Thursday, December 30, 2010

kalau xtau, sila tanya..(dengan sopan)


Salam,



Tersebutlah kisah,, tak seberapa lama sangat, kira-kira 3 minggu lalu.. ada customer mengorder sehelai shawl berharga RM8.. si peniaga (saya) mem"book" kan shawl tersebut..

Setelah membook, saya menyimpankan itu shawl beberapa hari sebelum itu customer membuat bayaran.. makanya~ setelah bayaran dibuat si peniaga mempost lah barang menggunakan post laju... lalu beliau (si peniaga) meng"updatekan" no tracking di laman sosialnya~~~

Grengggg.. (bunyik gitar latar belakang).. nak dijadikkan cerita.. si peniaga pun jatuh sakit 2,3 hari selepas membuat pengeposan.. (sakit xde kne mengena dengan pegi post barang ye..).

Demam, muntah2, gastrik.. terlantarlah si peniaga 2,3 hari,, ponteng kerja dan tiada update melainkan yang menyatakan kegeringannya..

ps: Cristmas dinner memakan ikan berharga hampir ratusan.. sia-sia dimuntah kan.. rugi sungguh.. begitu juga dengan "creeme bulee" yg teramat lazat.. hanya mampu dijamah 2,3 sudu saje.. membazir!

Selepas si peniaga baik dari sakitnya, beliau cepat2 dengan excited mangambil stock baru.. banyak lah stock baru yang dapat.. tiba dirumah,, terdapatlah satu panggilan telefon,, lalu si peniaga mengangkat...

Berbunyi begini.. "!@#%&*(()__)(*&%$#PENIPU@#%^&&&%$$#@REPOT POLIS@#$%^&*&^%TAK GUNA#$&**&%%#MENIAGA KENA JUJUR!!!4$%^^435^&&&%#$#_DAN AYAT2 YANG TAK ENAK DIDENGAR_%^&*^$f*%&*%.."

Peniaga dah nak nanges..bila letak telefon, sambung pula dengan mesej berbaur ugutan.. note: si peniaga memang xangkat call semasa proses kegeringan,, tetapi,, mesej dihantar tetap berbalas..

2 hari berlalu,, shawl tersebut masih belum tiba.. si peniaga tolong meng"check kan di website.. katanya parcel di kajang.. oleh kerana itu jumaat malam, post laju xkerja,, hari isnin berikutnya,, si peniaga pun call post laju..

"Cik, parcel tersebut di Pos Laju Semenyih..semasa kita hantar, tiada org dirumah," kata Cik yang menjawab telefon..

Si peniaga pun mesej lah alamat lengkap n no telefon pos semenyih ke customer tersebut sebagai rasa tanggungjawabnya.. tiada balasan.

Keesokan hari.. 2 lagi mesej berbaur makian diterima dari emak customer.. (apelah malang nasib peniaga ni ha..).. peniaga membalas mesej.."salam, saya telah hantar alamat lengkap n no fon pejabat pos kepada anak puan. Pos laju dah hantar ke alamat puan pada 21hb,, katanya,, xde org di rumah.."

Balasan diterima dari emak customer..."LIES!!! @#%^*())(*&%$$#@@MENYUSAHKAN ORANG>>%#@!&&*!!!!!!"

Akhirnya pada tanggal 30 Dis, customer meng"call" si peniaga menanyakan parcelnya.. katanya beliaw di poslaju tp parcelnya xde.. memang xkan lah..yang ko pegi tanye post ekspress kenapa.. itu poslaju..adus..

So, penutupnya,, parcel tu dah dipos pada 20hb, 21hb abg posmen anta, xde org kat umah.. sila lah amek barang di pejabat post.. kalau xtau sila tanya..(dengan sopan)

Kesimpulan:
1) Biasanya pos laju hanya ambil masa 1 hari untuk smpai.
2) Sila check lokasi parcel anda melalui website pos laju
3) Jangan tuduh org sembarangan
4) Sila jaga tatasusila jika bercakap.

Kes selesai.

Monday, December 20, 2010

11 things for 2011


Salam,

lagi beberapa hari nak menamatkan tahun 2010, banyak yang terjadi, termasuklah rekod tanpa kalah eksiden 3 kali dalam tempoh setahun...

Butikpinkku juga direalisasikan dengan tidak sengaja.. alhamdullilah atas rezeki yang Allah berikan..

Mak ayah dan adik beradik kami juga masih dibumbung yang sama, akmal dah sekolah.. ^.^ (dan dah pandai masak).. satu pencapaian yang menbanggakan di usia 5 tahun.

oh.. tak lupa.. daku n black juga still together2.. (usia relationship paling lama yang pernah ada).. not bad huh?.. banyak yang datang.. termasuklah juga beberapa kali dirisik orang yang tidak dikenali..

hmm... so.. untuk 2011..saya berharap banyak perkara baik akan berlaku..

1) family: harap semuanya sihat, tak ade la sesiapa yang "pergi dulu".. belum bersedia nak terima kisah sedih.. moga adik beradik tetap unite.. tak kisah lah kami memang selalu gado2 manja gitu~ tapi tetap sama.. stay for each other! em!!!
2) kerja: i'll quit my job by 2011. 7th Jan will be my last day. Hoping for the best. What i'll do next? refer no 8..

3) kawan2: mungkin ade 1 @ 2 yang akan berkahwin pada 2011.. moga kamu semua gembira hendaknya.. walau dah ada hidup sendiri,, jangan lupa pada rakan2 ya! well~ good luck in advance pada hidup baru~

4) relation: saya dan ridhwan jalaludin

5) hidup sendiri: harapnya saya lebih particular dengan hidup sendri.. jang lupa potong kuku dihari jumaat, bersihan kuku dan polish. jadual cuci gigi di bulan februari dan ogos.. best2!! sila floss gigi setiap hari ya.. makan dengan elok.. minum banyak air masak.. mohon jangan mengbaikan diri sendiri..
6) kesihatan: sila jogging!!! awak da nak gemok!! (T__T)

7) harga minyak: kepada tuan PM, mohon harga minyak tak akan naik tahun 2011. sebabnya,, bila harga minyak naik.. harga semua barang juga naik.. T___T

8) butikpinkku: weeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~ must make this work!! 20062011.. cukup setahun ya~ collection pencil case dah mula dapat tempahan.. mega sale 2, hari sudah dapat dalam 60+ bungkus/ customer.. (rekod).. tapi memang pening.. skarang sedang mendesign simple brooch.. must make this works!! (sila jangan memboros duet!!)

9) grey: bagi yang xtau.. grey adalah nama sagaku.. harap2 xde eksiden lagi la ye sayang~ umo baru setaon jagung,, da buat plastic surgery.. punyelah banyak.. cian..

10) pinky: my beloved bear~~ *wink*

11) blacky: owh~~ addition to butikpikku family.. blacky adalah nama my brand new lappie.. yang menggunakan duet butikpinkku.. semoga sihat selalu ya.. mommy xde duet yg sangat banyak utk repair.. owh.. antivirus da update, ok..

cukop la tu.. cam panjang je.. bye..






Wednesday, December 15, 2010

i miss penang.



Hmm.. banyak sangat benda terjadi di penang.. belajar di sana 3 tahun.. macam teramatlah lama.. memang la lame,, more than 1000 days kan..

jdik student pon,, memang la teramat best. Frankly speaking, aku bukan lah ada rakan yg teramat ramai.. not at all. cuma beberapa kerat je yang akan kekal n stay di hati,, xkira apa pun.. that's for sure..

Daku memang la teramat friendly,, tp untuk mengekalkan relationship itu adalah teramat sukar.. kan?

so,, mereka2 yg bergambar bersama aku nih.. group yg paling best lah..

1) kinah - slalu bergadoh dengan beliaw.. mulot ku kan laser,, tp daku xbohong,, n jujur.. sorry ler cakap tiada tapisan.. tidak berniat melukai hati mu.. he..

2) susu.. bersama se-major, se-minor, pernah juga setempat kerja.. slalu kami ber"bitch" bersama.. lalalaa.. mengadu pasal bf juga ngan susu la tempat.. thanks susu..

3) gee.. tidak ler begitu rerapat.. tapi gee senang je orangnye.. senyap jugak.. cara beliaw berkata,, cm nenda daku.. hee~ slow n steady jek..

4) alice.. ratu karok seantero grup.. peh~ xhingat la.. dasat.. beliaw adalah unofficial driver kami.. ngee.. kan? kan? ^.^

5) wan.. beliaw tiada disini.. cerita mengenali wan adelah sedikit complicated. ak ingat cadarnye warna merah.. hahaha.. wan je yg da kawen.. moga gembira sentiasa.. kekal ke akhir hayat.. amiin..

bile lagi la nak datang penang ni.. rindu yg teramat sangat.. maybe sebab banyk kenangan mengajar daku menjadi dewasa kot.. peh~

ps: ni je gmbar yg daku jumpe.. sorry gee, ak terrrtutup muke hang.. sorry na..


Coming ahead, me and beyond.

Salam,

2011. Rasa cam agak awal untuk menulis tentang new year. But, im really excited for this coming year. I have lots , loads of stuff coming.

1) Ill be unemployed. Yeay!!! Finally, no one to direct me, what i shud do, or don't. I'll be focusing my 200% effort for butikpinkku (my baby).. ^.^ work harder, play less. spend lesser.

2) Our relation will be --> 2 years n counting. This probably the longest yet relation ive ever had with a single bf. its more than 700 days!! OMG!

