blackie on pinky

[apsal cm pervert tajok nih?]

saye sayang pinky!

pinky: aka bantal busok, bantal tdoq, alas blackie. hohoh.. zalimnye dunia.

Kekasih gelap ku.

Salam,

*not that i cheated o something*

I've admired this guy for quite long time. He worked hard. I mean like really hard.

(But my 1st idol is still my super-mom, which i know she worked super-duper hard)

In fact that i love seeing people who worked hard for living. It's how we appreciate our life. I think.

The guy im writing about: 

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let's just call him: S

He is actually one of my supplier. I adore him. He's not a Malaysian. 

(According to him) he own a textile factory. Probably sewing factory for hijab. 

I have no idea bout his age. I think he's married with child.

I love the way he show his effort to serve the best for his customers. Most of the time, i'll be buying in bulk.. 15 kodi = 300pcs in time. He wouldn't mind taking it to the car. And he wouldn't mind waiting. He wouldn't mind walking with heavy stuff.

Seriously, i've met quite number of supplier who expect the customer to treat the well. That's just not right. 

'bukan ke supplier yg kena belanja customer?'

kan?

again, it's not about 'belanja' thing.. i never accept such offers. i can buy my own meal.

then, why can't we worked as hard as that? (self-reminding). 

btw, he sorta my inspiration to treat my customer well. i'm trying my best to serve, to satisfy them with my best effort. seriously.

ps: im super duper mengantuk & really excited for tomorrow.

Tentang dia..

*xmampu nak nyanyi sendri, copy paste je dpt*

~tentang dia~

dia
baik (hati)
manis (kecuali kalo lepas besukan cm masam)
xhensem tapi kacak adelah
kiut jugak
sabar
kalo glabah mmg pelik
lembut hati
caring (banyak)
keas kepala sangat
degil
ade senyuman menawan
spontaneous

Banyak tentang dia, banyaaak...
semua baek2 (ade jugak yang tak kureng baek)..
tapi kite share yg best2 je la.. xkan nak kutuk org kesayangan sendiri..

In 2years + nih, banyak sunggoh terjadi.. especially this year.
Life was really easy in the 1st year, every was romantic, full with colors.
(Not that im saying its not, now)..

But its just different.

As we spend more time knowing each other, we started to realize each other's true colors.
Yes, it is true that we love each other. And we tend to hide our true colors to portray to best.

etc:
'i look good all the time'
'im not controlling'
'i care much'
'ill spend all my time for you'

Which in reality, those are not happening (just happen in a very limited period).
And we just wait, and wait.

And we wait for our partner to change to the person used to be.
And it's not happening. =.='
Nop. Not at all.

Duh~ 'to change ppl, u must change urself' : have u heard?

and we think.. i've changed. Why can't he/ she?

Indeed he/ she might changed. You did not notice. Did you?

Tips: Buying online :)

Salam,

Cam da lama (lame ke?) ber kecimpung di bidang online nih.. Just nak share tip utk online purchase.. Actually fara pown suke beli online.. Antara feveret shaop fara:

butikpinkku la dlu kan? (tp ni barang men amek je)..

Kedai Cik Jan

Bifascollection

AzaUlfa Rania

Styleholic Chick

Meh nak kasi tips.. kalo korang nk bli online, sila makesure:

Toksah last minute. Hmm.. korang tau x? walaupon seller da hantar, item korang xsemestinya smpai on the next day.. Cer kalau seller anta petang, confirm besok tu xkan smpai. Even kalo seller hantar pagi pown, belum tentu keesokan hari akan smpai.

Sebabnye cmni... item kt pejabat pos tuh, just 'jalan' (ke luar) jam 3 petang.. kalo seller anta lepas jam 3 petang.. item tu akan stuck kt pejabat post 1 whole day. Means, on the next day baru la proses utk di pos.. haaa..

Fara ni cm pelik gak... xkan la majlis2 penting cm nikah kawen bli last minit kan? Cer kalo kaler xsesuai ke, rosak ke.. naya je.. sila jangan ambil risiko! Fara mmg pernah beli baju raya online. Happen to be, size kaen tu salah.. tp fara beli awal, so.. sempat tukar...seller pon baek hati.. nasib baik la kan?

**ni baju biru tu bli kat Bifascollection , jaket si dia kasik ke, ak yg tibai dr si dia**

Introduce urself! Ni ape kes men serang je.. peh... slalunye seller ni bukan ingat sorang2 pown nme customer kan.. nak2 yg mudah lupe cm fara nih... mne la nk ingt... kalo call, bgtau la nme.. biase fara akan mintak nme penuh utk check kt sistem... lg 1, kalo kt fb.. memandangkan nick name fb ber macam2.. order pulak gune nme penuh kan?

