Video sakiinah edit. cun kemain huh!

Assalamualaikum,

Terima kasih yang teramat sangat to my dear bff Sakiinah,

bukan sahaja sanggup datang all the way Penang,

(thanks to Alice jugak yg datang from Johor..peh..terharu.)

But, sakiinah got me best engagement gift. ever!
She edited this video for me,

after i forced her, to do the editing fast n furious.

Do watch it.
I think she's actually got talend.

Well, most of the files using video only from a digital camera.

And the edited version are actually great.

Love it much.

Yes, i smile alone watching it.

Thank you soo much sakiinah.

Salam,

Dear, my love,

As year goes by,
here comes another birthday to celebrate together.

I'm thrilled to have you in my life.

Insyaallah,
In future, the bond will be closer,
Can't wait for it.

Here a poem on your birthday.

I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done,I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know. - love, always.

Happy Birthday, may Allah bless you.

Amin.

April no fool: risik - pinang.

 

Salam,

Pengalaman dirisik secara official nih.

Susa nak cakap.

2 family bertemu. Almaklum cucu pertama, semua orang eksaited.

Seyes, semua orang eksaited!
(fara memang teramat eksaited lah!)

*muke eksaited terlebih*

huh. rombongan sampai dalam jam 5, hampir semua family rj (adik-beradik, mak, abah + nenek dan rj) ikot sekali. datang dalam 3 kereta (kalo xsilap, sbb xtengok pun bape kete yang ade). Malu sangat dok dalam bilik je.
Xpernah seumur hidup malu + panas + xtau sampai camnih.

Alhamdulillah, semua berjalan lancar. nampak cam buleh borak-borak elok je.

Baru cam lega siket banyak.

Em.. pastu black and family bawakkan kami fruit basket + buah2.. xtau la nih adat ke x.

Yang pasti cincin mmg adat la.

Dapat!

Lawa. suke.

Dah pakai.

ps: moga dipermudahkan segalanya.
Insyaallah.
Amin :)

pps: receiving anoyamous 'congrats' wish makes me feel great. thanks all :)
special thanks to all my family member, who tried hard to make things perfect for me.
I'm truely touched.

yang petak-petak saja.

huh~

take my breath away.

alkisah, saya baru perasan, here are the list of my favourite guy.

(randomly arranged)

*remy ishak*

-hero malaya yg ku suke since cerita cinderella & anak halal, 

he looks good in baju melayu. super good look!

*ashtom kutcher*
huh, banyak sgt gambar yg terover gojes, kemain susa nak pilih. 

but he cheated with his ex-wife, deduct 10marks. booo you!

*fahrin ahmad*
i think he look hotter in real life. did he?

*hugh hefner jackman*

he's a bit old from others, but who cares?

*channing tatum*

he's name is weird. i think. but he's super gorgeous! 

his wife: super hot, n super lucky!

#guess what, my long live benefits/ future hubbie pun petak2!

hahahaha!!!

lariiikkkkk!!

ps: missing you drivig me nuts.

Owh~ that GREEN pants!

***
Shawl, Pashmina, Inner: butikpinkku

Pants: Times Square

Shirt & Handbag: Downtown Cheras

Shoes: flats by Vinci

***

I was once madly in love with colorful pants. I had;

RED

GREEN

HOTPINK

really MUSTARD

pants! 

Mostly all i bought @ times square for 10-15rm ..And its worth every cent!

 As i am wearing this GREEN pants, i can't help but to remember those memories.

"Green Generation?"

Yep. Back then in USM, everything was great. I was reckless. I do things that i do not need to think. I just do it. I turn my hair to gold color! Paint my nails to purple! I even wear top to toe in lime green.

Hideous!

With this GREEN pants, (when i really used to wear this pants) i was once madly in love with him. And still does. I just don't have a gut to wear these pants when im with him. I'd totally look like a clown

He, and the pants does have similarities. Yep.

Both are un-expect-able. 

un- deniable.

totally irresistable.

