Sunday, May 22, 2011

guy with benefit?


As we had a big fight yesterday, lots of stuff came into my mind. And, his voice sorta stuck in my head. He did ask 1 question that i tend not to forget..

he asked..'what did i get in return if im with him?'

i answered..'nothing.'
(this is not a really correct answer, but i did say it. and i regret).

and i asked back..'what do u get in return if u are with me?'

he said..'this.' (referring to don't know what).

The point is... is it necessary to search for a guy with benefit? I mean... rich, famous, gorgeous look or etc? Does it really necessary? Do men search for same quality in girls?

Or, does people just follow what their heart says?

In given situation.. i love him, just the way he is.

In fact, LOVE is such a big word. And there are factors towards such a great feeling to someone. You don't just love a person. Do you?

I call him as 'long tome benefit'. Not just rich or handsome.

Note: looks fade, fortune gone. Love may fade if we just let it be.

And..

I just know he love me, by the way he act, the way he treat me. He's so kind and protective. So funny and un-expectable. The way he talked. With gentle and grace. (most importantly) I know that he won't cheat.

The quality he have is what i called benefit.

My long time benefit.

ps: pic from beastly movie. Must watch!

Friday, May 20, 2011

just us.



As we are celebrating his birthday today.
I was hoping that he'll be happy with whatever effort i put for
making today a nearly perfect day for us.

Nah~ he wake up late. Damn late. And im just so pissed off. So, i drove over to his house.

*note: kl-seremban, only take 20min (120-150km/h)*

Well, i woke up 6.30 am. No subuh prayer. Doing some work & excitedly getting ready to meet him. (pickup cake 1st).. & meet him.

Owh.. crap! He's asleep!!

Thanks to kakcik for waking him up.

*no genting trip :( *

We watch movie together & lunch.

And we had a big fight. HUGE. But i feel relief. I hope he does.
I just love those big fight we have. :) each time after a big fight, we tend to value each other more. I tend to understand better. We value each other.

It's actually remind us, why we are in love with each other.

*he's just charming (hot, sweet)*

im madly in love mode now.

^.^

its his birthday, and im excited.

Yeaaay~ he's officially 1 year older than i am!!

You can't imagine how hard i've been waiting for this day. We gonna hang out tomorrow.
YES! Im just too excited.

OMG! I can't event decide what to wear. Worse part is, i can't sleep now. It's been a while since our last date, ive been working quite hard to make today nearly perfect day.

I've been doing the checklist.. oh~ im just too nervous.
It's like the 1st time we have a date! Well, the feeling is just crazy.

We didn't celebrate it together last year. So, im gonna repay this year.
Hoping that he's happy celebrating his birthday with me.

There will be no bombing (egg bomb?). Promise.

He haven't replied me. I hope tomorrow went well.

*** birthday wish ***

i wish him all happiness in the world.
long life & may Allah bless him & us. Amin.

*speechless*

This song is for him.



It's all about him..just him.

ps: i love you (him).

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

complicated mode

Hmm...

20mei smpai 20 jun ade butikpinkku giveaway! tapi 20mei tu besday buah hati yg dlm complicated mode. huh~ xtau la amacam.

Family always comes 1st for me.

As butikpinkku and him. not sure. Tapi giveaway ni sebulan. birthday die, setaon sekali. so, still xtau. dake ade text, tapi beliaw takde reply. so, im in a sad mode.

juga, hadiah xtau nk bg ape. xkan nk bg tudung? buleh x?

itu hari ade usha tie mamat rugby nih~ cun gak.. currency obersea.. cmnye xsempat mau smpai.. tapi bukan yg ni a.. ade tang laen, stripe2..


Ade lagik 1, limited edition pny key-chain bentok bola lonjong, world cup pny.. rse cm penoh memory la kowt~buleh tahan gak cun nye. Same la currency obersea..

Tapi sebenarnye ingt mau pi genting... lame dah plan... dpt 1 siang pon ok gak.. sbb tiap2 kali dating kt kl ni, dua2 buat muke tapai. tak tau dah mane nak pegi. padahal bnyk je tmpat xtau...

Daku teringin sgt nk pi sky park. tp tu daku la kan. bukan dia.