Contoh la kan: nme fb: kucheng pink aq .. pastu nme betul, siti nur alisya syakirin. Contoh la kan.. cmne seller nak tau? hehe... sbb tu biase nye, fara mmg tny nme penuh. 

Same thing goes kalo sms.. tny soklan berjela2, pastu ade 4,5,6 number... aish.. mane la fara taw.. hehehe... make sure kasitaw name taw..

Don't push too hard. Fara xkesah pon kalo yg suke diskaun. Eh, fara pon suke!! Biase kalo singget dua, mmg fara xlokek... buleh aje la kan...

Tapi kalo... total rm87, pastu nk diskaun jdik rm70.. huh.. ha.. pastu.. biasenye, banyak yg tny,

'kak, kalo sy bli 2, ade free post x?'

meh, kira sket.. (biase yg tny cm ni nak bli shawl jojet plain)..

Shawl Jojet Plain : rm5 each (fara jual)

Postage rm6

5 + 5 - 6 = 4

Peh, xkan harga shawl 2 lai rm4 kan? Cer logic?

**tp biasenye retuned cust xde tny bende pelik2.. yg returned da tau kot.. kalo fara nk bagik, fara bagik... fara xsuke org mintak2.. tp takat try nasib tu, ape la salah.. kot2 la mood fara baik kan?**

* dok pkai mekap Styleholic Chic , bli 3pcs.. dpt murah*

Go bulk. Standart a.. bli banyak, dpt murah. Korang bli la wholesale.. kalo da alang2 nak amek 7, 8 pcs tuh... cukopkan je 10pcs.. harga murah lg.. bukan takat k butikpinkku je, kalo kt shop len pon sme kot...

Tp kalo korang xbli bulk pon, jgn la bli 1pcs.. membazir taw cost postage!

Ask. ha... banyak bende... kan kte xbuleh nk rasa kalo bli online? so.. jangan la malu2 bertanya... most of online seller yg fara kenal adalah peramah dan baek hati.. so.. tanye la taw..

hmmm.... ape tah lagi tips nak kasik... tp kalo korang nak tau lagik... buleh cer tgk blogpost diorang yg join giveaway butikpinkku tuh~

[click here]

my ex getting married today.. yeay?

**just image. he looks nothing like this**

Salam,

(another confession to make)

My (one of) ex-bf is getting married today. His name is 'A'. And i actually feeling awkward. It's not the 1st time of 'my ex-getting married news' i received.

But, the other ex (who is now divorced with a kid.. let call him 'B') did not tell me about his wedding date etc. Plus, we lost connection from the last day we met.

So, any news of him..i sorta don't care.

But this 'A' .. we sorta remain friends after the split. It was a huge fight. I didn't remember how we finally forgive each other. Duh~

So, this A, we have a chat last night.. and suddenly.. he said: 'wish me luck 4 tomorrow'

me: y?

A: im getteing married tomorrow

me: really? like,, for real?

A: yup

Duh~ for real? i thought no one is stupid enough to date him. But, to marry him? Gosh.

Like, seriously.. i feel really weird. Not that i have any feelings for him. It's just weird.

I seriously think that i'll be married before him.

Which i sure does if i accept the proposal (which i don't, because it's not from rj).

#sorry for my bad english writing.

hmmm... goodluck for him, for his future bride..on their wedding date.

***

..i still feel awkward after writing this..

its my + butikpinkku birthday!

**my birthday cake, mak yg beli (biase beli sndri)**

Salam,

Yup, its my birthday. Every year.. akan sangat excited menanti & menyambut tarikh ini.

family kami: tarikh birthday tu sgt penting.. kalo xsmbut pown, musti ade something spesel.. thats just the way it is..

20 Jun.. (tahun ni sy genap 24 tahun)..

dr beberapa hari sebelumnya, dah dpt wish dr member2 dan customer. frankly, ini tahun pertama menyambut birthday bersama butikpinkku.. rasa mcm awkward,.. sbb tahun2 sebelum ni, wish pertama musti dr Ridhwan Jalaludin.. tapi, ni... customer da wish awal2 dlu..

DASAT a.. perasaan tu agak sukar digambaran..

**ni kap kek butikpinkku**

hekhek... hari ni pown besday butikpinkku... yang 1st! best la tau~ gile fun.. seyes xsangka sgt~

dulu (last year).. sebenarnye, ade idea utk buat butipinkku... sbb busan sgt~ most of time & perhatian hanya utk Rj.. banyak masa spend missing him.. so, rse cm membazir kan?

(bukan la bermaksud i didn't miss him now)

i dooo miss him loootttttt~ ni 1st birthday beliaw xde.. smpai makngah tanye:

"fara ngan wan tu kawan lgi x?"

peh~ sampai hati.. jodoh kami panjang kot... gado pelik2 pown, still together. now & forever (amin).