And i love them both. 

(Just that he don't fade like the pants. I hope he does no fade at all.) 

If he does, we probable call him grey instead of black.

15 days to 3rd year anniversary.

untitled post.

Salam,

As time pass by, i tend to look back. those things i shared with others.. special bond were made.
special person we called family and friend.

alhamdulillah.

thank Allah for the greatest gift.

Tentang dia..

*xmampu nak nyanyi sendri, copy paste je dpt*

~tentang dia~

dia
baik (hati)
manis (kecuali kalo lepas besukan cm masam)
xhensem tapi kacak adelah
kiut jugak
sabar
kalo glabah mmg pelik
lembut hati
caring (banyak)
keas kepala sangat
degil
ade senyuman menawan
spontaneous

Banyak tentang dia, banyaaak...
semua baek2 (ade jugak yang tak kureng baek)..
tapi kite share yg best2 je la.. xkan nak kutuk org kesayangan sendiri..

In 2years + nih, banyak sunggoh terjadi.. especially this year.
Life was really easy in the 1st year, every was romantic, full with colors.
(Not that im saying its not, now)..

But its just different.

As we spend more time knowing each other, we started to realize each other's true colors.
Yes, it is true that we love each other. And we tend to hide our true colors to portray to best.

etc:
'i look good all the time'
'im not controlling'
'i care much'
'ill spend all my time for you'

Which in reality, those are not happening (just happen in a very limited period).
And we just wait, and wait.

And we wait for our partner to change to the person used to be.
And it's not happening. =.='
Nop. Not at all.

Duh~ 'to change ppl, u must change urself' : have u heard?

and we think.. i've changed. Why can't he/ she?

Indeed he/ she might changed. You did not notice. Did you?

its my + butikpinkku birthday!

**my birthday cake, mak yg beli (biase beli sndri)**

Salam,

Yup, its my birthday. Every year.. akan sangat excited menanti & menyambut tarikh ini.

family kami: tarikh birthday tu sgt penting.. kalo xsmbut pown, musti ade something spesel.. thats just the way it is..

20 Jun.. (tahun ni sy genap 24 tahun)..

dr beberapa hari sebelumnya, dah dpt wish dr member2 dan customer. frankly, ini tahun pertama menyambut birthday bersama butikpinkku.. rasa mcm awkward,.. sbb tahun2 sebelum ni, wish pertama musti dr Ridhwan Jalaludin.. tapi, ni... customer da wish awal2 dlu..

DASAT a.. perasaan tu agak sukar digambaran..

**ni kap kek butikpinkku**

hekhek... hari ni pown besday butikpinkku... yang 1st! best la tau~ gile fun.. seyes xsangka sgt~

dulu (last year).. sebenarnye, ade idea utk buat butipinkku... sbb busan sgt~ most of time & perhatian hanya utk Rj.. banyak masa spend missing him.. so, rse cm membazir kan?

(bukan la bermaksud i didn't miss him now)

i dooo miss him loootttttt~ ni 1st birthday beliaw xde.. smpai makngah tanye:

"fara ngan wan tu kawan lgi x?"

peh~ sampai hati.. jodoh kami panjang kot... gado pelik2 pown, still together. now & forever (amin).

Yeah~ abg rj wish yg sgt sweet.. korang yg xdilamon chinta ni mmg xpaham feeling die... word 'yours' tu da cukop bg happy dah.. hoho~ korang xde kan?

huh~

lgpon, last year.. seyes misken sengkek abes... ye a.. baru tuka tmpat je... xstabil..

20hb gaji pown xmasok lg kan... ngan period pain lagik..

pastu rj dtg umah bwa kek.. peh~ happy tros. langsong xsaket. hahah... thats the power of love.