Dulu zaman bertenaga banyak (zaman muda siket), laju je jalan kaki, sane sini.. hoho.. semangat alam. dok pusing 3, 4 kali.. no hal a..

so, skrng ni xtau lg cmne.. kalo on, mebi nk spend time kt genting la kot. takmo lupe bwak kamera. nak pi jalan, kamera plak takde. aiyoo~

buat gila pi melaka pon ok gak kan.. muahahaa..takde jao sgt pon..buleh pi tgk buaya ngan umah antu yg xtakut tuh.. haha..

hmmm~ harapnye sume elok. dok tnggu dan tunggu. penat.

Amai sunat. Tak sangke ade org kenai butikpinkku!

Ni amai.

Pd tanggal 15 mei 2011, amai kne masuk sepital.. start pkol 10 pagi, doktor suroh amai dudok ward. kes: sunat.

Amai sehat jek. tp ade infectiom sket, n beliaw adalah sgt kecik utk sunat di ospital kerajaan. sebab tu kne warded. kalo klinik biase, xde warded2 ni kot..

fyi: umur utk bersunat di hospital kerajaan ni, at least 9 tahun. Daku ade 5 ade lelaki, 3 sunat di ospital kerajaan, sorang kt swasta. sorang lagi belum.

memang jauh sangat tahap servis hospital kerajaan compare ngan klinik. memang kt ospital bayar xbanyak. tapi teknologi lagi elok. servis tiptop. cepat je baik. compare yg kat swasta nih.

So, xtau la apsal orang dok sibuk nak pegi klinik.

1) bukan la duit jadi ukuran disini (utk yg ade duet), tapi kita nak yg terbaik utk anak/ adik kita. kan? kalo dah tau, yang terbaik tu ospital kerajaan.. awatnye cemuih nak pi swasta?

2) sape kate servis ospital kerajaan x elok?deyyy!! servis tiptop key. enviromet pon selesa. siap ade katun2, strawberry shortcake, langsing gmbar pooh lagik!

3) doktor n nurse (selain pakar dan terlatih), ramah & ramai.

so, apsal nye sebok nak pi swasta nih? oooh~ insurance cover eh?

*ape la amai makan mlm tadi kan*

ni masuk 2 malam amai ngan mak takde. sunyi btol. kami adik beradik rasa lost. T___T


****************

ni crite laen plak...

hari pertama di hospital, dok la melepak sat ngan amai & emak. bila daku balik, tbe2 orang katil sebelah tanya kat mak.

'makcik, yg tadi tu (aku) kje kt mne eh?'

'ooo.. anak sulung makcik tu buat bisnes online'

'haaa... butikpinkku kan?'

'haah..'

**kisah ini diceritakan semula oleh emak**

peh! gile kentang. ade org kt ospital kenai butikpinkku.
bile mak story, cm kembang la sat. hohohoh~kembang lame la jugak.

yeah~ terus bekerja!



Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Camne orang buleh dudok senang lenang, makan tanggung.. b*r*k cangkung (kalo nak dudok pon buleh gak)..

Salam,

Dek kerana umo da sebegini (bajet cm tua la sangat).. tua ke? tiba2 teringat zaman muda mudi.. Cuti skola, cuti sem..

Ak start keje seawal usia 15 (kerja yang ade upah la kan).. dulu zaman kecik2 dok tolong mak menjual.. meniaga goreng pisang sejak darjah 2. Bawak pulak nasik lemak (amek order kat member2).. jenuh oi~

Badan da la keding, dok bawak nasik lemak bungkus + mihun kiri kanan (masuk kt paper bag). Skola plak jao (bukan skola blakang rumah key..), ade la kot 1km lebeh jalan kaki..

Keje mula2, cuci pinggan. dapat upah 5ringget sehari. akibatnye, smpai sekarang xmuleh cuci pinggan. saya adalah alergik yg amat dengan detergen (bahan cuci-cucian). Seyes nih, bukan dibuat2 sebab pemalas cuci pinggan. Ade la pemalas sket.. tp jari jemari memang sensetip.

Tiap2 kali cuti skola, musti keje.. biasenye, amek upah jaet baju. Dapat rm3.50 selai.. sembat2 jek, ngan jaet leher baju kurung.. Guna duet ni la dapat beli my 1st henpon. Hebak..

Pastu, keje2.. cashier, baby sitter, promoter kdai kasot. Tapi sepanjang cuti sem kt usm, memang xpernah keje. Biasenye akan tolong mak buat tempahan kueh. fuh~ gile banyak tah hingat..

