butikpinkku vs my black

Dear, ever think why we are made in pairs?

Easy answer: because we need pairs. People are a compliment of each other. I believe in that. Its a basic human need that we need something or someone to rely on.

In my case,,true confession.. i used to rely on my black.. but not any more. I m no longer confidence that he is reliable. Nothing to do with responsible or commitment (maybe a little bit).. but seriously.. each time i tried to reach him.. he's just not there..

So, what i left is myself n butikpinkku. I believe in it.. i spend much of my time thinking of it compare to my black (this is partially fact). Because i know, it worth. Most of my customers are my friend now. I maybe have not meet them in real life. But, with them, i share my joy. Unlike my black.

I wish to talk, and spend time together, like we used to but it's just not happening no matter how hard i tried. I wonder if i actually worth something? Or, did i not?

So, i rarely try any harder,, because i know there is no overcome. And im bored being alone, waiting for reply. Its like the stupidest feeling i ever felt. Ever!

Since then, i share my love and y passion with butikpinkku. Because:

1) i know it worth (at least for now)
2) i dont have to wait.. they wait for me
3) feels appreciated
4) i can communicate whenever i want.

For very good reasons. With that, i rely on butikpinkku to trust, to rely on. I hope it won't let me down. I have faith. Its gone with my black. Not sure what im suppose or will do.

As for now, butikpinkku is my priority. I love it. I care for it. A lot! Everyone who made it possible, means lot for me.

T__T writing in tears.

Good luck han~

Dear,

Quick tip of the day: rj=enchek itam=han --> same person.

He is not around. GONE (T___T) Kedah 10's league. I just wish him the best, as im not so sure bout 10's match.. I believes rules apply the same. Just that the amount of player in a team is different. There is 7's, 10's and 15's.

I know a few words of rugby stuff. To be frank, mr wiki being so much helpful explaining what rugby is. You may want to read here to know more bout rugby.
ps: this is goal. tangan -->bola-->tanah

Not much bout rugby stuff i know.. But they r good people.. nice 1.. =) I just hope they/ he coming home with no injury.. safe, in one piece. (cross fingers) ^.^

--end--

I need more space PLEASE

Dear,

Again.. this post got nothing to do with rj. Its just that, i really need more space of my own.. I know in not so good driver, as im careless and drive with my heart, not my brain..

So, this post is about my lacking if driving skill. Not just lack, its quite horror thou.. LOLs~ im not proud of my driving skills, at all. But i least, i can make a car move.. that's quite an achievement for me!!

The thing is this.. @ the place im working now, there is NO DEDICATED PARKING SPACE. Unless if i work @home. So, i have to come a bit early.. to get a parking spot.

In this lovely day, i parked my car @ nice spot. But, since the internet konektion is f@#$% teruk.. so, i have to go out.. be (to) be connected ^^.

Later, when i go back, still got this tiny space suppose tu fit my not so big grey (my car's name). But what happen was, my driving skil nearly cost me 200rm ++ to replace some other car's bumber (bumper) (coz i nearly langgar the car).

I manage to fit my car in with atleast 2 guys helping to give direction. What a shame. I was damm shame to get out from the car.. me + car = horrible story. T___T

I think i need to take lesen back la.. last time took with my beloved roomate, aan..and my bff susu. Buy not sure bout their driving skills.. --> maybe worst.. haha..

-End-

Peti harta karun: beg kerja..

Jom kite check ape yg ade dlm beg kerja ak nih.. mmg bersepah abes a..

