11 things for 2011

Salam,

lagi beberapa hari nak menamatkan tahun 2010, banyak yang terjadi, termasuklah rekod tanpa kalah eksiden 3 kali dalam tempoh setahun...

Butikpinkku juga direalisasikan dengan tidak sengaja.. alhamdullilah atas rezeki yang Allah berikan..

Mak ayah dan adik beradik kami juga masih dibumbung yang sama, akmal dah sekolah.. ^.^ (dan dah pandai masak).. satu pencapaian yang menbanggakan di usia 5 tahun.

oh.. tak lupa.. daku n black juga still together2.. (usia relationship paling lama yang pernah ada).. not bad huh?.. banyak yang datang.. termasuklah juga beberapa kali dirisik orang yang tidak dikenali..

hmm... so.. untuk 2011..saya berharap banyak perkara baik akan berlaku..

1) family: harap semuanya sihat, tak ade la sesiapa yang "pergi dulu".. belum bersedia nak terima kisah sedih.. moga adik beradik tetap unite.. tak kisah lah kami memang selalu gado2 manja gitu~ tapi tetap sama.. stay for each other! em!!!

2) kerja: i'll quit my job by 2011. 7th Jan will be my last day. Hoping for the best. What i'll do next? refer no 8..

3) kawan2: mungkin ade 1 @ 2 yang akan berkahwin pada 2011.. moga kamu semua gembira hendaknya.. walau dah ada hidup sendiri,, jangan lupa pada rakan2 ya! well~ good luck in advance pada hidup baru~

4) relation: saya dan ridhwan jalaludin

5) hidup sendiri: harapnya saya lebih particular dengan hidup sendri.. jang lupa potong kuku dihari jumaat, bersihan kuku dan polish. jadual cuci gigi di bulan februari dan ogos.. best2!! sila floss gigi setiap hari ya.. makan dengan elok.. minum banyak air masak.. mohon jangan mengbaikan diri sendiri..

6) kesihatan: sila jogging!!! awak da nak gemok!! (T__T)

7) harga minyak: kepada tuan PM, mohon harga minyak tak akan naik tahun 2011. sebabnya,, bila harga minyak naik.. harga semua barang juga naik.. T___T

8) butikpinkku: weeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~ must make this work!! 20062011.. cukup setahun ya~ collection pencil case dah mula dapat tempahan.. mega sale 2, hari sudah dapat dalam 60+ bungkus/ customer.. (rekod).. tapi memang pening.. skarang sedang mendesign simple brooch.. must make this works!! (sila jangan memboros duet!!)

9) grey: bagi yang xtau.. grey adalah nama sagaku.. harap2 xde eksiden lagi la ye sayang~ umo baru setaon jagung,, da buat plastic surgery.. punyelah banyak.. cian..

10) pinky: my beloved bear~~ *wink*

11) blacky: owh~~ addition to butikpikku family.. blacky adalah nama my brand new lappie.. yang menggunakan duet butikpinkku.. semoga sihat selalu ya.. mommy xde duet yg sangat banyak utk repair.. owh.. antivirus da update, ok..

cukop la tu.. cam panjang je.. bye..

i miss penang.

Hmm.. banyak sangat benda terjadi di penang.. belajar di sana 3 tahun.. macam teramatlah lama.. memang la lame,, more than 1000 days kan..

jdik student pon,, memang la teramat best. Frankly speaking, aku bukan lah ada rakan yg teramat ramai.. not at all. cuma beberapa kerat je yang akan kekal n stay di hati,, xkira apa pun.. that's for sure..

Daku memang la teramat friendly,, tp untuk mengekalkan relationship itu adalah teramat sukar.. kan?

so,, mereka2 yg bergambar bersama aku nih.. group yg paling best lah..

1) kinah - slalu bergadoh dengan beliaw.. mulot ku kan laser,, tp daku xbohong,, n jujur.. sorry ler cakap tiada tapisan.. tidak berniat melukai hati mu.. he..

2) susu.. bersama se-major, se-minor, pernah juga setempat kerja.. slalu kami ber"bitch" bersama.. lalalaa.. mengadu pasal bf juga ngan susu la tempat.. thanks susu..

3) gee.. tidak ler begitu rerapat.. tapi gee senang je orangnye.. senyap jugak.. cara beliaw berkata,, cm nenda daku.. hee~ slow n steady jek..

