. gile susa kowt jge baby..

sambung keluhan --> orang tengok baby, cm comel je.. (ak tgk baby org pon cm comel jek).. try jage.. tengok amacam.. ade bran?

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uish,, jangan a..

but, indeed.. bile da umo camni.. keep wondering, bile a nk ade baby sndri.. smpai 1 tahap, cm rase.. xmo kawen pon,, just nak ade baby je.. (which is, memang xmungkin)..

pengaruh cerita "the back up plan"..

sebab, baby tu,, cm magic.. means.. memang la annoying yg teramat sangat.. but, bile diorang buat something yg comel.. rase cm lega.. cm lupe dah sume yg diorang buat xsenonoh tu.. tbe2 ilang.. cm magic la kan..

"human is the greatest creation of all"

well..manusia kan complicated. banyak yg xpaham n susah nk paham.. punye la susa nk pregnant.. bile pregnant 9 bulan +,, banyak gile risiko..

ak penah tengok org mengandung,, di amek darah smpai banyak gile kne cucok.. sebab akak tu neves.. so, doktor xdpt amek darah beliau.. pastu nak lahirkan baby lagik..

gile ape? sanggup korbankan nyawa utk nk lahir kan org kt bumi ni.. da besar, derhaka plak!

*gambar google*

"syurga dibawah tapak kaki ibu"

(ni da macam posting hari ibu a plak)..

tapi, frankly, ak penah tengok ade sorang bakal ibu sedaya upaya meneran.. time tu kt atas bas,, kebetulan ambulance lalu kt sblah bas.. nampak dengan jelas kesakitan bakal ibu tu.. pastu satu malam tu takot! cam tertanye kt diri sendiri.. "betul ke ak nak beranak?"

aish.. @_@ da a. tapi, xkan xmo ade anak kan..

warrghh. makin panjang tulis, makin takot plak.. aish..

owh.. ak tulis ni sbb tgk tadi ade apps iphone (by durex <-- jenama kondom) cmne nak jage baby kt iphone.. baby die nanges sume.. siap kne dodoi.. xyah a. scary sebelum masanya,,

T___T

Untuk wanita sahaja! lelaki sila jangan baca.

Gambar ni xde kne mengena langsung ngan posting.. tapi sy sangat suke gown ni..

pss.. korang yang pkai kotex, perasan x?

wrapper kotex dah baru..bukan je baru, lagi senang nak carik, lagi simple..

xde a macam dulu.. xtau ape bende yang kite carik..

btw, suke sangat gambar katun kt depan ni..(cover kotex)

all of my period days, memang pakai kotex.. sebab ia selesa compared to any other brands..

no doubt whisper agak best.. tp cam mahal la plak..

sayang duet dibuang begitu saja secara bulanan..

langsung xsuke laurier.. susah nak basuh! ade gel2 yang mengembang..

benci btol..seyes xsuke.

Berbalik tentang Kotex..

Haa.. perasan x, pads with design?

Ni ha.. (sorry xbukak),, cm x hygienic plak..

Mula2 mati2 ingatkan design tu kat area tisu2..macam was2 la nak pakai... bia btol..

selamat ke x ni, ade kaler2 plak.. kang melekat kaler2.. ape cer plak..

tapi sebab teruja sgt.. beli je la.. sekali bukak..

jeng..jeng..

la..ni mengadaptasi lampin bayi yang pkai buang tuh rupenye.. ade plak printing bunge2.. kaler2.. kat plastik..

untung ke diorang buat cmni? haha.. cm lawak gak..

tapi yang pasti sy bermood lebih baik sebab pad tu cantik.. haha.. semangat je nk pkai kan.. bengong!

betul nih.. korang try a.. xsure la kalo brand laen (pads) ade buat cmni gak.. tapi sukelah kotex buat ini macam.. likes this!

Korang yang blom try... try a.. suke!

End.

Saya minta maaf..happy konvo!

Sorry. Seyes saya lupe. Awak tau kan sy busy.. Saye ingat awk konvo 19hb Feb, tapi sy lupe hari ni 18hb la.. Emm... sorry eh?

So, selamat konvo kali kedua (peh, bunyik cam hebat).. sebab konvo dulu ditangguhkan.. saya tau awk 1 dlm beribu (jarang benau org konvo kne tangguh ni, so.. awk memang special a..)..

Again, sy xdapat nak pergi konvo awk.. im saving for good.. lagi pun, hari tu kan kite da amek banyak gambar.. kan? Awak pon xkesa sangat kalo sy xde kan?

Ish.. kan ramai yang teman awak.. rilek a.. ade lg beberapa rakan2 yg senasib (special case) ngan awk.. ngee.. jangan mara aa~ nanti sy jual..

So, xde bunge this time ok? Itu hari da bg bunge kan.. cukop la tuh... nnti tunggu awk amek master plak a.. sy bagi bungee lagi besar.. awk nak brape kuntum? bgtau je.. sy bli kan.. kalo awk dpt master a nnti eh?

Oh~ sy ingat kenangan konvo banjir yg seronok itu.. gile gempak time amek kakna ngan kacik.. aish,, dasat btol.. video hari tu ade lg kan?.. buleh tgk balik kalau lupe.. ngeri a..

Aish.. pape pon, sila drive leklok n balik dgn selamat yea~ ohh, sila jangan jato time amek skrol.. sy tau awk neves,, tu pasal sy xdatang.. kalo sy ade, musti awk lagi glabah.. sy xmo kejadian xdiingini berlaku.. sila take care n kim slm kat nasik lemak kg darat... (hari tu nak mkn,, tp xdapat T__T)..

ps: i wish im there. call me (*_^) . -xoxo