Oleh kerana mak dah biasekan ak kerja, susah2 untuk carik duaet walau seposen dua, so.. dah biase dah.. kalo ade masa, better lah kerja. Duduk umah, ape dapat kan?

Rilek2 pon, badan penat.. Baeklah buat kerja, penat jugak. Hasil ade, puas.

Kebetulan, memang rezeki Allah bagi. Daku luck mmg bagus kot. 2 minggu after abes exam final, dapat la keje gomen (sambilan je pon).. Keje je la kan.. gaji pon ok gak.. 3 bulan pas sambilan tu, dapat naek sket, tuka bahagian laen.. Alhamdulillah..

Dlm setaon kje gomen, dapat pla kje non-gomen. masyuk sket. Konon nye nak melancong, pi indon. Haram jadah. Xde pown.. kat itu daku blaja online bizz nih..

End lah story keje daku.

Kesimpulannye, cmne orang bleh dok lepak. bangkit lambat, bila lapa, makan. Bile kenyang, tido. Dah tu, solatnye dah la tidak. Bantu keje laen pon malas.

Tak ke rasa diri xberguna? tak rase ke?

Kalau malu, cuba la yg terbaik. Jangan sekadar cakap je.. 'dah try la nih'.. 'tengah cuba ni'.. tapi, bangun petang jugak, solatnye tidak. Ke laot langsung.

Nih, ade hadith (jumpa tadi)..

Hadith :
Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, maksudnya:“Meraka yang mencari harta dunia (kekayaan) dengan jalan yang halal dan menahan dirinya dari meminta-minta (tidak menjadi pengemis) dan berusaha mencari nafkah untuk keluarganya serta belas kasihan, kasih sayang terhadap jiran tetangganya, nescaya di hari kiamat kelak ia akan berjumpa dengan Allah dengan mukanya berseri-seri seperti bulan purnama pada waktu malam.”
Riwayat At-Tabrani

..renungan bersama... aish, buleh ke idop makan orang nak tanggung sampai mati? nauzubillah.

ps: buat adik2, kalo cuti, kerja lah... kalo xmo kerja.. rajin2 la tolong mak ayah. Kalo yang terasa rezekinya berat.. muhasabah la diri.. jangan lupa mintak ampun dengan mak ayah.. Kita xtahu kalau kita buat salah.. mungkin kadang2 tak sedar..

mode: muhasabah diri.

Friday, May 6, 2011

Dapat surat sayang dari customer. Thanks awak!


Salam,

Ade 2, 3 minggu lepas.. fara dapat surat ni.. fara nak ucap terima kasih pada penghantar..

*you know who you are*

seriously fara suka sangat fara beliaw menulis, penuh hormat dan santun.. memang inner neck butikpinkku.. batch 4 kot.. cm xcun sangat... ingatnya, kami cuma jaet sekali dibahagian atas. konon nye xmo kedut. rupa2nya lagi la xkemas... so, dapat la banyak complain.

alhamdullilah, batch yang mendatang ni semua best2..

btw, butikpinkku dapat review best berkenaan inner neck.. ade kat sini..

semenangnya, fara minta maaf jikalau ada customer lain yang xpuas hati dengan produk. Fara mohon (kalau ada), bagitau kat fara la yea! Fara akan try carik solution yang paling best utk kedua2 pihak.. ^.^

again, thanks sangat2~ la eh.. ^.^

muaax!




Wednesday, May 4, 2011

its just hard to switch bf at this age.

*grrr*

don't blame me.It's true. I'm not that old. But mature enough to choose what's good for myself.

well, if you watch love and other drug (apsal tbe2 kelua tajok cite 18sx nih?).. if i must say, love is just addictive. I does makes me 'fly'.

Really.

Back to the title above. As some you us may know, me & him being together for quite sometime already. I do have similar age of relationship earlier, but total different feelings. As i grow older, more and more things (regarding future) came across my mind.

Those things scare me. indeed. Truly, im not such an independent woman/ girl as he always see me as. I'm just not.

Whatever strength do come from several sources. God (for sure). Family, friends and him. Without he realizing it.

So, why is it so hard to switch bf?

#1 too much stuff related to him. my lappy name, password, password, passwords (lots of password).

#2 we are too attached. It's most of the time makes me sad when he's not around. Well, that's just normal for most of us.

#3 im not just in love with him. but, it seems what a great loss if i lost him. I do like his sisters & other family members. They're friendly. Nice people. I do enjoy being friends with his friends. Really. (much actually).