4) alice.. ratu karok seantero grup.. peh~ xhingat la.. dasat.. beliaw adalah unofficial driver kami.. ngee.. kan? kan? ^.^

5) wan.. beliaw tiada disini.. cerita mengenali wan adelah sedikit complicated. ak ingat cadarnye warna merah.. hahaha.. wan je yg da kawen.. moga gembira sentiasa.. kekal ke akhir hayat.. amiin..

bile lagi la nak datang penang ni.. rindu yg teramat sangat.. maybe sebab banyk kenangan mengajar daku menjadi dewasa kot.. peh~

ps: ni je gmbar yg daku jumpe.. sorry gee, ak terrrtutup muke hang.. sorry na..

Coming ahead, me and beyond.

Salam,

2011. Rasa cam agak awal untuk menulis tentang new year. But, im really excited for this coming year. I have lots , loads of stuff coming.

1) Ill be unemployed. Yeay!!! Finally, no one to direct me, what i shud do, or don't. I'll be focusing my 200% effort for butikpinkku (my baby).. ^.^ work harder, play less. spend lesser.

2) Our relation will be --> 2 years n counting. This probably the longest yet relation ive ever had with a single bf. its more than 700 days!! OMG!

Well, this is the major stuff. And please. do not ask when to engaged, married, have babies.. totally not in 2011.

owh.. my mom gonna have her special birthday! its 11.11.11... cool~~

Wish me the best for 2011. I wish all of you the best too! Muax~

Melayu, Cina, India

Bos saya. Saya ada seorang bos. bos saya seorang cina. Bos kata "im just a chinese man, and chinese man sure love money". haha..

Betol la tu.. tapi,, (compius) saya bukan chinese, bukan juga man.. saya juga "love money".. hakikatnya,, semua orang suka duit.. money makes world turn around. That's fact.

ramai kawan kata boss cina suka memanipulasi/ mempergunakan orang. Hm.. tapi kan.. memang semua boss suka take advantage.. sbb diorang nak maximize hasil.. xgitu?

rmai jugak kate org melayu malas.. jadi, xberjaya. xjuga tepat. manusia secara logiknya memang malas. tapi, adanya azam yg kuat.. itu yg membezakan yg berjaya atau tidak.. xde kene mengena,, melayu @ bukan,.

ade jugak kate, india suka tipu.. pon xbetul.. bukan la semua.. berdasar pengalaman, xde la pulak. hmm.. ramai je yg tipu.. pengakuan: saya pun ada tipu,, dan xbangga langsung.. sbb salah. sila jangan tipu..

kesimpulan: xkesah la bangsa ape pun.. xde beza.. kita semua manusia.. ade salah.. bukan la sebab kita lahir dgn bangsa tertentu.. jadi,, perlu ade perangai berikut..

langsong xbetul.. manusia mmg lahir dgn nafsu/ sifat negatif.. terpulang pd individual untuk berjaya, @ nak buat sesuatu.. tepuk dada,, tanya selera.. kan? kan? kan??

Wedding plan!

Salam,

Wedding may be a bit far from now.. but i just want to have something in mind.. of what kind of wedding will it be.. and how will in be..

Maybe im too influence by the drama & movies i watched.. (that's basically true).. i want something like a Susan + Mike's 1st wedding. It be awkward for our culture.. but.. hey,, its my wedding! (i wish i can say that~~)..

Here a snapshot of a wedding they have..

# pretty.. + romantic.. (please minus the padre)..

Here the options of invitation card.. i want it to be simple ~

Option 1:

Option 2: (i like this one the most!!)

Option 3: (kinda unique~) once again.. please minus the church.. and replace with mosque..

Here the venue,, i'd loooove to having it here..but not in a daylight..

Option 1.. with lots of curtains..and candle light..

Option 2: under the moon light.. with colorful lights..

This is not the wedding ring.. i want this to be --> present to guest <-- i dont need an expensive ring ti give away.. its just a symbolic.. that round (ring shape).. which will last forever.. and i want it to be engraved with our name,, and the date..

So,, people will remember..

ps: the box 4 that ring..

I know i wont be wearing these dresses.. but here are my most like able list of dress..

Option 1: deep v dress.. with beads detailed..

Option 2: simple dress.. a bit conventional.. but always nice.. and sweet..

Option 3: don't really like this 1..

Hair accessory..

Flower n veil.. or maybe tiara.. ^.^ (im the queen of that day!!)

Shoes.. I want both!!

I think.. that's it for now.. well,, i don't want to reveal all of my dream wedding.. i wish i have all of this.. conclusion.. i want a small wedding, yet,, i makes me fell beautiful and special.. that all i ever need.. i hate in hotel kinda wedding (actually)..

i'd prefer more casual wedding,, in a park kinda wedding.. or @ beach.. (ill consider this..).. lol..

*wink*

What do u do when you r not in a good mood?

Well,, translated in malay..

"Apa awak buat bila mood x baik @ jiwa kacau?"