Well, this is the major stuff. And please. do not ask when to engaged, married, have babies.. totally not in 2011.

owh.. my mom gonna have her special birthday! its 11.11.11... cool~~

Wish me the best for 2011. I wish all of you the best too! Muax~

Friday, November 26, 2010

Melayu, Cina, India





Bos saya. Saya ada seorang bos. bos saya seorang cina. Bos kata "im just a chinese man, and chinese man sure love money". haha..

Betol la tu.. tapi,, (compius) saya bukan chinese, bukan juga man.. saya juga "love money".. hakikatnya,, semua orang suka duit.. money makes world turn around. That's fact.

ramai kawan kata boss cina suka memanipulasi/ mempergunakan orang. Hm.. tapi kan.. memang semua boss suka take advantage.. sbb diorang nak maximize hasil.. xgitu?

rmai jugak kate org melayu malas.. jadi, xberjaya. xjuga tepat. manusia secara logiknya memang malas. tapi, adanya azam yg kuat.. itu yg membezakan yg berjaya atau tidak.. xde kene mengena,, melayu @ bukan,.

ade jugak kate, india suka tipu.. pon xbetul.. bukan la semua.. berdasar pengalaman, xde la pulak. hmm.. ramai je yg tipu.. pengakuan: saya pun ada tipu,, dan xbangga langsung.. sbb salah. sila jangan tipu..

kesimpulan: xkesah la bangsa ape pun.. xde beza.. kita semua manusia.. ade salah.. bukan la sebab kita lahir dgn bangsa tertentu.. jadi,, perlu ade perangai berikut..

langsong xbetul.. manusia mmg lahir dgn nafsu/ sifat negatif.. terpulang pd individual untuk berjaya, @ nak buat sesuatu.. tepuk dada,, tanya selera.. kan? kan? kan??


Monday, November 15, 2010

Wedding plan!


Salam,

Wedding may be a bit far from now.. but i just want to have something in mind.. of what kind of wedding will it be.. and how will in be..

Maybe im too influence by the drama & movies i watched.. (that's basically true).. i want something like a Susan + Mike's 1st wedding. It be awkward for our culture.. but.. hey,, its my wedding! (i wish i can say that~~)..

Here a snapshot of a wedding they have..

# pretty.. + romantic.. (please minus the padre)..


Here the options of invitation card.. i want it to be simple ~

Option 1:


Option 2: (i like this one the most!!)

Option 3: (kinda unique~) once again.. please minus the church.. and replace with mosque..


Here the venue,, i'd loooove to having it here..but not in a daylight..

Option 1.. with lots of curtains..and candle light..

Option 2: under the moon light.. with colorful lights..


This is not the wedding ring.. i want this to be --> present to guest <-- i dont need an expensive ring ti give away.. its just a symbolic.. that round (ring shape).. which will last forever.. and i want it to be engraved with our name,, and the date..

So,, people will remember..

ps: the box 4 that ring..

I know i wont be wearing these dresses.. but here are my most like able list of dress..

Option 1: deep v dress.. with beads detailed..

Option 2: simple dress.. a bit conventional.. but always nice.. and sweet..


Option 3: don't really like this 1..


Hair accessory..

Flower n veil.. or maybe tiara.. ^.^ (im the queen of that day!!)


Shoes.. I want both!!


I think.. that's it for now.. well,, i don't want to reveal all of my dream wedding.. i wish i have all of this.. conclusion.. i want a small wedding, yet,, i makes me fell beautiful and special.. that all i ever need.. i hate in hotel kinda wedding (actually)..

i'd prefer more casual wedding,, in a park kinda wedding.. or @ beach.. (ill consider this..).. lol..
*wink*

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

What do u do when you r not in a good mood?

Well,, translated in malay..

"Apa awak buat bila mood x baik @ jiwa kacau?"

Kalau awak tanya saya soalan ini,, berikut adalah jawapannya (selain bercakap dengan mak, rj dan mmber baik)..

1) shopping dengan bersungguh2
2) sesat sampai xingat
3) malas mandi
4) call member2 yg da lme xcontact
5) masak dessert
6) carik aiskrim/ dessert/ cake
7) movie marathon
8) tidor smpai xbuleh lelap
9) nanges (jika terlalu boring)
10) buat pengakuan bodo cm ape yg sedang saya buat sekarang.

END-

Monday, November 8, 2010

i love you


Salam,

Im about to go to bed, Im thinking, what the heck? If i die tonight, I want this people to know that I really care for them in my life. Simple word --> i love you, ____

1) mom
2) dad
3) fadhli
4) ridhwan
5) faris
6) nana, atin, amai, itam
8) nenek, makngah
9) susu
10) kinah
11) butikpinkku & those who make it success (ijan, nana, kak ct, lovely cust)
12) frens and relatives, and rj's fren n relatives
13) last time teacher n lecturer's
14) officemate, boss (x-office mate, x-boss)
15) classmate, school mate, roomates (fae, fai, atikah, rosem lead, jun, aan, ikin sg sipot, belon, haiza)
16) buddies ^.^

**i dont need to think for list 1-11 (those r ppl in my heart)** i love you all,, a lot!!






Friday, October 29, 2010

Tour 2010

Finally!! dapat gak daku pergi bercuti..!!!

YES!!

Thanks to enchek RJ yang berkonvo,, da rakan best ku Mak Jan!! Gile xsaba.. Sempat daku listkan barang2 untuk dibawak dan barang2 utk disopping. Berikot adalah senarai:

- beros gigi,
- cuci muka (pencuci muka nii)
- sabun
- ubat gigi
- passport
- baju
- tudong extra
- jaket/ pashmina
- stokin
- tuala
- charger
- DUIT
- Facial wash (da tulis da td), toner, moisturizer
- ic
- makeup bag

_______________

utk dibeli --->
- kasot
- tshirt
- jam
- beg duit
- couple t
- jeans
- cenderamata
- baju kelawar emak
- kemeja
- baju budak2

____________________
untuk dimakan!
- pulut mangga
- tom yam
- nasik lemak kg darat
- ae mata kucing
- pisang salai

DAH!! ^.^ giler excited!!!

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Resipi: Strawberry Cheesecake



Quick and Easy Cheesecake Recipe

150g plain sweet biscuits: blend kering
75g butter, cairkan
2 tablespoons brown sugar
1/4 teaspoon cinnamon
250g cream cheese
375ml susu pekat manis
1 teaspoon vanilla essence

Cara2~~

A)
Mix biscuit crumbs with melted butter.
Add brown sugar and cinnamon to biscuit crumb mixture.
Press biscuit mixture into the bottom and up the sides of a 22cm/ 9in springform
pan.
Refrigerate while you prepare the cheesecake filling.

B)
Beat cream cheese with the susu pekat until there are no cream cheese lumps left.
Add vanilla.
Pour mixture into biscuit crumb base.
Place cheesecake into refrigerator to set (approximately 4 hours).

Kat atas letak jem strawberry.. ikot sukati.. @ letak jem kt tengah2,, baru letak cream cheese ^^

Sunday, September 5, 2010

butikpinkku vs my black

Dear, ever think why we are made in pairs?

Easy answer: because we need pairs. People are a compliment of each other. I believe in that. Its a basic human need that we need something or someone to rely on.

In my case,,true confession.. i used to rely on my black.. but not any more. I m no longer confidence that he is reliable. Nothing to do with responsible or commitment (maybe a little bit).. but seriously.. each time i tried to reach him.. he's just not there..

So, what i left is myself n butikpinkku. I believe in it.. i spend much of my time thinking of it compare to my black (this is partially fact). Because i know, it worth. Most of my customers are my friend now. I maybe have not meet them in real life. But, with them, i share my joy. Unlike my black.

I wish to talk, and spend time together, like we used to but it's just not happening no matter how hard i tried. I wonder if i actually worth something? Or, did i not?

So, i rarely try any harder,, because i know there is no overcome. And im bored being alone, waiting for reply. Its like the stupidest feeling i ever felt. Ever!

Since then, i share my love and y passion with butikpinkku. Because:

1) i know it worth (at least for now)
2) i dont have to wait.. they wait for me
3) feels appreciated
4) i can communicate whenever i want.

For very good reasons. With that, i rely on butikpinkku to trust, to rely on. I hope it won't let me down. I have faith. Its gone with my black. Not sure what im suppose or will do.

As for now, butikpinkku is my priority. I love it. I care for it. A lot! Everyone who made it possible, means lot for me.

T__T writing in tears.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Good luck han~



Dear,

Quick tip of the day: rj=enchek itam=han --> same person.

He is not around. GONE (T___T) Kedah 10's league. I just wish him the best, as im not so sure bout 10's match.. I believes rules apply the same. Just that the amount of player in a team is different. There is 7's, 10's and 15's.

I know a few words of rugby stuff. To be frank, mr wiki being so much helpful explaining what rugby is. You may want to
read here to know more bout rugby.
ps: this is goal. tangan -->bola-->tanah

Not much bout rugby stuff i know.. But they r good people.. nice 1.. =) I just hope they/ he coming home with no injury.. safe, in one piece. (cross fingers) ^.^


--end--

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

I need more space PLEASE


Dear,

Again.. this post got nothing to do with rj. Its just that, i really need more space of my own.. I know in not so good driver, as im careless and drive with my heart, not my brain..

So, this post is about my lacking if driving skill. Not just lack, its quite horror thou.. LOLs~ im not proud of my driving skills, at all. But i least, i can make a car move.. that's quite an achievement for me!!

The thing is this.. @ the place im working now, there is NO DEDICATED PARKING SPACE. Unless if i work @home. So, i have to come a bit early.. to get a parking spot.

In this lovely day, i parked my car @ nice spot. But, since the internet konektion is f@#$% teruk.. so, i have to go out.. be (to) be connected ^^.