******

walaupon kononnye butipinkku cuti kan.. tapi kerja2 posting still cm biase.. sempat la snap muke burok xde makeup before post items tadik... baju belang ni bli semalam, blom basoh lagik..

pkai ngan pashmina plain feveret ai.. (nmpak sgt pemalas, xgosok pown)..

match plak ngan skinny pepel ni ha.. baju ni besa, pkai ngan skinny xde la sendat sgt...

fun fact: sua ni xyah zip.. da melekat dah, sbb sy da gemok. T__T

ni dok tayang cincen... bukan la cincen kawen or rj melamar ke merisik officially.. (sbb yg xofficial da slalu), yg official je blom..

ni adiah utk diri sendiri... ni je la yg mampu nak kasi diri sendiri.. buleh la kate.. ni 1st brg kemas yg bli sndri, guna duet sndri.. peh~

nak bli emas cm tua sgt, emas puteh pon cun~ :D

ps: rase cm semua org patot reward diri.. cm saye!

walaupon rancangan asal, xde nak celebrate... sbb adekku br kua sepital.. still xsehat n perluan rehat yg banyak... tapi oleh kerana, mak sgt esian kt saye,... makanye, mak masak gak ngan semangat.. sian mak.. penat oi masak..

menu:

soto

(nasi impit, sup tulang, begedil - lengkap.)

1 kek choc heaven

1 set kap kek

pink guava juice.

tu je.. tapi mmg super kenyang... da makan, ngantok pulak...

pps: thanks sume!! buat yg dah book... nnti kte kua celebrate yea?

guy with benefit?

As we had a big fight yesterday, lots of stuff came into my mind. And, his voice sorta stuck in my head. He did ask 1 question that i tend not to forget..

he asked..'what did i get in return if im with him?'

i answered..'nothing.'

(this is not a really correct answer, but i did say it. and i regret).

and i asked back..'what do u get in return if u are with me?'

he said..'this.' (referring to don't know what).

The point is... is it necessary to search for a guy with benefit? I mean... rich, famous, gorgeous look or etc? Does it really necessary? Do men search for same quality in girls?

Or, does people just follow what their heart says?

In given situation.. i love him, just the way he is.

In fact, LOVE is such a big word. And there are factors towards such a great feeling to someone. You don't just love a person. Do you?

I call him as 'long tome benefit'. Not just rich or handsome.

Note: looks fade, fortune gone. Love may fade if we just let it be.

And..

I just know he love me, by the way he act, the way he treat me. He's so kind and protective. So funny and un-expectable. The way he talked. With gentle and grace. (most importantly) I know that he won't cheat.

The quality he have is what i called benefit.

My long time benefit.

ps: pic from beastly movie. Must watch!

just us.

As we are celebrating his birthday today.

I was hoping that he'll be happy with whatever effort i put for

making today a nearly perfect day for us.

Nah~ he wake up late. Damn late. And im just so pissed off. So, i drove over to his house.

*note: kl-seremban, only take 20min (120-150km/h)*

Well, i woke up 6.30 am. No subuh prayer. Doing some work & excitedly getting ready to meet him. (pickup cake 1st).. & meet him.

Owh.. crap! He's asleep!!

Thanks to kakcik for waking him up.

*no genting trip :( *

We watch movie together & lunch.

And we had a big fight. HUGE. But i feel relief. I hope he does.

I just love those big fight we have. :) each time after a big fight, we tend to value each other more. I tend to understand better. We value each other.

It's actually remind us, why we are in love with each other.

*he's just charming (hot, sweet)*

im madly in love mode now.

^.^

its his birthday, and im excited.

Yeaaay~ he's officially 1 year older than i am!!

You can't imagine how hard i've been waiting for this day. We gonna hang out tomorrow.

YES! Im just too excited.

OMG! I can't event decide what to wear. Worse part is, i can't sleep now. It's been a while since our last date, ive been working quite hard to make today nearly perfect day.

I've been doing the checklist.. oh~ im just too nervous.

It's like the 1st time we have a date! Well, the feeling is just crazy.

We didn't celebrate it together last year. So, im gonna repay this year.

Hoping that he's happy celebrating his birthday with me.