#4 i love keeping those medals. what a memory!

#5 there just too much reminding me of him. It's to hard to get away.

#6 i would like to watch more rugby games (with him). can i?

well, 6 reasons should be enough. btw, 6 is one of my lucky number. and he is my lucky person.

sorry if this post annoyed you.

**off to bed**

ps: sweet dream.



Sunday, May 1, 2011

Tips: CPR untuk kereta..



Seyes nih~ kete memang xbuleh start... tadi nak beli kek besday kan... pastu, amek la kunci.. semangat alam ajak amai beli kek.. konon2 nye nak suroh die pilih kek sendiri..

Dengan harapan, nak ajar budak kecik buat pilihan sendiri, be independent kan.. pusing la kunci.. pastu ade bunyik pelik...

'eeeeeeeeeee~'

cmtu a bunyik die.. cm bunyik kuda... haha.. gile tekezut!

Erk?? Ape mau buat?

(kitorang beli kek dulu~ naek moto ngan ayah.. stil bawak amai.. amai pilih coklat fudge.. lazat! daku dapat beli macaron! YES!!!)

...........sambong..............

ape nak buat?

specifically.. jika anda bawak kete proton cm daku.. (*tak mampu lagik nak bli audi*).. T__T sila make sure anda call proton care/ proton assist~

1-300-880-888

or

1-800-888-398

sila save number ini.

So, fara call ini number, die (mamat yg kt talian) mintak fara start kete.. so, bile dengar je bunyik pelik tuh.. die tros tanye..

die: 'cik, minyak ade x?'

saye: 'last time check, ade.. 2 ke 3 bar..'

die: 'ni minyak x masuk ni cik..'

(erk~ mimyak x masuk? amacam plak nak kasi minyak masuk?)

saye: 'camne tu? boleh eh?'

die: 'cik cuba pijak lepas pedal minyak.. ulang banyak kali dalam 15 minit ke.. pastu, start engine.. ulang lagi.. pijak lepas minyak..'

saye: 'oooo...'

camtu ke? ayah yang buat... hahha... pastu still xbuleh start.. last2 mintak mamat proton datang... die buat cara yang same gak...

yeayy~ grey da idop..!!

time mamat tu repair, ijan tokey borongshawls ade kt umah... muke takot jek... bunyik die memang scary yau!

tapi semuanye selamat a~ alhamdulillah~

ps: sila jangan lupa save number proton icare ngan proton assist tuh~




As we had a big fight yesterday, lots of stuff came into my mind. And, his voice sorta stuck in my head. He did ask 1 question that i tend not to forget..

he asked..'what did i get in return if im with him?'

i answered..'nothing.'
(this is not a really correct answer, but i did say it. and i regret).

and i asked back..'what do u get in return if u are with me?'

he said..'this.' (referring to don't know what).

The point is... is it necessary to search for a guy with benefit? I mean... rich, famous, gorgeous look or etc? Does it really necessary? Do men search for same quality in girls?

Or, does people just follow what their heart says?

In given situation.. i love him, just the way he is.

In fact, LOVE is such a big word. And there are factors towards such a great feeling to someone. You don't just love a person. Do you?

I call him as 'long tome benefit'. Not just rich or handsome.

Note: looks fade, fortune gone. Love may fade if we just let it be.

And..

I just know he love me, by the way he act, the way he treat me. He's so kind and protective. So funny and un-expectable. The way he talked. With gentle and grace. (most importantly) I know that he won't cheat.

The quality he have is what i called benefit.

My long time benefit.

ps: pic from beastly movie. Must watch!


As we are celebrating his birthday today.
I was hoping that he'll be happy with whatever effort i put for
making today a nearly perfect day for us.

Nah~ he wake up late. Damn late. And im just so pissed off. So, i drove over to his house.

*note: kl-seremban, only take 20min (120-150km/h)*

Well, i woke up 6.30 am. No subuh prayer. Doing some work & excitedly getting ready to meet him. (pickup cake 1st).. & meet him.

Owh.. crap! He's asleep!!

Thanks to kakcik for waking him up.

*no genting trip :( *

We watch movie together & lunch.

And we had a big fight. HUGE. But i feel relief. I hope he does.
I just love those big fight we have. :) each time after a big fight, we tend to value each other more. I tend to understand better. We value each other.

It's actually remind us, why we are in love with each other.