Later, when i go back, still got this tiny space suppose tu fit my not so big grey (my car's name). But what happen was, my driving skil nearly cost me 200rm ++ to replace some other car's bumber (bumper) (coz i nearly langgar the car).

I manage to fit my car in with atleast 2 guys helping to give direction. What a shame. I was damm shame to get out from the car.. me + car = horrible story. T___T

I think i need to take lesen back la.. last time took with my beloved roomate, aan..and my bff susu. Buy not sure bout their driving skills.. --> maybe worst.. haha..


-End-

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Peti harta karun: beg kerja..



Jom kite check ape yg ade dlm beg kerja ak nih.. mmg bersepah abes a..

1) broadband
2) syiling 80sen (bersepahan)
3) namekad, dlm kotak, yg ade pastik gula2 bersamanya
4) namekad org lain, dalam kotak
5) resit kamdar, tol, destist, parking (mid, subang parade), bad ass coffee, shawl
6) slip maybank
7) sudoku yang baru buat 1 page
8) buku public bank
9) access pas ade 2
10) kerongsang wane pink (love pink)
11) pen yg xde dakwat..tp simpan buat lucky charm
12) garfu
13) mc doktor
14) gula-gula
15) sampah panadol
16) majalah mobile world - june 10
17) organizer
18) kertas2 a4
19) MO Times, may 2010 yg da lunyai..
20) syiling lagi.. 60sen
21) slip cimb pulak

Tu ju yg ak jumpe.. hari tu lagi dasat.. ngan bawang putih pon ade kat dlm beg nih.. mne dtg tah..

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Sesat di Mid Valley


Dear,


Selama ni memang ku slalu sesat.. kalo jalan,, xpernahnye betol.. merewang sampai mane tah..
tapi semalam memang horror la.. sesat nk ke mid valley??


Mid valley tu cam padang mainan kot? Tmpat dating yang regular bersama rj.. Tapi, maybe semalam agak neves sedikit.. sebab kononnye, nak jmpe kakna.. (kakak kpd rj).. pesal tah tbe2 cam gatal nk tgk wayang kan..


Terlepas 1 simpang nak masok ke mid, gara2 kak jaja call sbb nak baju kurong die besok. Sbb mak ku adalah tailor yg dedicated.. Pasal kak jaja a ni.. sesat sampai bangsar.. last2 naseb baek nmpak "the gardens" kerana ia agak tinggi.. berpandukan itu.. sampai la jugak..


So, ingtkan semalam ala2 ladies nite la konon.. tapi kakna ade bwak mmber kje die.. so, cam 2ladies1guy nite out la.. xkesa la.. ok je..


Ktorang nengok cite despicable me.. super cute la cite tu.. budak kecik tu memang comeeelll~ tu yg kadang2 rase tamo kawen, nak anak cepat.. haha.. tp mmg xbulaey la kan.. hmmm..pastu makhluk kecik, wane kunin tu pon super comel gak!


Dkat pkol 12 jugak a blk mlm td.. Mid valley da mlm2 ni scary a jugak.. kalo weekend, rmai org.. smpai x hingat.. nseb baik ku carik parking this time jumpe.. maybe tade rj, kurang distraction..


Yg penting, pastu, selamat sampai umah.. (naseb baek mak da tdo) so, last nite.. adikku amek alik butikpinkku skejap.. be back tonite!!


Muah~ love, pinky.

Monday, July 12, 2010

love eclipse


Dear,

As im watching eclipse today.. I was thinking..

I believe in having second thought.. It is not wrong to have a second thought. Thou we been together for 1 year, 5 months, 3 weeks and 5 days today.. i do have my second thought. Like, is he the one? Will i spend my life getting old with him? Will he be the father of my child?

These questions maybe sound awkward. But its not wrong. Sometimes im having this crazy, wild thought. But, it really doesn't matter. Coz i always love him more.

This crazy things called love. Pretty similar like bella having. I'd watch this movie again, and again.. no doubt. as same as ill have the taught. But in the end, it be him.

Like edward n bella.. gosh..i just love to be in love. End.

Love, pinky.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Adalah saya...mengaku..


Hari ini, tanggal 10 julai 2010, sesungguhnya saya mengaku bahawa saya amat marah pada itu enchek itam.. tapi walaupon saya amat marah atas sebab2 yang pelik daan masuk akal..

Namun begitu, walaupon saya marah.. tapi tidak lah teramat teruk,, kerana saya telah meluahkan rasa marah itu kepada banyak orang. maafkan saya. anda buleh marah enchek itam atas semua itu. saya memberi izin..

Sekian, watikah untuk ini hari.

ps: tapi tgk gamba ni ati agak sejok.. tengkiu utk photographer yg amek gamba tanpa rasa kekok dan segan silu.. serta sponsor baju ini..

Love, pinky.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Choc on Choc yang lazat sekali!!

Pada beberapa ujong minggu yang lalu, selepas dapat gaji, saya dan keluarga ke pasar besar "carefour" untuk membeli barangan dapur..

Pastu, tekak teringin sangat nak maken kek ceklat.. ku pon carik la tepong kek yg slalu ke beli,, tapi bukan brand ni.. brand pitsburry.. best tau.. kukos ltak ngan coklat cip.. lazat!! Beli kat tesko, xsmpai 10 hingget!~

Tapi, ni bukan tesko, penat carik.. last2 jumpe a tepong ni... bland "white bird", harga rm11.90.. ok la jugak, sebab die siap ngan topping skali.. nak buat pon senang je.. muahaha~

Cara2 nak buat, da tulis dkat blakang kotak, kacau je.. xde sukatan pelik2, xyah timbang2.. senang ooo..

Oleh krana ku xsuke membakar.. kukos je.. pas kukos, sejokkan.. then ltak topping.. sapu rata..


Rata2 cam ni ha.. siap kilat2.. sbb ade butter sket nih.. topping die pon lazat.. siap boley cicah roti nih!!


Tapi, before nk makan, sejokkan dlu, masok la peti kejap.. best oo~ uih!!

Korang try a sndri..

Love, pinky.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

jugling



Dear,

Im super salute my mom, and other mom, including working mom..etc.. well, jugling with word is already hard.. not to mention, being a women, is hard..working woman?? phew..

Kalau ade lelaki yg bace ni, mungkin bosan..

*if u are a man, boy, men, superman, dad, brother, half-man,,, and don't feel like reading this.. just jangan baca..

I mean, being a women, we did lots of stuff, look good, feel good, wash dish, jahit, cook, make-up (cosmetic stuff), trying not to be fake with fake lash, fake eyes (lenses), fake height? (heels).. pretending to know football, not to fart in public coz its yuck, and.. get pregnant, take care of others (husband, babies, kids, nephew etc).... this list is getting longger..lol..

Being in my postition, working women, with a part time job, and a part time mom, man~ its hard!!!

Wake up, pilih baju, iron baju, shower, make-up, sarapan (sometimes), start enjin kreta, go hantar my kids to school, go work, traffic jamm make life sucks --> plus: need to pay rm4.40 for tol which i feel not worth it, work, skip lunch, work, drive back, jamm again, pay another tol : 50sen, arrive home, do part time, chit chat with family, go to lappie, dinner (cannot skip), watch tv, no snaks, talk to kids, gudnite kiss, sleep. end.

i think thats looonggg... and its not including my weekend schedule. lol..

im not going to say my life is boring..coz its not.. Just that, i salute all working moms, including working @ home moms.. SALUTE!!!
**this is kinda long for my blog

Love, pinky <3


Thursday, June 24, 2010

butikpinkku

Dear,


Yesterday, baru dapat stock.. im so00 excited, well, im gonna start my own blogshop.. xtau la camne buleh terstart.. haha..

Smalam, pkol 12 (tengahhari/ lunch --> lunch ke?), da call rumah, nak tau da smpai ke blom.. haha.. nak balik umah tepat2 pkol 5, boss plak call.. tapi ku drift cepat2~ haha...

Awal la jugak ku sampai.. da smpai umah, x hingat ape.. tros carik package tuh! KOYAK tros!! mak kte (i quote) "xpernah tengok ko bukak barang camni, biase sopan jeee~ (sopan ke?? haha..)".. ye lah.. biase ku akan koyak satu per satu layer, baru adventure..

LOL.. ni maen ganas, abes ku koyak, terkeluar a isi perut bungkusan tuh.. EXCITED la sgt!! Mak pon excited jugak!

Malam tu ade buyer da... jiran sblah umah,, + family member frm ku kecik lagi.. ade la sale pat lai.. abes tangkap gambo sume.. tapi cam xdaya la pulak.. so, choose yg feveret je..

Pasni, kalo sesape nak bli, buleh la order..

PROMO = rm16, FREE inner!! tinggal 16 set je..






Love, pinky







Saturday, June 19, 2010

::Wishes::




Dear,

I u concerned enuf, u shud realize that tomorrow is my birthday --> and, if u care more, u shud also know that my birthday fall on the same date as father's day.

So, im wishing "happy birthday" --> to myself, and "happy fathers day" --> to my dad and any dad too! (including beckcham -->hot dad!).

**sidenote: Fathers Day is celebrated on every 3rd week of June : says wiki**

This year, im thinking on sumthing crazy. I hope, (maybe not this year, next, next year pon bulehhh).... i wish i will:

1) go for bungee jumping,

2) horse riding --> @ beach

3) trip to niagara falls canada

4) paris for shop!! (romantic vacation oso can --> on aniversary <3)

5) hot air ballon!

6) parachut??

7) surprise birthday party?

8) luxury dinner under the moonlight? (*_^)V

9) sing-a-long birthday song is cute ^^

10).............. (leave it in blank)..............

i think 10 is enuf for now.. well, i have lots of frens celebrating their "hari-tua" in this month. All are great frens, i wish them the best in their live.. all the best..!!

i would like to express my appreciation to my mom for giving birth --> ME, stubborn, childish and sangat manja kinda kids.. soo sorry mom! Im the 1st ruining ur shape.. Im sorry for that.
Im glad to have u!