There will be no bombing (egg bomb?). Promise.

He haven't replied me. I hope tomorrow went well.

*** birthday wish ***

i wish him all happiness in the world.

long life & may Allah bless him & us. Amin.

*speechless*

This song is for him.

It's all about him..just him.

ps: i love you (him).

complicated mode

Hmm...

20mei smpai 20 jun ade butikpinkku giveaway! tapi 20mei tu besday buah hati yg dlm complicated mode. huh~ xtau la amacam.

Family always comes 1st for me.

As butikpinkku and him. not sure. Tapi giveaway ni sebulan. birthday die, setaon sekali. so, still xtau. dake ade text, tapi beliaw takde reply. so, im in a sad mode.

juga, hadiah xtau nk bg ape. xkan nk bg tudung? buleh x?

itu hari ade usha tie mamat rugby nih~ cun gak.. currency obersea.. cmnye xsempat mau smpai.. tapi bukan yg ni a.. ade tang laen, stripe2..

Ade lagik 1, limited edition pny key-chain bentok bola lonjong, world cup pny.. rse cm penoh memory la kowt~buleh tahan gak cun nye. Same la currency obersea..

Tapi sebenarnye ingt mau pi genting... lame dah plan... dpt 1 siang pon ok gak.. sbb tiap2 kali dating kt kl ni, dua2 buat muke tapai. tak tau dah mane nak pegi. padahal bnyk je tmpat xtau...

Daku teringin sgt nk pi sky park. tp tu daku la kan. bukan dia.

Dulu zaman bertenaga banyak (zaman muda siket), laju je jalan kaki, sane sini.. hoho.. semangat alam. dok pusing 3, 4 kali.. no hal a..

so, skrng ni xtau lg cmne.. kalo on, mebi nk spend time kt genting la kot. takmo lupe bwak kamera. nak pi jalan, kamera plak takde. aiyoo~

buat gila pi melaka pon ok gak kan.. muahahaa..takde jao sgt pon..buleh pi tgk buaya ngan umah antu yg xtakut tuh.. haha..

hmmm~ harapnye sume elok. dok tnggu dan tunggu. penat.

its just hard to switch bf at this age.

*grrr*

don't blame me.It's true. I'm not that old. But mature enough to choose what's good for myself.

well, if you watch love and other drug (apsal tbe2 kelua tajok cite 18sx nih?).. if i must say, love is just addictive. I does makes me 'fly'.

Really.

Back to the title above. As some you us may know, me & him being together for quite sometime already. I do have similar age of relationship earlier, but total different feelings. As i grow older, more and more things (regarding future) came across my mind.

Those things scare me. indeed. Truly, im not such an independent woman/ girl as he always see me as. I'm just not.

Whatever strength do come from several sources. God (for sure). Family, friends and him. Without he realizing it.

So, why is it so hard to switch bf?

#1 too much stuff related to him. my lappy name, password, password, passwords (lots of password).

#2 we are too attached. It's most of the time makes me sad when he's not around. Well, that's just normal for most of us.

#3 im not just in love with him. but, it seems what a great loss if i lost him. I do like his sisters & other family members. They're friendly. Nice people. I do enjoy being friends with his friends. Really. (much actually).

#4 i love keeping those medals. what a memory!

#5 there just too much reminding me of him. It's to hard to get away.

#6 i would like to watch more rugby games (with him). can i?

well, 6 reasons should be enough. btw, 6 is one of my lucky number. and he is my lucky person.

sorry if this post annoyed you.

**off to bed**

ps: sweet dream.

Sehari ngan rj, buat kje gile..kami suke!!

Uiiii~ perasan cam lame xpegi dating ni... ade la 3 minggu kowt... lame lah tuh~ dulu time cik abg dok areal KL slalu lah dating... tetiap minggu musti jumpe... xdapat lame2, kejap pown jadik la kan... pegi amek stock pown buleh jugak nak ajak si dia...

