Sunday, September 5, 2010

butikpinkku vs my black

Dear, ever think why we are made in pairs?

Easy answer: because we need pairs. People are a compliment of each other. I believe in that. Its a basic human need that we need something or someone to rely on.

In my case,,true confession.. i used to rely on my black.. but not any more. I m no longer confidence that he is reliable. Nothing to do with responsible or commitment (maybe a little bit).. but seriously.. each time i tried to reach him.. he's just not there..

So, what i left is myself n butikpinkku. I believe in it.. i spend much of my time thinking of it compare to my black (this is partially fact). Because i know, it worth. Most of my customers are my friend now. I maybe have not meet them in real life. But, with them, i share my joy. Unlike my black.

I wish to talk, and spend time together, like we used to but it's just not happening no matter how hard i tried. I wonder if i actually worth something? Or, did i not?

So, i rarely try any harder,, because i know there is no overcome. And im bored being alone, waiting for reply. Its like the stupidest feeling i ever felt. Ever!

Since then, i share my love and y passion with butikpinkku. Because:

1) i know it worth (at least for now)
2) i dont have to wait.. they wait for me
3) feels appreciated
4) i can communicate whenever i want.

For very good reasons. With that, i rely on butikpinkku to trust, to rely on. I hope it won't let me down. I have faith. Its gone with my black. Not sure what im suppose or will do.

As for now, butikpinkku is my priority. I love it. I care for it. A lot! Everyone who made it possible, means lot for me.

T__T writing in tears.

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Dear, ever think why we are made in pairs?

Easy answer: because we need pairs. People are a compliment of each other. I believe in that. Its a basic human need that we need something or someone to rely on.

In my case,,true confession.. i used to rely on my black.. but not any more. I m no longer confidence that he is reliable. Nothing to do with responsible or commitment (maybe a little bit).. but seriously.. each time i tried to reach him.. he's just not there..

So, what i left is myself n butikpinkku. I believe in it.. i spend much of my time thinking of it compare to my black (this is partially fact). Because i know, it worth. Most of my customers are my friend now. I maybe have not meet them in real life. But, with them, i share my joy. Unlike my black.

I wish to talk, and spend time together, like we used to but it's just not happening no matter how hard i tried. I wonder if i actually worth something? Or, did i not?

So, i rarely try any harder,, because i know there is no overcome. And im bored being alone, waiting for reply. Its like the stupidest feeling i ever felt. Ever!

Since then, i share my love and y passion with butikpinkku. Because:

1) i know it worth (at least for now)
2) i dont have to wait.. they wait for me
3) feels appreciated
4) i can communicate whenever i want.

For very good reasons. With that, i rely on butikpinkku to trust, to rely on. I hope it won't let me down. I have faith. Its gone with my black. Not sure what im suppose or will do.

As for now, butikpinkku is my priority. I love it. I care for it. A lot! Everyone who made it possible, means lot for me.

T__T writing in tears.

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