Love, pinky.

Friday, June 18, 2010

kenapa masih bersamanya??


Dear --> or maybe not dear at all :(



* Please note that im writing this with anger.



Why?? Im still confused. Yesterday one of my officemate were asking: "kenapa masih makan cili (sambal), kalau ia pedas?? so, ive been thinking... its actually same concept with love.



well, we all know that LOVE HURTS MUCH.. Im not going to be a hipokrit (hyppo - crit??) by saying love is all about nice and sweet things..



Somethimes, your bf is such a jerk.. but y still with him?? I don't have the answer.. If u does.. please tell me y..



Sometime u were crying?? but y still wit him?? huh... 1 thing im sure is.. boys/guys will be showing their true color after a year..



Im good now.. just wordering.. "kenapa masih bersamanya??"


Monday, June 14, 2010

Bubur Durian




Petang ke pagi ke..bubur durian ni memang best! Especially for those who memang die-hard punye durian lovers! Dulu kalo kat hostel, kitorang masak bende camni ngan rice cooker je.. pastu sendal yang cook button tu ngan sudu.. haha!! teros boleh masak..

Well, rice cooker biase tu pon buleh gune untuk masak nasik goreng pelbagai rasa (biase buat kalo nak pegi camping), deep fry --> cam goreng bebola (sedap tuh!!)..

Hmm...back tu bubur durian, How to masak??

Sonang yo~~ sume bahan masok skali dalam periok!!
Bahan2 nye ialah:


Durian (buah durian, bukan perasa durian @ kordial durian!)
Gula merah (kalo korang cerewet, sila masak gula merah, pastu tapis @ kacau ngan air panas, sebab gula merah kadang2 berpasir.. @ kalo nak safe, pemalas, gune brown sugar.
Tapi kurang sedap!
Santan kelapa, bagi yg sayang kesihatan, buleh gune susu cair @ susu segar pon ok. Santan kotak ngan santan serbuk xbest! sbb ade bau!!
Daun pandan --2 helai camtu je..

Pastu tenggek je atas dapor.. DAH!! Senang x? Sorry tade sukatan. Ni resepi main campak je..

Peringatan: sila tengok2 takot santan pecah. Kalau ia terjadi, cam xbrape best la.. Kalo pemalas nk tgk selalu, sila perlahankan api anda !! (i mean, api dapor)..

** kalo suke manes sgt, tambah sikit gula pasir.. toksah banyak2!!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

kerja kusut


Dear blog,


im simply writing coz im running out of idea, and im beaing boring of myself =)

Not much to say, but currently im running organizing, or rather i say.... planning to organize a competition.


.No doubt the prize is way too cool (at least for me!). Coz, its like an ipad --> which facing shortage in worldwide, then got this iphone from google (prize about rm2000++ ) well, who really buy a phone for such a money??? (crazy ka??) but if i got it free. i will be very happy (*_^)V... and some evoucher to spend!!


Well, its not the prize that im worried of.. (all of the prizes, got budget already --> and approved) NO WORRIES.


Just that..... The MECHANISM.. to actually run the compatition. I have thousands of idea (kumpul with loads of friends ^^ that willing to help out ^^ thanks dear),, but seriously, im damm worried of if. SERIOUSLY (with serious face).


Huh... I sorta talk to every1 about it..excluding RJ (he's not much helpful). But friends like susu, kinah, nana, dll certainly did help a lot. Even mak jan (really ka?).


As im still blur, and blogging isnt much helpful in this case. So, maybe, i shouldnt continue blogging. Thanks a lot (@_@)

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

i LOVE Desperate Housewives!!

Dear blog,



As today is tuesday, i enjoy tuesday very much. Reason being, DH 6(short for Desperate Housewives) is screened every tuesday on 8tv (10.30pm - 11.30pm) :D yeaaayyy!!!

Walaupon da tengok cite DH ni kat dalam talian *online.. tapi cam xpuas a.. Sebab crite ni bessstttt... Memang susa nak bagi orang paham, unless diorang tengok crite ni. Aku memang mengikuti *follow crite ni sejak *since first season lagik..

Bermalam2 tahan mata sebab nak tengok crite ni. Tengok all over again kot!! Siap last2 skali copy kat dalam laptop. Tros laptop berat!! Adik aku mengamok kot sebab tu laptop die..
Sorry!! :(

Well, as many don't understand why DH being my favourite and i don't mine sitting @ the same spot until the video finish to buffer (if watch online) or not eating just to finish watching 1 season in 1 day straight (1 episode = 40 minutes)..

Here is the reasons:

1. the movie is real. LOVE. WORK. FRINDSHIP. HOME
2. the man is hot. (this don't really exist in real life, not that much)
3. they curse a lot and people don't mind cursing.
4. the sceenary is beautiful.
5. all house are nice, with gardens.
6. various of plots, full of life cycle.
7. i love the opening + the closing. it's mengarut but logic and make sence.
8. it make me think, about how life can be.
9. i make me a better person, as i am grateful how great my life is.
10. i will go to bed with smile after watching it!

well, to choose which DH i love best is hard, i can't tell you which of DH im more likely is. But, i seriously admire;


LYNETTE!!

Yes, she maybe not as HOT as Gabby, not as perfect as Bree, far from Susan's cutenest. And no part of Katherine at all. But, i like this Lynette. Because she's a strong woman. She's more like my mom, or maybe other's mom (sounds like a mother day post pulak).

But, seriously, i admire her.

And i wish i am as strong as her, as hot ass gabby, as cute as susan, a litle of Bree's perfectness would be enough. And i don't want any part of Katherine. I hate her for stolen Mike!! Yikess!!

ps: every Tuesday, 10.30 - 11.30pm, only on 8tv.


Wednesday, May 19, 2010

happy birthday rj

Dear,

When the clock strikes 12, it's my RJ's 23rd birthday. Which also means, he is officially older a year than me. Although we were born in the same year.

I think this is the 2nd time we are celebrating his birthday together. Even though, he is not with me now (physically). But he's always in my heart. So, its a not big deal even if he's not around (but, truly, it is - cos i miss him damn much).

As we get older, i only wish him the best in his life. I pray for his happiness (for sure).

--please don't continue if u want to puke--

I hope, he will get back soon, here. SAFE. I make a wish to the stars. "Just let him be here, please". That was very girly to tell. But i don't care.

Since, he is not here, im writing this typical birthday song to him ~


Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you my RJ,
happy birthday to you~


*I write those without copy n paste.

ps:i love u.


Wednesday, May 12, 2010

I Lurve Puding Caremel




Dear blog,

Puding caremel ini teramat lazat.. nak masak pon senang..

cume ku takot nak kukus je sbb howt (auch!!).. yang lain sume~ no sweat!!

Lazat lagi manes cam ak jugak.. huhu.. (prasan)..



Berikot adalah bahan-bahannya~



Bahan A:



8 biji telor ayam (telor itik ngan lain2 telor, tak buleh!)


1 cawan gula


2 tin susu sejat/ susu cair




Bahan B


2 cawan gula


X cawan air (dalam 1 cawan kot)




Cara-cara:





Kite bwat Bahan A dlu k.. (*_^)

Telor 8 bijik tu, pecah kan..masok la dalam bekas.. Campor gula.. kacau sampai gula tu larot.

** tak yah kacau beria sangat. kacau pelan-pelan je.

Da tu, masok susu cair tadi, kacau la sampai rata.. (siap bahan A).




Bahan B

(ni melibatkan suhu yang tinggi! AWAS!!) - "gula hangos"



Panaskan periok/ kuali sampai ala-ala berasap.. masok gula..

Then, anda akan lihat gula turning to brown.. bagi sume cair dulu.. baru curah air..

HATI2!! Ia panas..

ps: sila pegang periok/ kuali dengan kain!




Pastu..



panaskan pengukus.. (kukus ni yang guna air tu).. masok loyang dalam pengukus..

bg hangat sat..masok "gula hangos".. tutup pengukus..

dalam 2, 3 minit.. masok bahan A dalam loyang..



Dah!! (kalo tgk da keras tu..da masak la..)



Paling best, sejokkan dulu.. pastu MAKAN! Lazat~~

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

wait is rj

Dear blog,


As i started to have my flash back bout "prince katak" @ rj.. i also recall all excitement we go through...




I dare myself to write a list.."i hate when..." just see how long can the list goes..

#i hate when......

1. i have to wait for rj

2. i have to ask things that rj hate

3. i have to ask rj to wait

4. waited for rj's answer

5. waited for rj's sms

6. keep waiting for rj to wake up

7. wait at "do not disturb time" (from 5-7 pm)

8. explain n wait until rj actually understood what im explaining

9. when rj get bored with my continuesly question, rj just left me to wait on purpose.

10................. at least i have 9 things related to "wait" and rj..

:::: conclusion:::rj=wait


and


im lovin it (*_^)V



***im even waiting for rj now.

Monday, April 26, 2010

When I Grow Up?

Dear blog,
Just now, when i'm driving..I start thinking..

As im listening to the radio..it discuss somthing..titled "cita-cita".. I start getting some flash back.. drive dreaming.. (don't try this)..











I remembered..i started to have ambition, when im in kindergarden..i think i wanna be a teacher by that time..
















oh..the ambition not include my day dreaming bout marrying a prince one day!! (I know Prince William won't ask me to marry him. Hmm...Isn't that just a gorgeous smile??