1) broadband
2) syiling 80sen (bersepahan)
3) namekad, dlm kotak, yg ade pastik gula2 bersamanya
4) namekad org lain, dalam kotak
5) resit kamdar, tol, destist, parking (mid, subang parade), bad ass coffee, shawl
6) slip maybank
7) sudoku yang baru buat 1 page
8) buku public bank
9) access pas ade 2
10) kerongsang wane pink (love pink)
11) pen yg xde dakwat..tp simpan buat lucky charm
12) garfu
13) mc doktor
14) gula-gula
15) sampah panadol
16) majalah mobile world - june 10
17) organizer
18) kertas2 a4
19) MO Times, may 2010 yg da lunyai..
20) syiling lagi.. 60sen
21) slip cimb pulak

Tu ju yg ak jumpe.. hari tu lagi dasat.. ngan bawang putih pon ade kat dlm beg nih.. mne dtg tah..

Sesat di Mid Valley

Dear,

Selama ni memang ku slalu sesat.. kalo jalan,, xpernahnye betol.. merewang sampai mane tah..

tapi semalam memang horror la.. sesat nk ke mid valley??

Mid valley tu cam padang mainan kot? Tmpat dating yang regular bersama rj.. Tapi, maybe semalam agak neves sedikit.. sebab kononnye, nak jmpe kakna.. (kakak kpd rj).. pesal tah tbe2 cam gatal nk tgk wayang kan..

Terlepas 1 simpang nak masok ke mid, gara2 kak jaja call sbb nak baju kurong die besok. Sbb mak ku adalah tailor yg dedicated.. Pasal kak jaja a ni.. sesat sampai bangsar.. last2 naseb baek nmpak "the gardens" kerana ia agak tinggi.. berpandukan itu.. sampai la jugak..

So, ingtkan semalam ala2 ladies nite la konon.. tapi kakna ade bwak mmber kje die.. so, cam 2ladies1guy nite out la.. xkesa la.. ok je..

Ktorang nengok cite despicable me.. super cute la cite tu.. budak kecik tu memang comeeelll~ tu yg kadang2 rase tamo kawen, nak anak cepat.. haha.. tp mmg xbulaey la kan.. hmmm..pastu makhluk kecik, wane kunin tu pon super comel gak!

Dkat pkol 12 jugak a blk mlm td.. Mid valley da mlm2 ni scary a jugak.. kalo weekend, rmai org.. smpai x hingat.. nseb baik ku carik parking this time jumpe.. maybe tade rj, kurang distraction..

Yg penting, pastu, selamat sampai umah.. (naseb baek mak da tdo) so, last nite.. adikku amek alik butikpinkku skejap.. be back tonite!!

Muah~ love, pinky.

love eclipse

Dear,

As im watching eclipse today.. I was thinking..

I believe in having second thought.. It is not wrong to have a second thought. Thou we been together for 1 year, 5 months, 3 weeks and 5 days today.. i do have my second thought. Like, is he the one? Will i spend my life getting old with him? Will he be the father of my child?

These questions maybe sound awkward. But its not wrong. Sometimes im having this crazy, wild thought. But, it really doesn't matter. Coz i always love him more.

This crazy things called love. Pretty similar like bella having. I'd watch this movie again, and again.. no doubt. as same as ill have the taught. But in the end, it be him.

Like edward n bella.. gosh..i just love to be in love. End.

Love, pinky.

Adalah saya...mengaku..

Hari ini, tanggal 10 julai 2010, sesungguhnya saya mengaku bahawa saya amat marah pada itu enchek itam.. tapi walaupon saya amat marah atas sebab2 yang pelik daan masuk akal..

Namun begitu, walaupon saya marah.. tapi tidak lah teramat teruk,, kerana saya telah meluahkan rasa marah itu kepada banyak orang. maafkan saya. anda buleh marah enchek itam atas semua itu. saya memberi izin..

Sekian, watikah untuk ini hari.

ps: tapi tgk gamba ni ati agak sejok.. tengkiu utk photographer yg amek gamba tanpa rasa kekok dan segan silu.. serta sponsor baju ini..

Love, pinky.

Choc on Choc yang lazat sekali!!

Pada beberapa ujong minggu yang lalu, selepas dapat gaji, saya dan keluarga ke pasar besar "carefour" untuk membeli barangan dapur..