Kalau awak tanya saya soalan ini,, berikut adalah jawapannya (selain bercakap dengan mak, rj dan mmber baik)..

1) shopping dengan bersungguh2
2) sesat sampai xingat
3) malas mandi
4) call member2 yg da lme xcontact
5) masak dessert
6) carik aiskrim/ dessert/ cake
7) movie marathon
8) tidor smpai xbuleh lelap
9) nanges (jika terlalu boring)
10) buat pengakuan bodo cm ape yg sedang saya buat sekarang.

END-

i love you

Salam,

Im about to go to bed, Im thinking, what the heck? If i die tonight, I want this people to know that I really care for them in my life. Simple word --> i love you, ____

1) mom

2) dad

3) fadhli

4) ridhwan

5) faris

6) nana, atin, amai, itam

8) nenek, makngah

9) susu

10) kinah

11) butikpinkku & those who make it success (ijan, nana, kak ct, lovely cust)

12) frens and relatives, and rj's fren n relatives

13) last time teacher n lecturer's

14) officemate, boss (x-office mate, x-boss)

15) classmate, school mate, roomates (fae, fai, atikah, rosem lead, jun, aan, ikin sg sipot, belon, haiza)

16) buddies ^.^

**i dont need to think for list 1-11 (those r ppl in my heart)** i love you all,, a lot!!

Tour 2010

Finally!! dapat gak daku pergi bercuti..!!!

YES!!

Thanks to enchek RJ yang berkonvo,, da rakan best ku Mak Jan!! Gile xsaba.. Sempat daku listkan barang2 untuk dibawak dan barang2 utk disopping. Berikot adalah senarai:

- beros gigi,
- cuci muka (pencuci muka nii)
- sabun
- ubat gigi
- passport
- baju
- tudong extra
- jaket/ pashmina
- stokin
- tuala
- charger
- DUIT
- Facial wash (da tulis da td), toner, moisturizer
- ic
- makeup bag

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utk dibeli --->
- kasot
- tshirt
- jam
- beg duit
- couple t
- jeans
- cenderamata
- baju kelawar emak
- kemeja
- baju budak2

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untuk dimakan!
- pulut mangga
- tom yam
- nasik lemak kg darat
- ae mata kucing
- pisang salai

DAH!! ^.^ giler excited!!!

Resipi: Strawberry Cheesecake

Quick and Easy Cheesecake Recipe

150g plain sweet biscuits: blend kering
75g butter, cairkan
2 tablespoons brown sugar
1/4 teaspoon cinnamon
250g cream cheese
375ml susu pekat manis
1 teaspoon vanilla essence

Cara2~~

A)
Mix biscuit crumbs with melted butter.
Add brown sugar and cinnamon to biscuit crumb mixture.
Press biscuit mixture into the bottom and up the sides of a 22cm/ 9in springform
pan.
Refrigerate while you prepare the cheesecake filling.

B)
Beat cream cheese with the susu pekat until there are no cream cheese lumps left.
Add vanilla.
Pour mixture into biscuit crumb base.
Place cheesecake into refrigerator to set (approximately 4 hours).

Kat atas letak jem strawberry.. ikot sukati.. @ letak jem kt tengah2,, baru letak cream cheese ^^

butikpinkku vs my black

Dear, ever think why we are made in pairs?

Easy answer: because we need pairs. People are a compliment of each other. I believe in that. Its a basic human need that we need something or someone to rely on.

In my case,,true confession.. i used to rely on my black.. but not any more. I m no longer confidence that he is reliable. Nothing to do with responsible or commitment (maybe a little bit).. but seriously.. each time i tried to reach him.. he's just not there..

So, what i left is myself n butikpinkku. I believe in it.. i spend much of my time thinking of it compare to my black (this is partially fact). Because i know, it worth. Most of my customers are my friend now. I maybe have not meet them in real life. But, with them, i share my joy. Unlike my black.

I wish to talk, and spend time together, like we used to but it's just not happening no matter how hard i tried. I wonder if i actually worth something? Or, did i not?

So, i rarely try any harder,, because i know there is no overcome. And im bored being alone, waiting for reply. Its like the stupidest feeling i ever felt. Ever!

Since then, i share my love and y passion with butikpinkku. Because:

1) i know it worth (at least for now)
2) i dont have to wait.. they wait for me
3) feels appreciated
4) i can communicate whenever i want.

For very good reasons. With that, i rely on butikpinkku to trust, to rely on. I hope it won't let me down. I have faith. Its gone with my black. Not sure what im suppose or will do.

As for now, butikpinkku is my priority. I love it. I care for it. A lot! Everyone who made it possible, means lot for me.

T__T writing in tears.