Hm..later, i recall..when in stndart 4..i wanna be a doctor. I start studying until late night..getting 1st place at class.. impress others (even impress myself).. then, i just figure out that i won't be a doctor..coz being a doctor, need a lots of courage..














Hmmm...than, i figure out that i love money.. so, i think, maybe one day i'll be an accountant..keeps counting money until i fall asleep.. that just don't happen in reality.. haha..



I keep studying..in my field..but have nothing to do with money or cutting lifes..


Later..i complete my study..whenever this question came out.. i still have no answer.. i just think back..


.....

............

................. Now that im grown up, what i wanna be?? i mean..really..


.............................................................................................................

............................................................................................

.....................
I just wanna be happy..able to pay debt..have my own life.. in the end, i just wanna be ME....

Salam,



Tersebutlah kisah,, tak seberapa lama sangat, kira-kira 3 minggu lalu.. ada customer mengorder sehelai shawl berharga RM8.. si peniaga (saya) mem"book" kan shawl tersebut..

Setelah membook, saya menyimpankan itu shawl beberapa hari sebelum itu customer membuat bayaran.. makanya~ setelah bayaran dibuat si peniaga mempost lah barang menggunakan post laju... lalu beliau (si peniaga) meng"updatekan" no tracking di laman sosialnya~~~

Grengggg.. (bunyik gitar latar belakang).. nak dijadikkan cerita.. si peniaga pun jatuh sakit 2,3 hari selepas membuat pengeposan.. (sakit xde kne mengena dengan pegi post barang ye..).

Demam, muntah2, gastrik.. terlantarlah si peniaga 2,3 hari,, ponteng kerja dan tiada update melainkan yang menyatakan kegeringannya..

ps: Cristmas dinner memakan ikan berharga hampir ratusan.. sia-sia dimuntah kan.. rugi sungguh.. begitu juga dengan "creeme bulee" yg teramat lazat.. hanya mampu dijamah 2,3 sudu saje.. membazir!

Selepas si peniaga baik dari sakitnya, beliau cepat2 dengan excited mangambil stock baru.. banyak lah stock baru yang dapat.. tiba dirumah,, terdapatlah satu panggilan telefon,, lalu si peniaga mengangkat...

Berbunyi begini.. "!@#%&*(()__)(*&%$#PENIPU@#%^&&&%$$#@REPOT POLIS@#$%^&*&^%TAK GUNA#$&**&%%#MENIAGA KENA JUJUR!!!4$%^^435^&&&%#$#_DAN AYAT2 YANG TAK ENAK DIDENGAR_%^&*^$f*%&*%.."

Peniaga dah nak nanges..bila letak telefon, sambung pula dengan mesej berbaur ugutan.. note: si peniaga memang xangkat call semasa proses kegeringan,, tetapi,, mesej dihantar tetap berbalas..

2 hari berlalu,, shawl tersebut masih belum tiba.. si peniaga tolong meng"check kan di website.. katanya parcel di kajang.. oleh kerana itu jumaat malam, post laju xkerja,, hari isnin berikutnya,, si peniaga pun call post laju..

"Cik, parcel tersebut di Pos Laju Semenyih..semasa kita hantar, tiada org dirumah," kata Cik yang menjawab telefon..

Si peniaga pun mesej lah alamat lengkap n no telefon pos semenyih ke customer tersebut sebagai rasa tanggungjawabnya.. tiada balasan.

Keesokan hari.. 2 lagi mesej berbaur makian diterima dari emak customer.. (apelah malang nasib peniaga ni ha..).. peniaga membalas mesej.."salam, saya telah hantar alamat lengkap n no fon pejabat pos kepada anak puan. Pos laju dah hantar ke alamat puan pada 21hb,, katanya,, xde org di rumah.."

Balasan diterima dari emak customer..."LIES!!! @#%^*())(*&%$$#@@MENYUSAHKAN ORANG>>%#@!&&*!!!!!!"

Akhirnya pada tanggal 30 Dis, customer meng"call" si peniaga menanyakan parcelnya.. katanya beliaw di poslaju tp parcelnya xde.. memang xkan lah..yang ko pegi tanye post ekspress kenapa.. itu poslaju..adus..

So, penutupnya,, parcel tu dah dipos pada 20hb, 21hb abg posmen anta, xde org kat umah.. sila lah amek barang di pejabat post.. kalau xtau sila tanya..(dengan sopan)

Kesimpulan:
1) Biasanya pos laju hanya ambil masa 1 hari untuk smpai.
2) Sila check lokasi parcel anda melalui website pos laju
3) Jangan tuduh org sembarangan
4) Sila jaga tatasusila jika bercakap.

Kes selesai.

Salam,

lagi beberapa hari nak menamatkan tahun 2010, banyak yang terjadi, termasuklah rekod tanpa kalah eksiden 3 kali dalam tempoh setahun...

Butikpinkku juga direalisasikan dengan tidak sengaja.. alhamdullilah atas rezeki yang Allah berikan..

Mak ayah dan adik beradik kami juga masih dibumbung yang sama, akmal dah sekolah.. ^.^ (dan dah pandai masak).. satu pencapaian yang menbanggakan di usia 5 tahun.

oh.. tak lupa.. daku n black juga still together2.. (usia relationship paling lama yang pernah ada).. not bad huh?.. banyak yang datang.. termasuklah juga beberapa kali dirisik orang yang tidak dikenali..

hmm... so.. untuk 2011..saya berharap banyak perkara baik akan berlaku..

1) family: harap semuanya sihat, tak ade la sesiapa yang "pergi dulu".. belum bersedia nak terima kisah sedih.. moga adik beradik tetap unite.. tak kisah lah kami memang selalu gado2 manja gitu~ tapi tetap sama.. stay for each other! em!!!
2) kerja: i'll quit my job by 2011. 7th Jan will be my last day. Hoping for the best. What i'll do next? refer no 8..

3) kawan2: mungkin ade 1 @ 2 yang akan berkahwin pada 2011.. moga kamu semua gembira hendaknya.. walau dah ada hidup sendiri,, jangan lupa pada rakan2 ya! well~ good luck in advance pada hidup baru~

4) relation: saya dan ridhwan jalaludin

5) hidup sendiri: harapnya saya lebih particular dengan hidup sendri.. jang lupa potong kuku dihari jumaat, bersihan kuku dan polish. jadual cuci gigi di bulan februari dan ogos.. best2!! sila floss gigi setiap hari ya.. makan dengan elok.. minum banyak air masak.. mohon jangan mengbaikan diri sendiri..
6) kesihatan: sila jogging!!! awak da nak gemok!! (T__T)

7) harga minyak: kepada tuan PM, mohon harga minyak tak akan naik tahun 2011. sebabnya,, bila harga minyak naik.. harga semua barang juga naik.. T___T

8) butikpinkku: weeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~ must make this work!! 20062011.. cukup setahun ya~ collection pencil case dah mula dapat tempahan.. mega sale 2, hari sudah dapat dalam 60+ bungkus/ customer.. (rekod).. tapi memang pening.. skarang sedang mendesign simple brooch.. must make this works!! (sila jangan memboros duet!!)

9) grey: bagi yang xtau.. grey adalah nama sagaku.. harap2 xde eksiden lagi la ye sayang~ umo baru setaon jagung,, da buat plastic surgery.. punyelah banyak.. cian..

10) pinky: my beloved bear~~ *wink*

11) blacky: owh~~ addition to butikpikku family.. blacky adalah nama my brand new lappie.. yang menggunakan duet butikpinkku.. semoga sihat selalu ya.. mommy xde duet yg sangat banyak utk repair.. owh.. antivirus da update, ok..

cukop la tu.. cam panjang je.. bye..








Hmm.. banyak sangat benda terjadi di penang.. belajar di sana 3 tahun.. macam teramatlah lama.. memang la lame,, more than 1000 days kan..

jdik student pon,, memang la teramat best. Frankly speaking, aku bukan lah ada rakan yg teramat ramai.. not at all. cuma beberapa kerat je yang akan kekal n stay di hati,, xkira apa pun.. that's for sure..

Daku memang la teramat friendly,, tp untuk mengekalkan relationship itu adalah teramat sukar.. kan?

so,, mereka2 yg bergambar bersama aku nih.. group yg paling best lah..

1) kinah - slalu bergadoh dengan beliaw.. mulot ku kan laser,, tp daku xbohong,, n jujur.. sorry ler cakap tiada tapisan.. tidak berniat melukai hati mu.. he..

2) susu.. bersama se-major, se-minor, pernah juga setempat kerja.. slalu kami ber"bitch" bersama.. lalalaa.. mengadu pasal bf juga ngan susu la tempat.. thanks susu..

3) gee.. tidak ler begitu rerapat.. tapi gee senang je orangnye.. senyap jugak.. cara beliaw berkata,, cm nenda daku.. hee~ slow n steady jek..

4) alice.. ratu karok seantero grup.. peh~ xhingat la.. dasat.. beliaw adalah unofficial driver kami.. ngee.. kan? kan? ^.^

5) wan.. beliaw tiada disini.. cerita mengenali wan adelah sedikit complicated. ak ingat cadarnye warna merah.. hahaha.. wan je yg da kawen.. moga gembira sentiasa.. kekal ke akhir hayat.. amiin..

bile lagi la nak datang penang ni.. rindu yg teramat sangat.. maybe sebab banyk kenangan mengajar daku menjadi dewasa kot.. peh~

ps: ni je gmbar yg daku jumpe.. sorry gee, ak terrrtutup muke hang.. sorry na..


Salam,

2011. Rasa cam agak awal untuk menulis tentang new year. But, im really excited for this coming year. I have lots , loads of stuff coming.