Pastu, tekak teringin sangat nak maken kek ceklat.. ku pon carik la tepong kek yg slalu ke beli,, tapi bukan brand ni.. brand pitsburry.. best tau.. kukos ltak ngan coklat cip.. lazat!! Beli kat tesko, xsmpai 10 hingget!~

Tapi, ni bukan tesko, penat carik.. last2 jumpe a tepong ni... bland "white bird", harga rm11.90.. ok la jugak, sebab die siap ngan topping skali.. nak buat pon senang je.. muahaha~

Cara2 nak buat, da tulis dkat blakang kotak, kacau je.. xde sukatan pelik2, xyah timbang2.. senang ooo..

Oleh krana ku xsuke membakar.. kukos je.. pas kukos, sejokkan.. then ltak topping.. sapu rata..

Rata2 cam ni ha.. siap kilat2.. sbb ade butter sket nih.. topping die pon lazat.. siap boley cicah roti nih!!

Tapi, before nk makan, sejokkan dlu, masok la peti kejap.. best oo~ uih!!

Korang try a sndri..

Love, pinky.

jugling

Dear,

Im super salute my mom, and other mom, including working mom..etc.. well, jugling with word is already hard.. not to mention, being a women, is hard..working woman?? phew..

Kalau ade lelaki yg bace ni, mungkin bosan..

*if u are a man, boy, men, superman, dad, brother, half-man,,, and don't feel like reading this.. just jangan baca..

I mean, being a women, we did lots of stuff, look good, feel good, wash dish, jahit, cook, make-up (cosmetic stuff), trying not to be fake with fake lash, fake eyes (lenses), fake height? (heels).. pretending to know football, not to fart in public coz its yuck, and.. get pregnant, take care of others (husband, babies, kids, nephew etc).... this list is getting longger..lol..

Being in my postition, working women, with a part time job, and a part time mom, man~ its hard!!!

Wake up, pilih baju, iron baju, shower, make-up, sarapan (sometimes), start enjin kreta, go hantar my kids to school, go work, traffic jamm make life sucks --> plus: need to pay rm4.40 for tol which i feel not worth it, work, skip lunch, work, drive back, jamm again, pay another tol : 50sen, arrive home, do part time, chit chat with family, go to lappie, dinner (cannot skip), watch tv, no snaks, talk to kids, gudnite kiss, sleep. end.

i think thats looonggg... and its not including my weekend schedule. lol..

im not going to say my life is boring..coz its not.. Just that, i salute all working moms, including working @ home moms.. SALUTE!!!

**this is kinda long for my blog

Love, pinky <3

butikpinkku

Dear,

Yesterday, baru dapat stock.. im so00 excited, well, im gonna start my own blogshop.. xtau la camne buleh terstart.. haha..

Smalam, pkol 12 (tengahhari/ lunch --> lunch ke?), da call rumah, nak tau da smpai ke blom.. haha.. nak balik umah tepat2 pkol 5, boss plak call.. tapi ku drift cepat2~ haha...

Awal la jugak ku sampai.. da smpai umah, x hingat ape.. tros carik package tuh! KOYAK tros!! mak kte (i quote) "xpernah tengok ko bukak barang camni, biase sopan jeee~ (sopan ke?? haha..)".. ye lah.. biase ku akan koyak satu per satu layer, baru adventure..

LOL.. ni maen ganas, abes ku koyak, terkeluar a isi perut bungkusan tuh.. EXCITED la sgt!! Mak pon excited jugak!

Malam tu ade buyer da... jiran sblah umah,, + family member frm ku kecik lagi.. ade la sale pat lai.. abes tangkap gambo sume.. tapi cam xdaya la pulak.. so, choose yg feveret je..

Pasni, kalo sesape nak bli, buleh la order..

PROMO = rm16, FREE inner!! tinggal 16 set je..

Love, pinky