Dia pown ngan rela.. rela ke? ntoh~

*ngee~*

So, session kali ni cm xdirancang... hatiku cam kurang sedap.. rase cm beliau kurang enak.. so, tbe2 rase cam...

'eh, ak serang je lah'

So, saye ke seremban, drive sendiri untuk teman beliau... tbe2 switch peranan to bestfren instead of gf.. try utk avoid tny soklan pelik2.. be matured, instead of ngade2.. susah nak play role as bestfren kepada bf sendrik nih...

Mulanye kami lunch kat kedai.. makan nasik, kenyang lah jugak... but nothing as good as homecooked meal.. kan?

So, beliau lah drive, cam biase.. kami last2 nye pegi ke Seremban 2, beliau pegi potong rambot kat X-Cut. biasenye pegi kat mid Valley.. Potong 5 kali, dapat 1 session free kot.. not bad la kan..

Ktorang try checkout movies... cam xde yang beliaw minat plak... ingtkan nak tengok 'neber say neber - justin biber'.. xmo la plak... cam besh je... tu la.. sape soh kutuk lebeh2 sangat.. dah malu mau tgk.. spe soh~

Dah xde muvie, kami jenjalan je lah.. pegi tgk MPH Store... xde pape menarik, tapi ak dpt usha buku interior design.. cun woh!!

Dah tu, kami ke Secret Recipe,, mam kek ngan eskrim.. owh, ak sempat gak la bli tshirt selai dua, beli mascara, false lash (nk pkai besok) dan barang2 laen... xbleh bgtau~

*cam lazat jek, nak?*

Pastu kami cam ngeng sket.... kami ke Matrikulasi N. 9.. niat di hati nak lalu kat lua jek... pastu abg black ku syg pegiamek pas pelawat.. katenye nak pegi jumpe 'faris'.. adek ku kat umah kot? Bile mase ade kat matrix ni plak?

*kompius*

hahaha... sronok je round2 matrix nih~ beliaw dok crite port mne dok usha daku dlu.. haha... dok pusing abes, crite pasal kelas2 sume, hostel, kafe.. best..!

teringat plak zaman muda..

*anda masuk ke kawasan larangan merokok*

ni kat pintu depan~

Rindu btol ngan zaman muda-mudi~ thanks han!

Pas pelawat yang kami dapat.. note: beliaw adalah seorang yang spontaneous. i loike~ sangat seronok! saya adalah sangat suke..

about KMNS: kami masok sni time umo 18.. skrng umo kami 24.. erk.. lame kan?

- ade bumbung stadium.. skrng dah baru,,, dulu takde..

- alatan sukan dah banyak skrang..

-depan dewan ade perubahan sket... diorang renovate.. cam cun gak..

- location blok perempuan ngan lelaki still same.. blok A dan C, pompuan,,, blok B lelaki..

-padang nmpak sgt hijau..

-library dah cat baru.

-kat luar pagar dah ade atm maybank.. dasat a! (dulu ade BSN je..)

yang len still same.. what a memory..

Balik tuh, beliaw dengan rela hati hantar daku balik.. smpai serdang (pastu daku drive la blk umah sndri)... beliau plak balik nek komuter kan... pastu kaklong jempot. Thanks kaklong!

sidenote: i hope u feel better.

ermmm.... happppyyyyyy sgt! ^.^ (cam terbang kat awan kejap~)..

oh~

*ni false lash*

When your ex ask u to marry him.. what do you do?

Well, this is not so complicated stuff.

This happen to me. I had a chat with one of my ex. Duh! I do make friend with most of my ex. It does seems awkward, at first. Really. Later then, when they moved on with life, we're just a friend who know the other side of each other.

So, this guy ask me, will i marry him.

Are you guys, just randomly ask people to marry you?

Well, my answer is certainly no. I won't marry him. I'm waiting for someone. 'Status: In relationship' does means something, ok? The guy im with (referring to rj).. he's special.