1) Ill be unemployed. Yeay!!! Finally, no one to direct me, what i shud do, or don't. I'll be focusing my 200% effort for butikpinkku (my baby).. ^.^ work harder, play less. spend lesser.

2) Our relation will be --> 2 years n counting. This probably the longest yet relation ive ever had with a single bf. its more than 700 days!! OMG!

Well, this is the major stuff. And please. do not ask when to engaged, married, have babies.. totally not in 2011.

owh.. my mom gonna have her special birthday! its 11.11.11... cool~~

Wish me the best for 2011. I wish all of you the best too! Muax~




Bos saya. Saya ada seorang bos. bos saya seorang cina. Bos kata "im just a chinese man, and chinese man sure love money". haha..

Betol la tu.. tapi,, (compius) saya bukan chinese, bukan juga man.. saya juga "love money".. hakikatnya,, semua orang suka duit.. money makes world turn around. That's fact.

ramai kawan kata boss cina suka memanipulasi/ mempergunakan orang. Hm.. tapi kan.. memang semua boss suka take advantage.. sbb diorang nak maximize hasil.. xgitu?

rmai jugak kate org melayu malas.. jadi, xberjaya. xjuga tepat. manusia secara logiknya memang malas. tapi, adanya azam yg kuat.. itu yg membezakan yg berjaya atau tidak.. xde kene mengena,, melayu @ bukan,.

ade jugak kate, india suka tipu.. pon xbetul.. bukan la semua.. berdasar pengalaman, xde la pulak. hmm.. ramai je yg tipu.. pengakuan: saya pun ada tipu,, dan xbangga langsung.. sbb salah. sila jangan tipu..

kesimpulan: xkesah la bangsa ape pun.. xde beza.. kita semua manusia.. ade salah.. bukan la sebab kita lahir dgn bangsa tertentu.. jadi,, perlu ade perangai berikut..

langsong xbetul.. manusia mmg lahir dgn nafsu/ sifat negatif.. terpulang pd individual untuk berjaya, @ nak buat sesuatu.. tepuk dada,, tanya selera.. kan? kan? kan??



Salam,

Wedding may be a bit far from now.. but i just want to have something in mind.. of what kind of wedding will it be.. and how will in be..

Maybe im too influence by the drama & movies i watched.. (that's basically true).. i want something like a Susan + Mike's 1st wedding. It be awkward for our culture.. but.. hey,, its my wedding! (i wish i can say that~~)..

Here a snapshot of a wedding they have..

# pretty.. + romantic.. (please minus the padre)..


Here the options of invitation card.. i want it to be simple ~

Option 1:


Option 2: (i like this one the most!!)

Option 3: (kinda unique~) once again.. please minus the church.. and replace with mosque..


Here the venue,, i'd loooove to having it here..but not in a daylight..

Option 1.. with lots of curtains..and candle light..

Option 2: under the moon light.. with colorful lights..


This is not the wedding ring.. i want this to be --> present to guest <-- i dont need an expensive ring ti give away.. its just a symbolic.. that round (ring shape).. which will last forever.. and i want it to be engraved with our name,, and the date..

So,, people will remember..

ps: the box 4 that ring..

I know i wont be wearing these dresses.. but here are my most like able list of dress..

Option 1: deep v dress.. with beads detailed..

Option 2: simple dress.. a bit conventional.. but always nice.. and sweet..


Option 3: don't really like this 1..


Hair accessory..

Flower n veil.. or maybe tiara.. ^.^ (im the queen of that day!!)


Shoes.. I want both!!


I think.. that's it for now.. well,, i don't want to reveal all of my dream wedding.. i wish i have all of this.. conclusion.. i want a small wedding, yet,, i makes me fell beautiful and special.. that all i ever need.. i hate in hotel kinda wedding (actually)..

i'd prefer more casual wedding,, in a park kinda wedding.. or @ beach.. (ill consider this..).. lol..
*wink*

Well,, translated in malay..

"Apa awak buat bila mood x baik @ jiwa kacau?"

Kalau awak tanya saya soalan ini,, berikut adalah jawapannya (selain bercakap dengan mak, rj dan mmber baik)..

1) shopping dengan bersungguh2
2) sesat sampai xingat
3) malas mandi
4) call member2 yg da lme xcontact
5) masak dessert
6) carik aiskrim/ dessert/ cake
7) movie marathon
8) tidor smpai xbuleh lelap
9) nanges (jika terlalu boring)
10) buat pengakuan bodo cm ape yg sedang saya buat sekarang.

END-

Salam,

Im about to go to bed, Im thinking, what the heck? If i die tonight, I want this people to know that I really care for them in my life. Simple word --> i love you, ____

1) mom
2) dad
3) fadhli
4) ridhwan
5) faris
6) nana, atin, amai, itam
8) nenek, makngah
9) susu
10) kinah
11) butikpinkku & those who make it success (ijan, nana, kak ct, lovely cust)
12) frens and relatives, and rj's fren n relatives
13) last time teacher n lecturer's
14) officemate, boss (x-office mate, x-boss)
15) classmate, school mate, roomates (fae, fai, atikah, rosem lead, jun, aan, ikin sg sipot, belon, haiza)
16) buddies ^.^

**i dont need to think for list 1-11 (those r ppl in my heart)** i love you all,, a lot!!






Finally!! dapat gak daku pergi bercuti..!!!

YES!!

Thanks to enchek RJ yang berkonvo,, da rakan best ku Mak Jan!! Gile xsaba.. Sempat daku listkan barang2 untuk dibawak dan barang2 utk disopping. Berikot adalah senarai:

- beros gigi,
- cuci muka (pencuci muka nii)
- sabun
- ubat gigi
- passport
- baju
- tudong extra
- jaket/ pashmina
- stokin
- tuala
- charger
- DUIT
- Facial wash (da tulis da td), toner, moisturizer
- ic
- makeup bag

_______________

utk dibeli --->
- kasot
- tshirt
- jam
- beg duit
- couple t
- jeans
- cenderamata
- baju kelawar emak
- kemeja
- baju budak2

____________________
untuk dimakan!
- pulut mangga
- tom yam
- nasik lemak kg darat
- ae mata kucing
- pisang salai

DAH!! ^.^ giler excited!!!


Quick and Easy Cheesecake Recipe

150g plain sweet biscuits: blend kering
75g butter, cairkan
2 tablespoons brown sugar
1/4 teaspoon cinnamon
250g cream cheese
375ml susu pekat manis
1 teaspoon vanilla essence

Cara2~~

A)
Mix biscuit crumbs with melted butter.
Add brown sugar and cinnamon to biscuit crumb mixture.
Press biscuit mixture into the bottom and up the sides of a 22cm/ 9in springform
pan.
Refrigerate while you prepare the cheesecake filling.

B)
Beat cream cheese with the susu pekat until there are no cream cheese lumps left.
Add vanilla.
Pour mixture into biscuit crumb base.
Place cheesecake into refrigerator to set (approximately 4 hours).

Kat atas letak jem strawberry.. ikot sukati.. @ letak jem kt tengah2,, baru letak cream cheese ^^
Dear, ever think why we are made in pairs?

Easy answer: because we need pairs. People are a compliment of each other. I believe in that. Its a basic human need that we need something or someone to rely on.

In my case,,true confession.. i used to rely on my black.. but not any more. I m no longer confidence that he is reliable. Nothing to do with responsible or commitment (maybe a little bit).. but seriously.. each time i tried to reach him.. he's just not there..

So, what i left is myself n butikpinkku. I believe in it.. i spend much of my time thinking of it compare to my black (this is partially fact). Because i know, it worth. Most of my customers are my friend now. I maybe have not meet them in real life. But, with them, i share my joy. Unlike my black.

I wish to talk, and spend time together, like we used to but it's just not happening no matter how hard i tried. I wonder if i actually worth something? Or, did i not?

So, i rarely try any harder,, because i know there is no overcome. And im bored being alone, waiting for reply. Its like the stupidest feeling i ever felt. Ever!

Since then, i share my love and y passion with butikpinkku. Because:

1) i know it worth (at least for now)
2) i dont have to wait.. they wait for me
3) feels appreciated
4) i can communicate whenever i want.

For very good reasons. With that, i rely on butikpinkku to trust, to rely on. I hope it won't let me down. I have faith. Its gone with my black. Not sure what im suppose or will do.

As for now, butikpinkku is my priority. I love it. I care for it. A lot! Everyone who made it possible, means lot for me.

T__T writing in tears.


Dear,

Quick tip of the day: rj=enchek itam=han --> same person.

He is not around. GONE (T___T) Kedah 10's league. I just wish him the best, as im not so sure bout 10's match.. I believes rules apply the same. Just that the amount of player in a team is different. There is 7's, 10's and 15's.

I know a few words of rugby stuff. To be frank, mr wiki being so much helpful explaining what rugby is. You may want to
read here to know more bout rugby.
ps: this is goal. tangan -->bola-->tanah

Not much bout rugby stuff i know.. But they r good people.. nice 1.. =) I just hope they/ he coming home with no injury.. safe, in one piece. (cross fingers) ^.^


--end--

Dear,

Again.. this post got nothing to do with rj. Its just that, i really need more space of my own.. I know in not so good driver, as im careless and drive with my heart, not my brain..

So, this post is about my lacking if driving skill. Not just lack, its quite horror thou.. LOLs~ im not proud of my driving skills, at all. But i least, i can make a car move.. that's quite an achievement for me!!

The thing is this.. @ the place im working now, there is NO DEDICATED PARKING SPACE. Unless if i work @home. So, i have to come a bit early.. to get a parking spot.

In this lovely day, i parked my car @ nice spot. But, since the internet konektion is f@#$% teruk.. so, i have to go out.. be (to) be connected ^^.