Yeah~ abg rj wish yg sgt sweet.. korang yg xdilamon chinta ni mmg xpaham feeling die... word 'yours' tu da cukop bg happy dah.. hoho~ korang xde kan?

huh~

lgpon, last year.. seyes misken sengkek abes... ye a.. baru tuka tmpat je... xstabil..

20hb gaji pown xmasok lg kan... ngan period pain lagik..

pastu rj dtg umah bwa kek.. peh~ happy tros. langsong xsaket. hahah... thats the power of love.

******

walaupon kononnye butipinkku cuti kan.. tapi kerja2 posting still cm biase.. sempat la snap muke burok xde makeup before post items tadik... baju belang ni bli semalam, blom basoh lagik..

pkai ngan pashmina plain feveret ai.. (nmpak sgt pemalas, xgosok pown)..

match plak ngan skinny pepel ni ha.. baju ni besa, pkai ngan skinny xde la sendat sgt...

fun fact: sua ni xyah zip.. da melekat dah, sbb sy da gemok. T__T

ni dok tayang cincen... bukan la cincen kawen or rj melamar ke merisik officially.. (sbb yg xofficial da slalu), yg official je blom..

ni adiah utk diri sendiri... ni je la yg mampu nak kasi diri sendiri.. buleh la kate.. ni 1st brg kemas yg bli sndri, guna duet sndri.. peh~

nak bli emas cm tua sgt, emas puteh pon cun~ :D

ps: rase cm semua org patot reward diri.. cm saye!

walaupon rancangan asal, xde nak celebrate... sbb adekku br kua sepital.. still xsehat n perluan rehat yg banyak... tapi oleh kerana, mak sgt esian kt saye,... makanye, mak masak gak ngan semangat.. sian mak.. penat oi masak..

menu:

soto

(nasi impit, sup tulang, begedil - lengkap.)

1 kek choc heaven

1 set kap kek

pink guava juice.

tu je.. tapi mmg super kenyang... da makan, ngantok pulak...

pps: thanks sume!! buat yg dah book... nnti kte kua celebrate yea?

Resipi mudah: Choc Moist Cake

Bahan A

1 tin susu caer

1 suku cawan minyak jagung

1 suku cawan gula kastor

1 stengah cawan koko

6 sudu besar susu pekat

suku sudu teh garam

Bahan B

1 cawan tepung naik sendiri

1 sudu teh soda bikarbonat

1 sudu teh baking powder

stengah sudu teh garam

3 bijik telur

Bahan Toping

6 sudu besar susu pekat

1 cawan koko

120 cooking choc

** fara tambah air siket**

**semua bahan disukat gune measurement cup ni**

Cara-cara:

1) Campur semua bahan A dan masak menggunakan double boiler hingga berkilat. Ketepikan.

2) Bahan B. Pukul telur hingga kembang. Campurkan bahan2 lain. Kacau rata.

3) Campurkan adunan A dan B. Kacau rata.

4) Tuang ke dalam bekas alumunium. Kukus kira2 30minit.

5) Sejukkan.

6) Topping: masak ke semua bahan toping menggunakan double boiler.

Gaul hingga campuran sebati.

**ni teknik double boiler**

ps: kek ni sedap sgt~ smpai tepung mentah tu pon dok jilat2~~~~ peh..

yummy!!

selamat mencuba!

SALE: 30 mei - 7 jun 2011 (Post moterm)

WOW

(tu je yang buleh cakap)..

Terima kasih atas sokongan semua.. banyak yg butikpinkku dpt jual dlm Sale yang lalu. Seyes ai tekezut. Kalo korang perasan, SALE ni bukan cm sale2 sebelumnyea.. (untuk habiskan stock)..

Tapi, ni just utk celebrate, butikpinkku on wholesale + our birthday on June..

Bukan utk tujuan riak, tapi.. we ship at least 20-40 parcels time sale.. (xbanyak pown..compare ngan shop ternama.. tapi fara ngan adek2 buat sendiri la..).. xde upah org luar.. xmampu.. T__T

fyi, fara dpt 'kecaman' dr member yg jual wholesale. seyes fara nanges teruk. sedih sgt. Kita nak maju, pown org xsuke.. aish.. tapi..

'JUST DO IT'

(fara ni pesen, kalo ade idea, akan buat je tros. kita try, xsalah kan? kalo xtry.. rugi la..)

pastu, fara dpt harga yang agak murah dr supplier. jadi, utk mereka yg suke item2 cm shawl cotton plain or shawl2 ready made (basic -yg plain or tone).. fara sgt galakkan korang bli borong.. abb jimatnye banyakkkkk~

Oh~ dan dlm Sale yg bz tuh~ sempat la kami pindah bilik~

Taraaa~!!