He's not as handsome as Prince Artur in Merlin, not as cute as Ashton Kutcher. But he's a good man. Indeed. He's kind, sweet, i adore him. A lot.

Please don't puke.

He's just.. more than words.

So, i totally say no to my ex. I actually saying no for (other) marriage proposal since 2 years back? I think.. Just that the other 2 proposal is actually from parents.

Instead of the person itself.

Do people just proposed others to get married? Realy? I wait for the special one to proposed. And you people just pop the question. It's just that easy? Huh?

I'm confused. Well, i don't.

Message to rj: thanks for being there for me. I do appreciate it (a lot). I've change a lot throughout the years.. Story start when we're in matriculation..

2005 - we studied @ the same institution.. He claim to noticed me... Ak xperasan beliaw langsong! Uhuk!!

2006 - USM.. 1st year... owh, xde contact langsung.. xtau ape jadik.. beliau kate ade buat2 misskol n salah mesej.. hahhaa.. ngeng!

2007 - 2nd year.. ade lah contact.. dan sy kenal dah beliau.. ktorang ade jumpe sesekali as friends la kan.. sy save name beliaw kat phone .. kmns-x.. buleh plak?

2008 - he's sorta my bff.. i shared most of the stuff with him. He's sweet n such a good listener. I think that's the best quality he have.

2009 - it's a surprise visit for new year. I'm just overjoyed. Really. So, we are 'officially' attached to each other on 1st January 2009..

It's been 2 years, officially the longest period i've been attached to someone. I thank Allah for him. I hope this will last till death keep us apart. Amin.

ps 2: don't just simple ask others to marry you. Marriage means something, and made to last long. Not just simply. It's about sharing your life with somebody you love. You think you know him, but you are actually not. It's about accepting your partner for what he/ she is. Not just by knowing what color he/ she likes. It's just beyond.

Are you ready (like really ready), to make it last?

Side note: i do thinks of marriage quite often. The more i think of it, the scarier it be.

workaholic me.

Salam,

As i tried not to blog about rj too much. I finally got something to blog. Yes, it's about butikpinkku again.

This is how my schedule work for me everyday. I woke up @ 6.30am and perform my Subuh prayer. I have a light breakfast (milo will do). I will start opening my black (the lappie's name).. and continue working until 12am.

In the period, i'll go out to post the parcel @ 12pm, grab a bite in front blacky, have lunch normally @ 4pm. I skip tea break. I'll be offline during maghrib period. 30 mins break. Continue working @ 8pm until 12am.

I normally go out and pick stocks after posting the parcels. The process will normally take 2-3 hours. I'll be really tired when i arrived home. Really tired. But the schedule will continue as usual.

fyi: i received lots of compliments for butikpinkku. Thank you so much. It's all worth the hard work. But seriously, butikpinkku does not have as much customers as well known blogshops.

Our peak time is normally @ the end of month/ early. Last monday, we reached 40 parcels to ship, on the day itself. The other day we normally ship around 10 parcel per day. It's actually triple the volume we ship last 2 month.

But, that's not actually what im trying to say. I just do not understand, how people are trying to compare my life as a proud blogshop owner, with themselves.

I came across lots of people saying "eee.. bestnye.. keje kat rumah je, goyang kaki tapi masyuuk.."

*there is no such thing as easy as that!*

If you work 9-5 every 5 days in a week, and feeling tired.. think again.

I work 7-12 (or more), 7 days a week. And im feeling great!

Key point:

try to enjoy yourself. do stuff with your heart. just love what you do. ok?

I just admired how some of the blogshops owner actually having 2 jobs. Well, i actually does.

Mine is a bit twisted.

Blogshop: FULL TIME

Office work: PART TIME

But, for those who are having office work as full time, and a blogshop owner as part time. It's just tiring. I've tried. Result: MC most of the week.

I encourage my friend to open up their own blogshop. Seriously, it's worth. Just do it with your heart. Full of effort.

As for me, i must make it work. It's means a lot to me. Really.