Later, when i go back, still got this tiny space suppose tu fit my not so big grey (my car's name). But what happen was, my driving skil nearly cost me 200rm ++ to replace some other car's bumber (bumper) (coz i nearly langgar the car).

I manage to fit my car in with atleast 2 guys helping to give direction. What a shame. I was damm shame to get out from the car.. me + car = horrible story. T___T

I think i need to take lesen back la.. last time took with my beloved roomate, aan..and my bff susu. Buy not sure bout their driving skills.. --> maybe worst.. haha..


-End-


Jom kite check ape yg ade dlm beg kerja ak nih.. mmg bersepah abes a..

1) broadband
2) syiling 80sen (bersepahan)
3) namekad, dlm kotak, yg ade pastik gula2 bersamanya
4) namekad org lain, dalam kotak
5) resit kamdar, tol, destist, parking (mid, subang parade), bad ass coffee, shawl
6) slip maybank
7) sudoku yang baru buat 1 page
8) buku public bank
9) access pas ade 2
10) kerongsang wane pink (love pink)
11) pen yg xde dakwat..tp simpan buat lucky charm
12) garfu
13) mc doktor
14) gula-gula
15) sampah panadol
16) majalah mobile world - june 10
17) organizer
18) kertas2 a4
19) MO Times, may 2010 yg da lunyai..
20) syiling lagi.. 60sen
21) slip cimb pulak

Tu ju yg ak jumpe.. hari tu lagi dasat.. ngan bawang putih pon ade kat dlm beg nih.. mne dtg tah..

Dear,


Selama ni memang ku slalu sesat.. kalo jalan,, xpernahnye betol.. merewang sampai mane tah..
tapi semalam memang horror la.. sesat nk ke mid valley??


Mid valley tu cam padang mainan kot? Tmpat dating yang regular bersama rj.. Tapi, maybe semalam agak neves sedikit.. sebab kononnye, nak jmpe kakna.. (kakak kpd rj).. pesal tah tbe2 cam gatal nk tgk wayang kan..


Terlepas 1 simpang nak masok ke mid, gara2 kak jaja call sbb nak baju kurong die besok. Sbb mak ku adalah tailor yg dedicated.. Pasal kak jaja a ni.. sesat sampai bangsar.. last2 naseb baek nmpak "the gardens" kerana ia agak tinggi.. berpandukan itu.. sampai la jugak..


So, ingtkan semalam ala2 ladies nite la konon.. tapi kakna ade bwak mmber kje die.. so, cam 2ladies1guy nite out la.. xkesa la.. ok je..


Ktorang nengok cite despicable me.. super cute la cite tu.. budak kecik tu memang comeeelll~ tu yg kadang2 rase tamo kawen, nak anak cepat.. haha.. tp mmg xbulaey la kan.. hmmm..pastu makhluk kecik, wane kunin tu pon super comel gak!


Dkat pkol 12 jugak a blk mlm td.. Mid valley da mlm2 ni scary a jugak.. kalo weekend, rmai org.. smpai x hingat.. nseb baik ku carik parking this time jumpe.. maybe tade rj, kurang distraction..


Yg penting, pastu, selamat sampai umah.. (naseb baek mak da tdo) so, last nite.. adikku amek alik butikpinkku skejap.. be back tonite!!


Muah~ love, pinky.

Dear,

As im watching eclipse today.. I was thinking..

I believe in having second thought.. It is not wrong to have a second thought. Thou we been together for 1 year, 5 months, 3 weeks and 5 days today.. i do have my second thought. Like, is he the one? Will i spend my life getting old with him? Will he be the father of my child?

These questions maybe sound awkward. But its not wrong. Sometimes im having this crazy, wild thought. But, it really doesn't matter. Coz i always love him more.

This crazy things called love. Pretty similar like bella having. I'd watch this movie again, and again.. no doubt. as same as ill have the taught. But in the end, it be him.

Like edward n bella.. gosh..i just love to be in love. End.

Love, pinky.

Hari ini, tanggal 10 julai 2010, sesungguhnya saya mengaku bahawa saya amat marah pada itu enchek itam.. tapi walaupon saya amat marah atas sebab2 yang pelik daan masuk akal..

Namun begitu, walaupon saya marah.. tapi tidak lah teramat teruk,, kerana saya telah meluahkan rasa marah itu kepada banyak orang. maafkan saya. anda buleh marah enchek itam atas semua itu. saya memberi izin..

Sekian, watikah untuk ini hari.

ps: tapi tgk gamba ni ati agak sejok.. tengkiu utk photographer yg amek gamba tanpa rasa kekok dan segan silu.. serta sponsor baju ini..

Love, pinky.
Pada beberapa ujong minggu yang lalu, selepas dapat gaji, saya dan keluarga ke pasar besar "carefour" untuk membeli barangan dapur..

Pastu, tekak teringin sangat nak maken kek ceklat.. ku pon carik la tepong kek yg slalu ke beli,, tapi bukan brand ni.. brand pitsburry.. best tau.. kukos ltak ngan coklat cip.. lazat!! Beli kat tesko, xsmpai 10 hingget!~

Tapi, ni bukan tesko, penat carik.. last2 jumpe a tepong ni... bland "white bird", harga rm11.90.. ok la jugak, sebab die siap ngan topping skali.. nak buat pon senang je.. muahaha~

Cara2 nak buat, da tulis dkat blakang kotak, kacau je.. xde sukatan pelik2, xyah timbang2.. senang ooo..

Oleh krana ku xsuke membakar.. kukos je.. pas kukos, sejokkan.. then ltak topping.. sapu rata..


Rata2 cam ni ha.. siap kilat2.. sbb ade butter sket nih.. topping die pon lazat.. siap boley cicah roti nih!!


Tapi, before nk makan, sejokkan dlu, masok la peti kejap.. best oo~ uih!!

Korang try a sndri..

Love, pinky.


Dear,

Im super salute my mom, and other mom, including working mom..etc.. well, jugling with word is already hard.. not to mention, being a women, is hard..working woman?? phew..

Kalau ade lelaki yg bace ni, mungkin bosan..

*if u are a man, boy, men, superman, dad, brother, half-man,,, and don't feel like reading this.. just jangan baca..

I mean, being a women, we did lots of stuff, look good, feel good, wash dish, jahit, cook, make-up (cosmetic stuff), trying not to be fake with fake lash, fake eyes (lenses), fake height? (heels).. pretending to know football, not to fart in public coz its yuck, and.. get pregnant, take care of others (husband, babies, kids, nephew etc).... this list is getting longger..lol..

Being in my postition, working women, with a part time job, and a part time mom, man~ its hard!!!

Wake up, pilih baju, iron baju, shower, make-up, sarapan (sometimes), start enjin kreta, go hantar my kids to school, go work, traffic jamm make life sucks --> plus: need to pay rm4.40 for tol which i feel not worth it, work, skip lunch, work, drive back, jamm again, pay another tol : 50sen, arrive home, do part time, chit chat with family, go to lappie, dinner (cannot skip), watch tv, no snaks, talk to kids, gudnite kiss, sleep. end.

i think thats looonggg... and its not including my weekend schedule. lol..

im not going to say my life is boring..coz its not.. Just that, i salute all working moms, including working @ home moms.. SALUTE!!!
**this is kinda long for my blog

Love, pinky <3


Dear,


Yesterday, baru dapat stock.. im so00 excited, well, im gonna start my own blogshop.. xtau la camne buleh terstart.. haha..

Smalam, pkol 12 (tengahhari/ lunch --> lunch ke?), da call rumah, nak tau da smpai ke blom.. haha.. nak balik umah tepat2 pkol 5, boss plak call.. tapi ku drift cepat2~ haha...

Awal la jugak ku sampai.. da smpai umah, x hingat ape.. tros carik package tuh! KOYAK tros!! mak kte (i quote) "xpernah tengok ko bukak barang camni, biase sopan jeee~ (sopan ke?? haha..)".. ye lah.. biase ku akan koyak satu per satu layer, baru adventure..

LOL.. ni maen ganas, abes ku koyak, terkeluar a isi perut bungkusan tuh.. EXCITED la sgt!! Mak pon excited jugak!

Malam tu ade buyer da... jiran sblah umah,, + family member frm ku kecik lagi.. ade la sale pat lai.. abes tangkap gambo sume.. tapi cam xdaya la pulak.. so, choose yg feveret je..

Pasni, kalo sesape nak bli, buleh la order..

PROMO = rm16, FREE inner!! tinggal 16 set je..






Love, pinky










Dear,

I u concerned enuf, u shud realize that tomorrow is my birthday --> and, if u care more, u shud also know that my birthday fall on the same date as father's day.

So, im wishing "happy birthday" --> to myself, and "happy fathers day" --> to my dad and any dad too! (including beckcham -->hot dad!).

**sidenote: Fathers Day is celebrated on every 3rd week of June : says wiki**

This year, im thinking on sumthing crazy. I hope, (maybe not this year, next, next year pon bulehhh).... i wish i will:

1) go for bungee jumping,

2) horse riding --> @ beach

3) trip to niagara falls canada

4) paris for shop!! (romantic vacation oso can --> on aniversary <3)

5) hot air ballon!

6) parachut??

7) surprise birthday party?

8) luxury dinner under the moonlight? (*_^)V

9) sing-a-long birthday song is cute ^^

10).............. (leave it in blank)..............

i think 10 is enuf for now.. well, i have lots of frens celebrating their "hari-tua" in this month. All are great frens, i wish them the best in their live.. all the best..!!

i would like to express my appreciation to my mom for giving birth --> ME, stubborn, childish and sangat manja kinda kids.. soo sorry mom! Im the 1st ruining ur shape.. Im sorry for that.
Im glad to have u!