Kemas x? (ilustrasi je nih)..

Ni pown, maen na buat je.. pastu badan penat gile.

Ni pulok~ FREE GIFT kan?

Xsemua yang dpt.. actually, fara tempah 100pcs, yg dpt.. cuma sesi ship 1 & 2 June je..

sorry taw~

Kalo ade yang nak tempah direct... KLIK SINI.

Kalo xmo, tnggu je lah fara juai kt butikpinkku.. ok?

btw: thanks a million kat bff Noor Shuhadah & Sakiinah, yg tolong melegakan hati i yg kecamuk time dikecam hebat.

Terima kaseh yg xterinilai kt mak & famili.

Terima kasihhhhhhh (xtau la brape banyak) kt supporters butikpinkku.

mode: sangat kagum dgn kemampuan syarikat dgn modal rm230 ni =.='

chaiyok2!!

ape yang anda perlu bila tahap motivasi makin kurang?

Owh~ bajet nak tulis cam pakar motivasi..padahal diri sndri kurang motivasi kan?

Bekerja sendiri.. cam saya..perlukan anda (diri sendiri) untuk memotivasi kan diri utk terus survive. Laen la kalo tyme makan gaji..

Motivasi (bukan motivasi la sgt~).. lebih pada takmo boss mara... takat cmtu je.. naek gaji xsmpai seratos.. motivasi ke hape?

So, ape nak buat? (kalo motivasi rendah)

1) make sure anda dah makan

2) make sure anda cukop tidur..

DAH?

kalo dah..

3) pastikan ape yang anda tahu ape yg anda nak & camne nak capai?

Contoh:

Butikpinkku teringin nak tripple kan sale dlm masa 2 bulan..

So, kenalpasti cara2..

a. banyakkan item

b. banyakkan tutorial

c. rajen2 la blogwalking

d.. papae je la kan..

FINE.

Tapi, kalo dah tau cara2, tapi still malas gak.. ape fara buat???

Contoh, pi makan tmpat mahai sket, or, belanja org, or..

CAT BILIK?

-kaler pink-

ps: sebenanye butikpinkku dok dapat bilek baru.. tuan rumah/ tailor/ emak setuju share bilik..soo.. blik butikpinkku coming soon. YES!

Di samping fara yang super penat..

Meh nak khabaq mai..

Dulu masa butikpinkku mula2 wujud di alam yang fana ini, nak jual 20 shawl dlm masa 2 bulan pown seksa taw!

Pastu, bile online base da establish sket..Dapat la 15 parcel seminggu..

Pastu..slalu buat sale... rmai la siket org tau... bila weekend je..ade dlm 10 order.. tu pon dah happy giler!!

bile buat sale, dlm seribu tu, dpt la... buleh baya hutang...

pastu, after fara brenti keje.. makin lama makin ok..

max, dpt la dlm 40parcel / day.. xhebat pon.. compare ngan yg dasat2..itu pown skali skala la ade banyak2 kan.. kalo x, 10parcel per day pon, da syukor da..

alhamdulillah~

So, bile sale nih.. tiap2 hari parcel banyak puluh... so, fara cm terkezut sket... susa la nak adapt.. seyes susa... takot pon ade..

takot langet x sentiasa cerah kan.. T__T

seyes takot..

tapi pape pown, fara terima kasih banyak2 kat mak fara.. seyes fara sayang mak banyak2!!!

dah.

guy with benefit?

As we had a big fight yesterday, lots of stuff came into my mind. And, his voice sorta stuck in my head. He did ask 1 question that i tend not to forget..

he asked..'what did i get in return if im with him?'

i answered..'nothing.'

(this is not a really correct answer, but i did say it. and i regret).

and i asked back..'what do u get in return if u are with me?'

he said..'this.' (referring to don't know what).

The point is... is it necessary to search for a guy with benefit? I mean... rich, famous, gorgeous look or etc? Does it really necessary? Do men search for same quality in girls?

Or, does people just follow what their heart says?

In given situation.. i love him, just the way he is.

In fact, LOVE is such a big word. And there are factors towards such a great feeling to someone. You don't just love a person. Do you?

I call him as 'long tome benefit'. Not just rich or handsome.

Note: looks fade, fortune gone. Love may fade if we just let it be.

And..

I just know he love me, by the way he act, the way he treat me. He's so kind and protective. So funny and un-expectable. The way he talked. With gentle and grace. (most importantly) I know that he won't cheat.

The quality he have is what i called benefit.

My long time benefit.

ps: pic from beastly movie. Must watch!