*he's just charming (hot, sweet)*

im madly in love mode now.

^.^
Yeaaay~ he's officially 1 year older than i am!!

You can't imagine how hard i've been waiting for this day. We gonna hang out tomorrow.
YES! Im just too excited.

OMG! I can't event decide what to wear. Worse part is, i can't sleep now. It's been a while since our last date, ive been working quite hard to make today nearly perfect day.

I've been doing the checklist.. oh~ im just too nervous.
It's like the 1st time we have a date! Well, the feeling is just crazy.

We didn't celebrate it together last year. So, im gonna repay this year.
Hoping that he's happy celebrating his birthday with me.

There will be no bombing (egg bomb?). Promise.

He haven't replied me. I hope tomorrow went well.

*** birthday wish ***

i wish him all happiness in the world.
long life & may Allah bless him & us. Amin.

*speechless*

This song is for him.



It's all about him..just him.

ps: i love you (him).
Hmm...

20mei smpai 20 jun ade butikpinkku giveaway! tapi 20mei tu besday buah hati yg dlm complicated mode. huh~ xtau la amacam.

Family always comes 1st for me.

As butikpinkku and him. not sure. Tapi giveaway ni sebulan. birthday die, setaon sekali. so, still xtau. dake ade text, tapi beliaw takde reply. so, im in a sad mode.

juga, hadiah xtau nk bg ape. xkan nk bg tudung? buleh x?

itu hari ade usha tie mamat rugby nih~ cun gak.. currency obersea.. cmnye xsempat mau smpai.. tapi bukan yg ni a.. ade tang laen, stripe2..


Ade lagik 1, limited edition pny key-chain bentok bola lonjong, world cup pny.. rse cm penoh memory la kowt~buleh tahan gak cun nye. Same la currency obersea..

Tapi sebenarnye ingt mau pi genting... lame dah plan... dpt 1 siang pon ok gak.. sbb tiap2 kali dating kt kl ni, dua2 buat muke tapai. tak tau dah mane nak pegi. padahal bnyk je tmpat xtau...

Daku teringin sgt nk pi sky park. tp tu daku la kan. bukan dia.

Dulu zaman bertenaga banyak (zaman muda siket), laju je jalan kaki, sane sini.. hoho.. semangat alam. dok pusing 3, 4 kali.. no hal a..

so, skrng ni xtau lg cmne.. kalo on, mebi nk spend time kt genting la kot. takmo lupe bwak kamera. nak pi jalan, kamera plak takde. aiyoo~

buat gila pi melaka pon ok gak kan.. muahahaa..takde jao sgt pon..buleh pi tgk buaya ngan umah antu yg xtakut tuh.. haha..

hmmm~ harapnye sume elok. dok tnggu dan tunggu. penat.
Ni amai.

Pd tanggal 15 mei 2011, amai kne masuk sepital.. start pkol 10 pagi, doktor suroh amai dudok ward. kes: sunat.

Amai sehat jek. tp ade infectiom sket, n beliaw adalah sgt kecik utk sunat di ospital kerajaan. sebab tu kne warded. kalo klinik biase, xde warded2 ni kot..

fyi: umur utk bersunat di hospital kerajaan ni, at least 9 tahun. Daku ade 5 ade lelaki, 3 sunat di ospital kerajaan, sorang kt swasta. sorang lagi belum.

memang jauh sangat tahap servis hospital kerajaan compare ngan klinik. memang kt ospital bayar xbanyak. tapi teknologi lagi elok. servis tiptop. cepat je baik. compare yg kat swasta nih.

So, xtau la apsal orang dok sibuk nak pegi klinik.

1) bukan la duit jadi ukuran disini (utk yg ade duet), tapi kita nak yg terbaik utk anak/ adik kita. kan? kalo dah tau, yang terbaik tu ospital kerajaan.. awatnye cemuih nak pi swasta?

2) sape kate servis ospital kerajaan x elok?deyyy!! servis tiptop key. enviromet pon selesa. siap ade katun2, strawberry shortcake, langsing gmbar pooh lagik!

3) doktor n nurse (selain pakar dan terlatih), ramah & ramai.

so, apsal nye sebok nak pi swasta nih? oooh~ insurance cover eh?

*ape la amai makan mlm tadi kan*

ni masuk 2 malam amai ngan mak takde. sunyi btol. kami adik beradik rasa lost. T___T


****************

ni crite laen plak...

hari pertama di hospital, dok la melepak sat ngan amai & emak. bila daku balik, tbe2 orang katil sebelah tanya kat mak.