Love, pinky.

Dear --> or maybe not dear at all :(



* Please note that im writing this with anger.



Why?? Im still confused. Yesterday one of my officemate were asking: "kenapa masih makan cili (sambal), kalau ia pedas?? so, ive been thinking... its actually same concept with love.



well, we all know that LOVE HURTS MUCH.. Im not going to be a hipokrit (hyppo - crit??) by saying love is all about nice and sweet things..



Somethimes, your bf is such a jerk.. but y still with him?? I don't have the answer.. If u does.. please tell me y..



Sometime u were crying?? but y still wit him?? huh... 1 thing im sure is.. boys/guys will be showing their true color after a year..



Im good now.. just wordering.. "kenapa masih bersamanya??"





Petang ke pagi ke..bubur durian ni memang best! Especially for those who memang die-hard punye durian lovers! Dulu kalo kat hostel, kitorang masak bende camni ngan rice cooker je.. pastu sendal yang cook button tu ngan sudu.. haha!! teros boleh masak..

Well, rice cooker biase tu pon buleh gune untuk masak nasik goreng pelbagai rasa (biase buat kalo nak pegi camping), deep fry --> cam goreng bebola (sedap tuh!!)..

Hmm...back tu bubur durian, How to masak??

Sonang yo~~ sume bahan masok skali dalam periok!!
Bahan2 nye ialah:


Durian (buah durian, bukan perasa durian @ kordial durian!)
Gula merah (kalo korang cerewet, sila masak gula merah, pastu tapis @ kacau ngan air panas, sebab gula merah kadang2 berpasir.. @ kalo nak safe, pemalas, gune brown sugar.
Tapi kurang sedap!
Santan kelapa, bagi yg sayang kesihatan, buleh gune susu cair @ susu segar pon ok. Santan kotak ngan santan serbuk xbest! sbb ade bau!!
Daun pandan --2 helai camtu je..

Pastu tenggek je atas dapor.. DAH!! Senang x? Sorry tade sukatan. Ni resepi main campak je..

Peringatan: sila tengok2 takot santan pecah. Kalau ia terjadi, cam xbrape best la.. Kalo pemalas nk tgk selalu, sila perlahankan api anda !! (i mean, api dapor)..

** kalo suke manes sgt, tambah sikit gula pasir.. toksah banyak2!!

Dear blog,


im simply writing coz im running out of idea, and im beaing boring of myself =)

Not much to say, but currently im running organizing, or rather i say.... planning to organize a competition.


.No doubt the prize is way too cool (at least for me!). Coz, its like an ipad --> which facing shortage in worldwide, then got this iphone from google (prize about rm2000++ ) well, who really buy a phone for such a money??? (crazy ka??) but if i got it free. i will be very happy (*_^)V... and some evoucher to spend!!


Well, its not the prize that im worried of.. (all of the prizes, got budget already --> and approved) NO WORRIES.


Just that..... The MECHANISM.. to actually run the compatition. I have thousands of idea (kumpul with loads of friends ^^ that willing to help out ^^ thanks dear),, but seriously, im damm worried of if. SERIOUSLY (with serious face).


Huh... I sorta talk to every1 about it..excluding RJ (he's not much helpful). But friends like susu, kinah, nana, dll certainly did help a lot. Even mak jan (really ka?).


As im still blur, and blogging isnt much helpful in this case. So, maybe, i shouldnt continue blogging. Thanks a lot (@_@)
Dear blog,



As today is tuesday, i enjoy tuesday very much. Reason being, DH 6(short for Desperate Housewives) is screened every tuesday on 8tv (10.30pm - 11.30pm) :D yeaaayyy!!!

Walaupon da tengok cite DH ni kat dalam talian *online.. tapi cam xpuas a.. Sebab crite ni bessstttt... Memang susa nak bagi orang paham, unless diorang tengok crite ni. Aku memang mengikuti *follow crite ni sejak *since first season lagik..

Bermalam2 tahan mata sebab nak tengok crite ni. Tengok all over again kot!! Siap last2 skali copy kat dalam laptop. Tros laptop berat!! Adik aku mengamok kot sebab tu laptop die..
Sorry!! :(

Well, as many don't understand why DH being my favourite and i don't mine sitting @ the same spot until the video finish to buffer (if watch online) or not eating just to finish watching 1 season in 1 day straight (1 episode = 40 minutes)..

Here is the reasons:

1. the movie is real. LOVE. WORK. FRINDSHIP. HOME
2. the man is hot. (this don't really exist in real life, not that much)
3. they curse a lot and people don't mind cursing.
4. the sceenary is beautiful.
5. all house are nice, with gardens.
6. various of plots, full of life cycle.
7. i love the opening + the closing. it's mengarut but logic and make sence.
8. it make me think, about how life can be.
9. i make me a better person, as i am grateful how great my life is.
10. i will go to bed with smile after watching it!

well, to choose which DH i love best is hard, i can't tell you which of DH im more likely is. But, i seriously admire;


LYNETTE!!

Yes, she maybe not as HOT as Gabby, not as perfect as Bree, far from Susan's cutenest. And no part of Katherine at all. But, i like this Lynette. Because she's a strong woman. She's more like my mom, or maybe other's mom (sounds like a mother day post pulak).

But, seriously, i admire her.

And i wish i am as strong as her, as hot ass gabby, as cute as susan, a litle of Bree's perfectness would be enough. And i don't want any part of Katherine. I hate her for stolen Mike!! Yikess!!

ps: every Tuesday, 10.30 - 11.30pm, only on 8tv.


Dear,

When the clock strikes 12, it's my RJ's 23rd birthday. Which also means, he is officially older a year than me. Although we were born in the same year.

I think this is the 2nd time we are celebrating his birthday together. Even though, he is not with me now (physically). But he's always in my heart. So, its a not big deal even if he's not around (but, truly, it is - cos i miss him damn much).

As we get older, i only wish him the best in his life. I pray for his happiness (for sure).

--please don't continue if u want to puke--

I hope, he will get back soon, here. SAFE. I make a wish to the stars. "Just let him be here, please". That was very girly to tell. But i don't care.

Since, he is not here, im writing this typical birthday song to him ~


Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you my RJ,
happy birthday to you~


*I write those without copy n paste.

ps:i love u.





Dear blog,

Puding caremel ini teramat lazat.. nak masak pon senang..

cume ku takot nak kukus je sbb howt (auch!!).. yang lain sume~ no sweat!!

Lazat lagi manes cam ak jugak.. huhu.. (prasan)..



Berikot adalah bahan-bahannya~



Bahan A:



8 biji telor ayam (telor itik ngan lain2 telor, tak buleh!)


1 cawan gula


2 tin susu sejat/ susu cair




Bahan B


2 cawan gula


X cawan air (dalam 1 cawan kot)




Cara-cara:





Kite bwat Bahan A dlu k.. (*_^)

Telor 8 bijik tu, pecah kan..masok la dalam bekas.. Campor gula.. kacau sampai gula tu larot.

** tak yah kacau beria sangat. kacau pelan-pelan je.

Da tu, masok susu cair tadi, kacau la sampai rata.. (siap bahan A).




Bahan B

(ni melibatkan suhu yang tinggi! AWAS!!) - "gula hangos"



Panaskan periok/ kuali sampai ala-ala berasap.. masok gula..

Then, anda akan lihat gula turning to brown.. bagi sume cair dulu.. baru curah air..

HATI2!! Ia panas..

ps: sila pegang periok/ kuali dengan kain!




Pastu..



panaskan pengukus.. (kukus ni yang guna air tu).. masok loyang dalam pengukus..

bg hangat sat..masok "gula hangos".. tutup pengukus..

dalam 2, 3 minit.. masok bahan A dalam loyang..



Dah!! (kalo tgk da keras tu..da masak la..)



Paling best, sejokkan dulu.. pastu MAKAN! Lazat~~
Dear blog,


As i started to have my flash back bout "prince katak" @ rj.. i also recall all excitement we go through...




I dare myself to write a list.."i hate when..." just see how long can the list goes..

#i hate when......

1. i have to wait for rj

2. i have to ask things that rj hate

3. i have to ask rj to wait

4. waited for rj's answer

5. waited for rj's sms

6. keep waiting for rj to wake up

7. wait at "do not disturb time" (from 5-7 pm)

8. explain n wait until rj actually understood what im explaining

9. when rj get bored with my continuesly question, rj just left me to wait on purpose.

10................. at least i have 9 things related to "wait" and rj..

:::: conclusion:::rj=wait


and


im lovin it (*_^)V



***im even waiting for rj now.

Dear blog,
Just now, when i'm driving..I start thinking..

As im listening to the radio..it discuss somthing..titled "cita-cita".. I start getting some flash back.. drive dreaming.. (don't try this)..











I remembered..i started to have ambition, when im in kindergarden..i think i wanna be a teacher by that time..
















oh..the ambition not include my day dreaming bout marrying a prince one day!! (I know Prince William won't ask me to marry him. Hmm...Isn't that just a gorgeous smile??














Hm..later, i recall..when in stndart 4..i wanna be a doctor. I start studying until late night..getting 1st place at class.. impress others (even impress myself).. then, i just figure out that i won't be a doctor..coz being a doctor, need a lots of courage..














Hmmm...than, i figure out that i love money.. so, i think, maybe one day i'll be an accountant..keeps counting money until i fall asleep.. that just don't happen in reality.. haha..



I keep studying..in my field..but have nothing to do with money or cutting lifes..


Later..i complete my study..whenever this question came out.. i still have no answer.. i just think back..


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................. Now that im grown up, what i wanna be?? i mean..really..


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I just wanna be happy..able to pay debt..have my own life.. in the end, i just wanna be ME....
 

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