MOTTO: Must make it work. MUST!

dating + suckerpunch = tido dalam wayang

Ni adalah trailer cite suckerpunch.

Tadi malam saya dan enchek kekasih hati pegi berdating.. xtau apsal beliau tiba2 mengajak saye berdating.. owh~ da dapat gaji kowt? mungkin. semalam lupe plak nak tanye.

Kalo x, buleh makan lebeh2 sket kan?

Al-kisah, kami merancang nak tengok crite Just Go with It.. konon cam fun la sikit.. namun, seperti biasa, cik abg janggot ku itu,,, suke lambat.. maka, tiket dah fully booked. Kami pown makan dlu makanan claypot yg xsedap tuh.. haha... cam xluak langsong! Ak rase, buleh jual balik kot?

*lapa 1 malam*

pastu, pegi bli tiket. sume cite dah tade. so, bli je la cite bertuah ni..

ni antara perkara xbuleh tahan kat dlm crite ni:

*plot besepah, xtau jalan crite langsong*

*mekap siket punye tebal.. nak perang org mekap ke?*

*ak xtau cte tu, nme kesinambungannye*

*bju seksa cm mau buat itu porn T__T *

*banyak sgt zoom in, n slow-mo*

tapi, graphic die mmg power! yang len, ak xsuke lngsung.

enchek abang tu buleh plak tetido. oh, xde peta di sana-sini. nseb bek!

time balik, oleh kerana dah sangat malam, tros anto daku balik.. n beliaw pon balik la jugak.. T__T kejap giler dating. xpe a.. ape mau buat kan.. kadang2, bile kejap2 ni,, kita lagi menghargai pasangan kita.. kan?

baru a rase rindu.oh~ mode: jiwang karat. tbe2 teringat lagu hey there delilah.. ngan lagu dear god yang beliau hadiahkan utk ai.. sweet~ ^^

What happen if any of my fren try to steal my rj?

*post ini adalah sebagai peringatan*

juga, sebagai tindak balas pengaruh tv yang berlebihan.

soalan: What happen if any of my fren try to steal my rj?

answer: i don't know. yet. but it surely will be horrifying. seriously.

fact: none of my fren ever fall in love with my x-bf. b'coz they (my ex) suck.

that's why we are not together.

but, its a different thing with rj. he's cute. spontaneous. calm. matured. i love when he's mad. really. he's rarely mad/ loose control. i love seeing him losing control sometimes.

it makes me adore him. especially when he get confused with road/ signboard.

love the way he cover malu. act macho. funny!

in fact, i just missed him so much. he's been working hard and tired. sorry, can't do anything about that. we all have to work hard. chaiyok2 han!

yeah.. i might strangled whoever trying to get on my way

(especially if u r my fren), i might do worst!. takut x?

can't u see im in love with him? but if anyone ever fall in love with him, i just can't blame you. he's just adorable! too irresistible!

i know.

miss the old time. we should go travel sometime. really miss those place. it's been more than 2 years, we're doing great. frankly, im impressed! im easily bored kinda person.

but he hardly makes me feel bored.

there is always new stuff to explore. thanks han.

ps: i love you.

ps2: don't ever mess with me (scary face)

Nak bitching sket pasal bf sendri

*gambar google*

Dear diary (sila anggap anda berfungsi sebagai diary),

Ak xtau la.. apsal kalo ujong bulan je.. beliau musti begini.. seyes xtau.. cepat gile emo.. atau, adakah ak yang emo? dan perasan yang die emo,, sedangkan ak xperasan yang ak yang sebenanye emo?

*kompius*

Frankly speaking (writing), bf ak ni xde la teruk sangat pon (indeed beliau adalah serang yang baik hati, lemah lembut, penyayang, caring, xberkira time ade duet, juga xkesah dengar ak berleter panjang2 dan tak pernah cuba untuk tidur time ak beleter).. seyes nih!