'makcik, yg tadi tu (aku) kje kt mne eh?'

'ooo.. anak sulung makcik tu buat bisnes online'

'haaa... butikpinkku kan?'

'haah..'

**kisah ini diceritakan semula oleh emak**

peh! gile kentang. ade org kt ospital kenai butikpinkku.
bile mak story, cm kembang la sat. hohohoh~kembang lame la jugak.

yeah~ terus bekerja!



Salam,

Dek kerana umo da sebegini (bajet cm tua la sangat).. tua ke? tiba2 teringat zaman muda mudi.. Cuti skola, cuti sem..

Ak start keje seawal usia 15 (kerja yang ade upah la kan).. dulu zaman kecik2 dok tolong mak menjual.. meniaga goreng pisang sejak darjah 2. Bawak pulak nasik lemak (amek order kat member2).. jenuh oi~

Badan da la keding, dok bawak nasik lemak bungkus + mihun kiri kanan (masuk kt paper bag). Skola plak jao (bukan skola blakang rumah key..), ade la kot 1km lebeh jalan kaki..

Keje mula2, cuci pinggan. dapat upah 5ringget sehari. akibatnye, smpai sekarang xmuleh cuci pinggan. saya adalah alergik yg amat dengan detergen (bahan cuci-cucian). Seyes nih, bukan dibuat2 sebab pemalas cuci pinggan. Ade la pemalas sket.. tp jari jemari memang sensetip.

Tiap2 kali cuti skola, musti keje.. biasenye, amek upah jaet baju. Dapat rm3.50 selai.. sembat2 jek, ngan jaet leher baju kurung.. Guna duet ni la dapat beli my 1st henpon. Hebak..

Pastu, keje2.. cashier, baby sitter, promoter kdai kasot. Tapi sepanjang cuti sem kt usm, memang xpernah keje. Biasenye akan tolong mak buat tempahan kueh. fuh~ gile banyak tah hingat..

Oleh kerana mak dah biasekan ak kerja, susah2 untuk carik duaet walau seposen dua, so.. dah biase dah.. kalo ade masa, better lah kerja. Duduk umah, ape dapat kan?

Rilek2 pon, badan penat.. Baeklah buat kerja, penat jugak. Hasil ade, puas.

Kebetulan, memang rezeki Allah bagi. Daku luck mmg bagus kot. 2 minggu after abes exam final, dapat la keje gomen (sambilan je pon).. Keje je la kan.. gaji pon ok gak.. 3 bulan pas sambilan tu, dapat naek sket, tuka bahagian laen.. Alhamdulillah..

Dlm setaon kje gomen, dapat pla kje non-gomen. masyuk sket. Konon nye nak melancong, pi indon. Haram jadah. Xde pown.. kat itu daku blaja online bizz nih..

End lah story keje daku.

Kesimpulannye, cmne orang bleh dok lepak. bangkit lambat, bila lapa, makan. Bile kenyang, tido. Dah tu, solatnye dah la tidak. Bantu keje laen pon malas.

Tak ke rasa diri xberguna? tak rase ke?

Kalau malu, cuba la yg terbaik. Jangan sekadar cakap je.. 'dah try la nih'.. 'tengah cuba ni'.. tapi, bangun petang jugak, solatnye tidak. Ke laot langsung.

Nih, ade hadith (jumpa tadi)..

Hadith :
Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, maksudnya:“Meraka yang mencari harta dunia (kekayaan) dengan jalan yang halal dan menahan dirinya dari meminta-minta (tidak menjadi pengemis) dan berusaha mencari nafkah untuk keluarganya serta belas kasihan, kasih sayang terhadap jiran tetangganya, nescaya di hari kiamat kelak ia akan berjumpa dengan Allah dengan mukanya berseri-seri seperti bulan purnama pada waktu malam.”
Riwayat At-Tabrani

..renungan bersama... aish, buleh ke idop makan orang nak tanggung sampai mati? nauzubillah.

ps: buat adik2, kalo cuti, kerja lah... kalo xmo kerja.. rajin2 la tolong mak ayah. Kalo yang terasa rezekinya berat.. muhasabah la diri.. jangan lupa mintak ampun dengan mak ayah.. Kita xtahu kalau kita buat salah.. mungkin kadang2 tak sedar..

mode: muhasabah diri.

Salam,

Ade 2, 3 minggu lepas.. fara dapat surat ni.. fara nak ucap terima kasih pada penghantar..

*you know who you are*

seriously fara suka sangat fara beliaw menulis, penuh hormat dan santun.. memang inner neck butikpinkku.. batch 4 kot.. cm xcun sangat... ingatnya, kami cuma jaet sekali dibahagian atas. konon nye xmo kedut. rupa2nya lagi la xkemas... so, dapat la banyak complain.

alhamdullilah, batch yang mendatang ni semua best2..

btw, butikpinkku dapat review best berkenaan inner neck.. ade kat sini..

semenangnya, fara minta maaf jikalau ada customer lain yang xpuas hati dengan produk. Fara mohon (kalau ada), bagitau kat fara la yea! Fara akan try carik solution yang paling best utk kedua2 pihak.. ^.^

again, thanks sangat2~ la eh.. ^.^

muaax!




*grrr*

don't blame me.It's true. I'm not that old. But mature enough to choose what's good for myself.

well, if you watch love and other drug (apsal tbe2 kelua tajok cite 18sx nih?).. if i must say, love is just addictive. I does makes me 'fly'.

Really.

Back to the title above. As some you us may know, me & him being together for quite sometime already. I do have similar age of relationship earlier, but total different feelings. As i grow older, more and more things (regarding future) came across my mind.

Those things scare me. indeed. Truly, im not such an independent woman/ girl as he always see me as. I'm just not.

Whatever strength do come from several sources. God (for sure). Family, friends and him. Without he realizing it.

So, why is it so hard to switch bf?

#1 too much stuff related to him. my lappy name, password, password, passwords (lots of password).

#2 we are too attached. It's most of the time makes me sad when he's not around. Well, that's just normal for most of us.

#3 im not just in love with him. but, it seems what a great loss if i lost him. I do like his sisters & other family members. They're friendly. Nice people. I do enjoy being friends with his friends. Really. (much actually).

#4 i love keeping those medals. what a memory!

#5 there just too much reminding me of him. It's to hard to get away.

#6 i would like to watch more rugby games (with him). can i?

well, 6 reasons should be enough. btw, 6 is one of my lucky number. and he is my lucky person.

sorry if this post annoyed you.

**off to bed**

ps: sweet dream.





Seyes nih~ kete memang xbuleh start... tadi nak beli kek besday kan... pastu, amek la kunci.. semangat alam ajak amai beli kek.. konon2 nye nak suroh die pilih kek sendiri..

Dengan harapan, nak ajar budak kecik buat pilihan sendiri, be independent kan.. pusing la kunci.. pastu ade bunyik pelik...

'eeeeeeeeeee~'

cmtu a bunyik die.. cm bunyik kuda... haha.. gile tekezut!

Erk?? Ape mau buat?

(kitorang beli kek dulu~ naek moto ngan ayah.. stil bawak amai.. amai pilih coklat fudge.. lazat! daku dapat beli macaron! YES!!!)

...........sambong..............

ape nak buat?

specifically.. jika anda bawak kete proton cm daku.. (*tak mampu lagik nak bli audi*).. T__T sila make sure anda call proton care/ proton assist~

1-300-880-888

or

1-800-888-398

sila save number ini.

So, fara call ini number, die (mamat yg kt talian) mintak fara start kete.. so, bile dengar je bunyik pelik tuh.. die tros tanye..

die: 'cik, minyak ade x?'

saye: 'last time check, ade.. 2 ke 3 bar..'

die: 'ni minyak x masuk ni cik..'

(erk~ mimyak x masuk? amacam plak nak kasi minyak masuk?)

saye: 'camne tu? boleh eh?'

die: 'cik cuba pijak lepas pedal minyak.. ulang banyak kali dalam 15 minit ke.. pastu, start engine.. ulang lagi.. pijak lepas minyak..'

saye: 'oooo...'

camtu ke? ayah yang buat... hahha... pastu still xbuleh start.. last2 mintak mamat proton datang... die buat cara yang same gak...

yeayy~ grey da idop..!!

time mamat tu repair, ijan tokey borongshawls ade kt umah... muke takot jek... bunyik die memang scary yau!

tapi semuanye selamat a~ alhamdulillah~

ps: sila jangan lupa save number proton icare ngan proton assist tuh~



 

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