Namun begitu, oleh kerana ak ni manusia. manusia yang perasan bagus, dan ingat orang len cam xde kerja nak buat, selain dari melayan perasaan ak.. ak rase kadang2 bf ak tuh buat derk je lah kan.. aish.. tang tu memang hangin 1 badan btol la..

memang dari dulu perangai camni.. tak leh nak ubah..adakah sebab beliau seorang yang carefree? adakah? =.= (tapi dulu lagi trok sket, at least skrang lg ok)

ade kemungkinan di situ yea~

ak rase tiap2 ujung bulan, memang bf ak begini.. adekah sebab pms? eh.. lelaki pown ade pms a tau! namenye ims.. korang try tgk kat sni.. (CLICK HERE).. so, untuk mengubat hati ak yang bengang ni, ak mengandaikan yang bf ak ni ims kot.. mungkin beliau perlukan ketenangan, dan xmo diganggu.. T__T

well, ak ni gangguan ke? (ade kemungkinan, dengan mengandaikan ak sendiri xsanggop dengar suara ak yang annoying).. oh, tidak!

aish.. sampai la hati awk ni kan.. or, mungkin jugak sebab gaji lambat klua.. so, beliau stress, nak baya utang kan.. biase a tuh.. (ak pon same)..

tapi xpe la.. dikebanyakkan mase, awal bulan, beliau adalah sangat happy.. rilek je.. yang paling ku suke.. beliau suke ber surprise.. so, xde la membosankan.. ^.^ yang laen tu, ok ler,, xyah a nak cite sume kat sni kan..

cukop la ak membitching pasal beliau.. jangan salah sangka.. ak bukan nak cakpa xbaik psal bakal hubby sendri.. tapi, dari ak mengadu domba kat lelaki mane tah, baik ler, ak tulis kat sni.. bukan ade sesape yg bace pown.. bf ak bace ler.. dgn harapan, beliau paham, ape yang ak nak,, dan kenapa ak tulis..

em.. awk xmo marah2 eh? xmo la emo.. nnti saye nanges kuat2 baru tau! (burk benau ler kalo bwat cmtu)..

so, buat asa ni, ak melayan rase seorang diri.. gile sadis.. T__T

End.

Saya minta maaf..happy konvo!

Sorry. Seyes saya lupe. Awak tau kan sy busy.. Saye ingat awk konvo 19hb Feb, tapi sy lupe hari ni 18hb la.. Emm... sorry eh?

So, selamat konvo kali kedua (peh, bunyik cam hebat).. sebab konvo dulu ditangguhkan.. saya tau awk 1 dlm beribu (jarang benau org konvo kne tangguh ni, so.. awk memang special a..)..

Again, sy xdapat nak pergi konvo awk.. im saving for good.. lagi pun, hari tu kan kite da amek banyak gambar.. kan? Awak pon xkesa sangat kalo sy xde kan?

Ish.. kan ramai yang teman awak.. rilek a.. ade lg beberapa rakan2 yg senasib (special case) ngan awk.. ngee.. jangan mara aa~ nanti sy jual..

So, xde bunge this time ok? Itu hari da bg bunge kan.. cukop la tuh... nnti tunggu awk amek master plak a.. sy bagi bungee lagi besar.. awk nak brape kuntum? bgtau je.. sy bli kan.. kalo awk dpt master a nnti eh?

Oh~ sy ingat kenangan konvo banjir yg seronok itu.. gile gempak time amek kakna ngan kacik.. aish,, dasat btol.. video hari tu ade lg kan?.. buleh tgk balik kalau lupe.. ngeri a..

Aish.. pape pon, sila drive leklok n balik dgn selamat yea~ ohh, sila jangan jato time amek skrol.. sy tau awk neves,, tu pasal sy xdatang.. kalo sy ade, musti awk lagi glabah.. sy xmo kejadian xdiingini berlaku.. sila take care n kim slm kat nasik lemak kg darat... (hari tu nak mkn,, tp xdapat T__T)..

ps: i wish im there. call me (*_^) . -xoxo